introduction post !!
call me arian || he/him pronouns || ๐ง๐ฉ || adult || number 1 teru mikami fan he is my wife i get him so much || death note-centric blog || i write a lot || i tend to overshare too much || minors can interact || @privatelayman is my 18+ blog || most unfunniest person and boring in the world.
ACTUALLY I LIED I LIKE BLUE LOCK TOO.
and here is my strawpage !! use it to talk to be about anything, ask me anything, send me your headcanons, draw me something silly, bounce your ideas with me, look at my info or anything !!
i am very grieved individual and it shows remarkably in my writing, in my posts. english is not my first language, rather it is my third language, so my posts may not make sense at all sometimes and will be full of grammatical errors. i struggle a lot with wording things, unfortunately, you just have to trust me on things. i have 0 dni criteria because i think most of them are kind of stupid, so please follow if you would like !! i also really love teru, have i told you about how much i love teru.
i don't only love teru, i really love him but i also really love misa as well. due to my aforementioned pain with wording things, i can't really write articulate meta, though i try my best. i think a lot about death note and i love talking about it !! i write fanfiction (link will be down) and most of what i write revolves around grief and loss. i love lawlight grief and meronia grief, grief in death note in general. i seriously think death note is one of the best explorations of grief i have ever seen.
around the 2010s decade, i think teru was one, if not the most misunderstood and mischaracterized person of death note. in today's death note fandom, the mischaracterization is less extreme, but,,, it lingers. one thing to note is that though i love all versions of teru, including the most popular interpretationโi am not the type of person to be choosy on it, i just love when teru is thereโ, i do not subscribe to it. but in the end of the day, it's really not that deep.
ships i think about and like a lot :
lawlight. i love the them.
mikalight. except i ship them in the most incomprehensible way ever. the way i ship them, it exists nowhere else but in my mind and i cannot even put it into word.
meronia. i love the grief to them.
yagamane. thinking about them makes me want to die (affectionate) and i am blessed to live in a world where it exists.
mikalawlight. i think this is the most funniest and genius ship ever and i spend half of my day thinking about it.
i take forever to answer asks, but still, shoot me an ask if you ever want to talk !! i love receiving asks about anything and everything. lately, i have been getting a lot of asks about teru and by all means, please continue !! i am a yapper, as evidenced by this weirdly long intro post.
i also love my friends and mutuals very much <3 you all are the best. if we are mutuals, please don't hesitate to ask for my discord !!
my fanfiction !!
this is my ao3. i am sorry to all my stranger things fans, but death note is literally all i post. this is just going to be just my death note fics .
death note .
life gets shorter (teeth grow long) . lawlight . 1/2 . 6,151 words
L, a rat, finds himself in the apartment of a beautiful man. Written for DeathNoteTober Day 2: Animal AU.
to be alone with me . lawlight . 1/1 . 4,051 words
In a bus stop in front of a church, L has his last meeting with Light. Completely self-indulgent and out of character, in a completely alternate universe with no basis in canon.
son of man (turn your ear) . lawlight . 1/1 . 10,533 words .
Before Light can be sent to Nothingness after his death, God needs to have a conversation with him.
what's left is only bittersweet . lawlight . 1/1 . 11,398 words .
L kisses Light goodbye. Written for Lawlight Week 2025. Day 3: Final Goodbye.
valentine, spurn my sorrow . lawlight . 1/1 . 11,059 words .
L and Light watch the moon and talk. Itโs only Light who says a single word.
perfumed roses . yagamane . 1/1 . 3,527 words .
Misa receives red roses from Light on Valentine's Day.
thy evil spirit . lawlight . 1/1 . 1410 words .
In the morning of January 28, before the fateful meeting in the warehouse, L's ghost visits light from the mirror of a bathroom. Basically, that scene in Julius Caesar, act 4, scene 3, where Caesar's ghost tells Brutus that he will meet him at Philippi, but make it about Light and L.
brief overview of my tags .
๐ arian's shit : tag for all of my original posts, any post that i make that isn't a reblog.
๐ arian writes fanfiction : tag for my fanfiction stuff.
๐ช arian's asks : all of my asks and my beautiful answers.
if it's a reblog of any general post, i'll reblog without any tags, but if it's a fandom post, i reblog with the name of the media and along with that, i add which character the post is about, if applicable. like if it's a post about teru, i'll tag with #death note, #post: teru mikami. if it's a ship post, i reblog, i reblog with something like #death note, #post: lawlight. if it's fanart, then it's #death note, #art: lawlight.
all of my original posts are just tagged simply like, #death note #lawlight #light yagami #l lawliet, something like that.
thank you so much for reading this gigantic intro post !! i wanted to be a little more organized and cleaner with my blog theme and stuff, i don't know if i have succeeded or not. thank you again for reading :DDD.
