you're too many shades of too many colours

basically your stereo typical angsty tortured artist teen trying to express herself with words// little poems and pieces written by me, unless stated otherwise.

[heavensghost]

Richard Siken

[reprssed]

[extramadness]

[toomanyshadesoftoomanycolours]

god i am so fucking tired

of being tired all of the time

[etoile-filantes]

“What should I regret? What I became or what I didn’t?”

—

etoile-filantes

[quotemadness]

“I needed to be somewhere different. Maybe I needed to be someone different, too.”

— Heather Davis

[lsul-deactivated20250116]

The Witch of Portobello by Paulo Coelho

[gothigh2fly]

And maybe like the moon, we also must go through phases of emptiness to feel full again.

[ck-writings]

“You will wake up one morning and you will want to live. You’ll be happy again, I promise you, my dear. I know the sun is nowhere to be seen right now but it is right around the corner. It is ready to shine when the moment is right so be patient, my dear. You will be happy again.”

— ck.writes (on Instagram)

[weltenwellen]

Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

[v-italite]

She came back, hair longer than it’s ever been,

Eyes covered, mouth shut but smiling,

She knocked on my door, unsure that I would let her in,

She told me she’d lost everything,

I told her « me too »

And so we made love until the morning sun and when I awoke,

It was the first time I saw that my Sadness had spent the night.

[weltenwellen]

Lori Gottlieb, Maybe You Should Talk to Someone: A Therapist, Her Therapist, and Our Lives Revealed

[gothigh2fly]

Have you ever had that feeling - that you'd like to go to a whole different place and become a whole different self?

— Haruki Murakami

[toomanyshadesoftoomanycolours]

i’m always waiting for something

waiting for the weekend

waiting for autumn

for you to come back to me

waiting to feel better

waiting to die

[toomanyshadesoftoomanycolours]

the woman before you is dead now

long gone are the days of suffering at the hands of your actions

i have risen as a new woman

different

liberated

free

[toomanyshadesoftoomanycolours]

“When you love something it loves you back in whatever way it has to love”

-a separate peace

[toomanyshadesoftoomanycolours]

The heartbreak of

Slowing you down

Only to find

You only go one speed

That there was nothing else

Just vapid

Stupid me