TONIC COLLECTIVE 🎼

read pin byf ☆ bodily minor(15+) ☆ col. they/nyan/sin ☆ sideblog of @skuiive

[tonicxxo100]

hey , we’re the tonic collective ☆

@skuiive sysblr/side blog

read this byf

⤷ collective + sys info

「🐾」 col. name: stix, blaike

「🐾」 bodily minor (15+)

「🐾」 col. prns: they/nyan/sin

「🐾」 headmate count: 100+

「🐾」 bpd . audhd

「🐾」 traumagenic system

⤷ byf

「🐾」 alter name or sign-off will be the first tag (ex: #🐾 #blah blah)

「🐾」 some alters will post and other may not

「🐾」 we do NOT owe u alters info, thats ONLY if the headmate themselves feel comfy sharing

「🐾」 littles will never post, only their cg will.

「🐾」 take alters age to consideration, but collective age will always be on top. that means NO NSFW with adult alters, esp sexual holders. no excuses.

「🐾」 we rarely trigger / cw such as dormancy and other things, only tw when srs topics mentioned

⤷ dni

「🐾」 (dni is based on comfort and safety)

「🐾」 non-traumagenic alters (WE ARE SYSPUNK / ANTI-ENDO.) this applies to everyone else who does not have a traumagenic origin.

「🐾」 fakeclaimers, syscourse ppl

「🐾」 anit-lgbtq (INCLUDING MOGAI) and neoprns, xenogender, etc.

「🐾」 anit-alterhumans (including therians, furries, otherkin, otherhearted, etc.)

「🐾」 nsfw blogs , ppl who think agere/petre is nsfw

「🐾」 basic dni

⤷ extra

「🐾」 our terminology might be outdated, or don’t align with your terminology. however, these terms make sense to us despite it being debatable (such as the term: core)

「🐾」 this whole account is to talk about plural experiences and to make more friends (and for alters to interact if wanted atm)

「🐾」 alter intros: #introtonic

last update: (mm/dd/yyyy) 07/16/2024

[tonicxxo100]

Regarding this post: https://www.tumblr.com/tonicxxo100/770114843082653696/hello-everyone-we-just-have-a-question-about

For me personally, I feel like in the early stages of a split, I can kind of coax it into not actually becoming a solid identity. I dont know how to explain that process, but kind of think when a lava lamp almost forms another bubble but it just ends up sinking back down into 1 big lump. Maybe your friend was referring to something like this? And when they “let” it happen, they dont attempt to reign it back in? I’m also not really educated w/ this stuff lol this is just my personal experienced as a diagnosed osdd system

possibly!! im kinda thinking they probably just have a high split tolerance and that when they do split, its probably for really really needed situations where the brain has to—

[tonicxxo100]

how do you know if youre a poly/fragmented system?

[tonicxxo100]

hello everyone, we just have a question about something

we have a system friend, who we are close with

when we were hanging out, they said that sometimes they allow splits to happen, but they are a traumagenic system.

im aware splits can happen during high stress and everything and that it cannot be controlled. like u cannot say “lets make another alter”

are we just lacking behind in system terms and stuff?? (we are not a new discovered system, but recently we have decided that we’re gonna make sure we understand ourselves and each other, meaning that we are learning about DID again.)

[tonicxxo100]

everyone, is it wrong to call ur system headmates as “my alters” or “my headmates” ?

another question for fun, what do u call other headmates? :D

[tonicxxo100]

its kinda upseting that we’ll never feel comfortable enough to freelt talk abt our disoder, even to ppl that care ://

[tonicxxo100]

how it feels when ur dissociating/switching:

[tonicxxo100]

that moment where you can’t tell if you splitted or if its just an existing alter who came back from dormancy

[tr4shpawz-deactivated20250805]

Happy disability month from a disabled therian

[tonicxxo100]

yes ofc im normal

its not like im making a major google docs of my disorder so my partner can understand me?? pfft-

its not like im staying up at 3am doing it pfft-

[tonicxxo100]

we understand that having OSDDID doesn’t have to be a bad thing and all

however it really fucking sucks how nobody irl sees how ass this disorder is really.

(this is all from personal experience, and my personal opinion)

tw: implications of relapse, repetitive thoughts

they don’t see that one alter influencing your thoughts that you’re a terrible person, they don’t see the mental age fluctuating because a little is fronting, they don’t see the constant pacing around your house because whoever is in front can’t tell if they should shower or wash the dishes, they don’t see the grayouts and blackouts - and now you have to figure out who did what and who.

they don’t see actively an alter trying to comfort you or the alter who took front and did terrible things, or even the trauma holder who is trying to keep it all together but bodily you end up laying in bed all day wondering “why”

singlets, don’t view OSDDID as people who have alters in their head. don’t view it as “someone who uses pluralkit or simply plural”

some days can be really difficult, but others days can be the best ever

[tonicxxo100]

it kinda sucks when you have to explain to a little that their fav caregiver (outside of body) isn’t with us anymore due to breakups-

im sorry little one :(

[cats-n-quests]

I know that being a system means you're rather different from other parts inside, but that doesn't mean you can't share the same traits or habits:

Some systems don't have distinctive handwritings that can be distinguished from one to another

Some systems don't have a jarring difference when it comes to using clothes or style of fashion

Some systems don't have a separate accent from one another, they all speak the same, and use similar words

Some systems don't have varying amounts of skills or proficiency, they all have it evenly the same throughout, not lesser nor better than others

Some systems don't have their specific disorder affecting just one alter, it affects everyone collectively too

Some systems don't have opposing opinions or ideas from each other, they all share similar life views and perception

Systems being different is true to an extent, but since multiple alters share one brain, it's common to find overlapping qualities among them as well.

What other kinds of traits do you all similarly have, or could be indistinguishable among systems? Join in and share them here!

- j

[tonicxxo100]

/lh /j i leave sysblurn(or any sys community) and apparently we’re all punk 😭 (nahnah its a good think, fuck endos. DNI.)

[syscultureis]

plural culture is one of your alters crushing on one of your friends and you being completely baffled (they're your friend you don't see it)

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[tonicxxo100]

asher / ashton 🪨

prns : xym it

im the co-host

im bigender pan (mlm lean)

im a dogboy (im okay w ppl calling me pup, puppy, dog, doggy , etc.)

i love alternative fashion :))

korn & slipknot lover 🖤

[tonicxxo100]

alr lets make a proper intro-

pyre / stix — 🌧️

prns : they/he/xym/it

im the host of this entire party 💪

more abt me!!

most know me from @skuiive (im a polytherian / otherhearted!!)

i play guitar and im a music nerd (i love music djfkdk)

im a transmasc bi aroflux person — im taken!!!

im silly :3