somewhere inlove

★ im a girl, im 18 ★

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entering my

depop girlie era

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a bug I saw

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leather jacket

please let me thrift a leather jacket. I want one so badly. everyone else has thrifted one. everyone but me. please, let me thrift a leather jacket...

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I haven't written a post in a while

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she owed me $25

but the debt is now repaid

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maybe i should try to find a boyfriend. somewhere out in the wild.

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girls who smoke ci-ga-rettes

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everything good goes away. I think I'm used to it, now.

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because what made me uncomfortable...

what made me uncomfortable is what I miss now. I want him to hold my hand again. to rest his palm on my leg. to grab me. to look up at me. I miss it now. all of it...

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what if I thrifted every Tuesday and I said it was for depop selling but I actually kept everything for myself?

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dream from 5/22

I was going somewhere with him and he was driving and he had silver glitter on his face. I saw him putting mascara on and he looked at me and I said he was pretty. He said “you’re pretty in the summer too.” He looked away and kept driving.

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because it might never happen again

my father used to scrape frost off of my car windshield first, and then smile at me through the glass as he moved onto his car.

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I can't

I can't stop because I am a dog

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a kid once said this to me

"I believe in killers but I don’t believe in monsters"

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yes I was inlove with a boy for 5 years. yes I might still love him. yes I think about him and I see such beauty. yes I might be falling for someone else, yet

.......

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I called my friend and she gave me some good advice

I can't control the way that I feel. it sucks that this happened, that I like him. but she had a feeling it was true and that this would happen. she thought it was interesting, those "vibes" he's been giving me. why do we hold hands for so long?? he's a touchy person, yes, but that's excessive I think (not that I don't enjoy it...). but I can't control the way I feel, so I shouldn't beat myself up about it. all I can do is try to find some solace in the distance and WikiHow to stop liking someone...

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so what if she hates me?

so what if shes my friend? I think I hate her.

so what if I hate her? she's still my friend.