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how much abuse can one take from the social work field?

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I don’t rly post much on here but I guess it’s still a space to just let thoughts out. I’m just really excited to be moving in w my bf and I can’t wait for august.

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My first plant baby is giving me so many new babies!!! Feeling super happy with her!

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feeling the suckiness of ldrs a lot more this month.

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thank goodness for arts&crafts literally helps my depression so much.

yes Santa has brown hair while his facial hair is white and i suck at being in between the lines 😬

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this brief wkend trip to nj has impacted me more than any other. i just want to regain emotional stability.

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lmao honestly being a preteen and teenager was stupid, confusing, and depressing, but also why was that life simpler????

am i the only one??? Ok.

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my t told me something last wk that he’s been saying for a while but that I’m actually understanding now. “You’re finding out who you are outside of your family.” annnd the freedom that comes with it is truly magical. proud of the 12 yr old girl who got me here and the 16 yr old one who held on and 20 yr old who kept pushing through and thank god for therapy at 21-22 and thank god for it now. It truly is a privilege to take care of your mental health.

Also potentially realized I’m in the bargaining stage of grief??? and realized there’s still depression and acceptance left…like havent i been depressed enough???? Anyways just rambling about inner thoughts.

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capitalism sucks. im over this life. i just want to be freed from these shitty ass systems. i need the social work profession to step it the fuck up. we’re all burnt out. it’s just a wk filled with rage :)

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officially a week since i had any red meat, poultry, or pork. :) really proud of myself. Hoping I can keep this up and eventually go full vegetarian.

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5/1/2021 3:47pm. currently high & feeling proud of my growth & and giving myself the things younger me needed. 💕

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life

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WOW VALIDATION FEELS SO GOOD. Shout out to my therapist mannn

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it truly is a privilege to work with the individuals I do. working in the helping profession is wow. im left with nothing but hope and fulfillment. the resiliency within to be a better version of themselves and seeing the growth and process its mind blowing. while I know therapy and private practice ain’t for me, longevity wise, I definitely appreciate and hold on to the stories I have gotten to be a part of.

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this is the happiest ya girl has been in a really long time, potentially ever. 💖

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trying dating apps again - why does everyone on bumble feel more comfortable stating whether or not they want kids rather than what they are looking for??? Like are ya still that much in your fboy stage???