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Gamzee Makara ♂ | ♑ | VIII ((Gamzee RP blog Tracking: tragedyscomedianUNDER CONSTRUCTION))

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In case anyone wants to know what happened between myself, no-responsibilities, and rantagous.

Yeah, we ended our blogs. Yeah, we did it without telling Ace first. But Ace accused us of attacking him, ended contact with us when communication OOC is a pretty vital part of rping, especially when your muse is moirails with another. He made no effort to recontact us, neither myself nor zach, who ran ‘the only blog that made him happy’, and didn’t reply to threads that were already going.

This probably seems like a majorly bitchy move doing this, but i’m not really going to just stand by and let ace play the victim here, we’re not six and we’re not going to act like it.

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==> Gamzee: Go drop by Tavros’ hive.

> You need to finish clearing out your stuff. Not that you had much stuff to begin with, but you’re fairly certain your ancestor would appreciate you having more than one change of clothes.

[ERR: COORDINATES INVALID]

> You Check them. Reading the coordinates over, and even re-entering them when you can’t find an issue.

[ERR: COORDINATES INVALID]

> You yell a goodbye. You’re not sure if he heard you, but you don’t wait to check before you’re running out of the hive. Out of the bubble. To where you KNOW Tavros’ bubble should be. But its not. You actually leave the confines of the bubbles. Floating in the inky blackness of the outer rim to find it confirmed. It hadn’t even popped, it was just... Gone.

> You panic. Distress welling because you know. You know what happened. You KNOW. You know that he’s gone. But you check anyway. You rush to Karkats bubble, not going near his room and checking the windows before you even dare to slip in.

> No Tavros. You knew there wouldn’t be, and you frankly don’t want to be here any longer, so you head back for the window you slipped out of, only to be stopped by the feeling of something scurrying up your pants to say hello.

> You don’t think he’ll Miss Dee. Cute little fur slinky. You take her with you.

> You’ll delete your blog when you get back to your ancestors hive. Won’t touch it no more, you don’t want to see old messages between the two of you. You don’t want to be reminded of how you’ve lost your best friend again, and this time for good. So you’ll do what has proven a good method. You’ll go get his head, from your own bubble, and then you’ll hide in your ancestor’s hive.

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==> You go for a walk, you haven’t been out in awhile. You don’t want to stick to Karkat’s bubble though; so you manage to find your way to another one. Not yours, but it’s good enough. ==> It’s grassy here, but there’s no sun and it’s night. You’re thankful for that, falling backwards and staring up at the sky. It’s somewhat blank, cloudy. You guess that’s alright, you’ve been feeling rather cloudy yourself. ==> It’s not until the ground starts rumbling that you realize you’ve picked a bad bubble for a visit. Not that you have much time to process that before you’re blinded by a white flash. ==> Miles away, a certain mutant wouldn’t know what happened to you. ==> Miles away, a certain clown wouldn’t know what had befallen you. ==> Miles away, in the living world, a certain leijon will never hear from you again. ==> Miles away, neither will a certain Cherub. ==> Miles away, your bubble bursts. ==> Game over, Pupa.

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#;ic#;action post#;goodbye post#{ i'm leaving for personal reasons. }#{ this blog will be converted to something more of my own interests. }#{ you're welcome to ask for my skype or continue to follow even if there will be no further interaction with the homestuck fandom on#this blog specifically beyond OOC conversation or OOC following }#{ i'm not going to explain why but i will miss you all but this muse has gone down a path that i'm not up for trudging through }#{ so this is our goodbye }

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“The answer is no.”

And then, you shut up. You deal with the growl and with the hand on your throat. You’re forced down into the bed, sat upon even, and still, you’re silent. You aren’t going to speak, you said your peace and if someone is trying to make you talk to someone that you aren’t comfortable with, then what’s the point of living? Or being in the dreambubbles? 

Why do you need to change yourself for everyone else.

You feel the boney figure on your stomach, feel the bones digging in and getting ready to stab at you. Remember what it feels like?

