I had a revelation today. A totally out of the blue/oh my god/I love Dawn French even more now/maybe she knows me more than I know myself revelation. It was a real moment. I'm reading a book by Dawn French (a much beloved by me comedian and actress) it's getting into the meat of the characters and she's describing one of them. It's a black and white printed, on point description of me. I just read it over going 'I know, I know!' I wanted to hug the book, and cry a little for what the words mean and what I'm trying to work on in this whole journey. So here it is... "If only she could hide her feelings and her temper better, she might have succeeded in many areas of her life where her pathological need to express herself has landed her in trouble. Cat can deal with almost anything in her life. Except rejection or injustice. When she is confronted with any of those she is automatically propelled into a response."