You look away from him. You aren’t sure if your white eyes can show you don’t want to look at him anymore, that you are done, but you sure do hope he gets the hint sooner or later.

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“No?”

> No. He’s not going to compromise. He’s not going to be civil. He’s not going to care. Your hand tightens, your gut twists, and you don’t know what to say next. So you just... Say.

“You don’t get to say no. You aint got a RIGHT to say no. YOU DID THIS. You got yourself all wrapped up in this motherfuckin mess and you just refusing to pay attention long nough to get the mother fuck out of it. You making it worse on EVERYONE by being a little bitch.”

> Why do you have to try harder than he would consider doing? You don’t want to be here either. You didn’t want to be trying so hard to get him to pa attention to someone other than himself at the expense of yourself.

“YOU NEVER PAY NO ATTENTION. you never notice when shit is wrong, you never have and you too stubborn to open your damn eyes so you never going to fuckin learn”

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but if, i just hadn’t said anything. i figured, i probably hurt you and, i didn’t want to do that.

i,,,i don’t know what to do gamzee. i really don’t, i don’t know what to say to anyone right now. i’m,,,i’m sorry.

i wish, i could just make this be over already. i wish he’d, realize that what you have to say, is really valid. and, i,,,

hold on, i’m going to the porch. i don’t, want to cry in the hive, in case i do again. sorry if mentioning that, worries you.

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only one not noticing you was upset without you needing to say was karkat. no need for you to be apologizing to me.

thank you, though. for thinking a brother matters. thinking what i got to say is important. not used to shit of that manner no more.

sorry i’m upsetting you tho. don’t want you crying, not over something bout me.

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,,,i’m sorry.

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no need for you to be sorry. nothin heres being of any fault of yours.

[zodiac--signs]

What’s your best friend’s Sign?

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=> Bite your cheek. You’re broken.

Your chewing on your gums, fangs tearing at the skin and causing blood to drill. The taste of iron is making you ill, but you’d rather deal with that than deal with him. The mutant flavor mixes with your saliva, a hot steam of bloody drool. You puckered your lips, gagging the whole in one, and then spit on his face. 

=> Bull’s eye.

He’s right in front of you, he’d been yapping away and you’re ticked off once he’s screaming about your moirail. Your hand grips his skin, pulling him closer for your noses to touch. You’re done being scared.

“We’re NEVER going to be friends, we’re NEVER going to cooperate, and NEVER going to be on the same team or mindset. LAY OFF MY BULGE AND NEVER TALK ABOUT TAVROS LIKE THAT TO ME. You think this is best for him? For us to talk? To *Talk it out* and hope for the best income as if we would be best friend’s again? You KILLED ME. You HURT TEREZI and you can’t say you are innocent for slicing skulls for your own entertainment. The best ‘MOTHER FUCKER’ who happens to be blind, is you.”

You huff into his face.

“Are you even sure if this is about Tavros anymore? Or are you trying to fuck around with me to get more responses? I told you. I don’t want to talk to you, I don’t want to look at you. I don’t want to deal with you. I. Fucking. Hate. you. You’re NOTHING to me, not a friend. Not an old friend. Not a lost moirail or old moirail. You’re nothing. Leave me alone. Nothing is going to come out of this but someone getting hurt. I don’t even care if you ended up kicking my ass again. Go ahead, that’s all you’re able to do, right? Or maybe you want to talk to Tavros? Go ahead. He’s right down the hall and he would never listen to me about you being utter crap. As long as you don’t hurt him, your bulge will still be in contact. He has bull horns for a reason, he can gut you himself.”

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FUNNY. How you so ready to blame a motherfucker for defending himself when you attacking him. Attacked him for defending himself gainst a bitch who aint never FUCKING CARED for you. HOW MOTHER FUCKING DARE I STAND UP FOR MY SELF. Must have missed the part where my ass was learned on being supposed to care as little about me as everyone else.“

> You out right growl in his face. You use a hand on his throat to force him down, moving to sit on his gut and keep him in place. He’s got more on him in ways of build than you’ve ever had, and you’re all skin and bones over him. Probably not terrible comfortable with him, considering your boniness digging into his stomach, but you’ve got the caste advantage, and he’s not going to move ou unless you want to be moved.

“But no. Aint asking to be your best friend. Don’t want to be your best friend. I’m asking for your bitch ass to be motherfucking civil. For Tav.”

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I SMELL ARTIFICIAL CLEAN. aint happy bout this. 8′oI

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my ancestor is threatenin me with soap.

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“Why do YOU have to fucking ruin everything, nookslum? Why do you have to EXIST to fucking begin with?”

He’s close to your face and you don’t hesitate backwards. You lean a bit forwards, teeth exposed the same as his. Your brows are narrowed and parts of your hair is covering your face. Your blood is rushing to your head to mess with your brain, your face to paint your cheeks, and your palms as they clench tighter. You have two fist ready to punch and break as the consequence of hitting a highblood.

Your voice is still low between all of this.

“You want to make me talk to you? Then fucking MAKE me or drive your lazy clown ass out of my hive. You got in by the window, you can LEAVE by the window. I have nothing to say to your crumby dick.

Fuck. Off"

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“Fuck off? You want me to fuck off? MOTHER FUCKER I AIN’T LEAVING TIL YOU COOPERATE.”

>You actually yell that time, the first real hint that you’re a lot less fine and dandy than you’ve been trying to act. But obviously acting non-threatening isn’t going to get him to fucking TALK to you.

“You can tell me to fuck off all you like. But I came here cause you motherfucking blind. Cause you willing to stalemate stead of compromise. Cause you aint care what your stubborn ass BULLSHIT is all and doing to MY BEST MOTHER FUCKING FRIEND.”

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=> Bullshit.

You glare at him move freely on your bed, snort to mock you, and talk as if everything was perfectly fine and dandy on his part. You roll your eyes at him. You’re about to cover your ears like a wriggler just to avoid his voice and screech. You can already feel your body tensing up from him just being here. You grab at the blanket, roll it up, and throw it towards his face. It should shut him up, if only for a second.

“I DID work it out, didn’ I? I wouldn’t get in your way. Now. FUCKING Leave.”

You growl lowly and the back of your hairs are standing. 

“I don’t NEED to talk to you or DEAL with you. I’m DONE with that. Go. Away. We’re done talking.”

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> The blanket hits you in the face, and you bristle for a second before you lean forward, getting in his face despite keeping the blanket in your lap. 

“Why you gotta make everything... So... MOTHER. FUCKING. DIFFICULT?”

> You don’t yell the words, so much as you snarl them, with your lips curl upwards, putting crooked fangs on display. He wants to be difficult, you can be play that game, but your rules may be a bit different than what he’s used to.

“All I’m tryna do is get somethin worked out. Because us not getting in one anothers way is obviously not WORKING.”

[anotherrpmemeblog]

Sexual Sunday! Send my muse ♒ and a nsfw/sexual question and they have to answer it - whether they want to or not.

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it actually just been two or three nights. IT THAT NOTICABLE.

[vwanum]

its that bad already? thats, pretty fast actually. to make a name for yourself in only a couple of days.

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thats the same thing i’m thinkin. :oI

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I LURK. favorite tag is being ‘dashwatching like a motherfucker’ AND HE A FUCK BOY.

[vwanum]

alright. i havwent really seen him around much, but if youvwe seen him quite a bit then ill hear you out on that one. 

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it actually just been two or three nights. IT THAT NOTICABLE.

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vwanum

you probably ought know he a fuckboy.

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zz8? vwhat makes you say that? you twvo knowv each other or something?

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I LURK. favorite tag is being ‘dashwatching like a motherfucker’ AND HE A FUCK BOY.

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vwanum

you probably ought know he a fuckboy.