syd

24 years old || she/he read pinned post before following!!!

[tragichuman]

Welcome to my blog :D

Quick Background:

I created this account as a way to vent about my mental health so that my close friends don’t become overwhelmed or overly worried about me. I just want to be able to join communities where people actually understand what it’s like struggling with the things I do (without glorifying it). Also, I’m not new to Tumblr, this is just a new account!

Why My Blog May Be Unfit for Some:

My blog won’t be 100% dedicated to all the topics listed below, but I will not shy away from any of them either. Please be safe! Just DNI with/block me (not report, please) if you find ANY of these topics triggering:

EDs

C-PTSD

COCSA/CSA

Substance abuse

Religious trauma

Sui ideation

Difficult relationship with parents

SH (not posting pics, i’m just talking about it—though i do occasionally rb things like bruises or things with blood)

Overall poor mental health

I also want to be clear and state that I do not promote or encourage disordered eating for others AT ALL. I am pro-recovery and do not tolerate fatphobia in the slightest. Despite this, I am not in recovery myself because I recently relapsed. This is a safe space, but I encourage those willing to recover to try and do so!

Facts about me and my tagging system are after the cut:

Who even am I?

❖ Name: Syd

❖ Age: 24

❖ Pronouns: she/he (genderfluid)

❖ Sun sign: Virgo

❖ Sexuality: Bi & demisexual

❖ Some General Things I Love:

my beloved mutuals and irl friends <333

animals and nature

horror, thrillers, cryptids, and anything else considered terrifying and unsettling

almost all kinds of music

Minecraft and Baldur’s Gate 3

Twin Peaks

Spiderman (4yo me fell in love with Tobey Maguire 🫶🏼)

Hannibal

Interview with the Vampire

sociology, psychology, criminology, and true crime (but i’m not trying to be a cop— i just think the human brain is neat)

weed lmao

Navigating My Tagging System:

Note: I don’t consistently put trigger warnings on my posts. Regardless, I try to remember to put some when I know I’m talking about several hard topics at once! Please lmk if you think I should add any tw’s to my post!

#syd speaks - general posts

#syd stop talking - when i find my own posts annoying and still post them anyways <3

#syd oversharing again - posts where i’m definitely oversharing (at least imo)

#syd stfu about drugs - i’m either doing drugs or talking about them in some capacity

#syd vents - a glimpse into my turbulent emotions

#syd answers - asks

#syd.pics - picrews and any pics i wanna share

#syd’s playlist - songs i’m currently listening to

[tragichuman]

why do i always start smoking again when it’s cold outside like i can’t feel my fingers rn

[halloweentreat]

[triptihosmrti]

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i relapsed on sh recently and have a stupid big ass obvious bandaid on my arm and had to lie to people who asked about it that i’m just clumsy with a knife (which is work-related) 🧎🏻‍♀️ they probably think i’m an idiot now tho bc i made it seem like i was running around with a knife in my hand

[pretty-opium666]

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i missed using tumblr as my journal simply bc i’m too lazy to physically write in my real journal </3

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took two gummy edibles bc i want to die

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why is living genuinely so hard like i feel like a big baby saying that but i just wanna die and not deal with anything anymore

[without-ado]

Pallas's Cats (x)

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i hate body dysmorphia bc why am i insecure about my forehead size rn when im just trying to get crunk

[indie-navarrete]

LAURA PALMER — TWIN PEAKS: FIRE WALK WITH ME // (1992) dir. David Lynch

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im so crossed rn holy shit

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going nonverbal mid-party

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i fucking love espresso martinis and i was devastated to learn that bartenders hate making them apparently??? like they seem so easy to me???

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my bestie is trying to drunkenly explain one of her hyperfixations to me rn and showing me videos and everything but i genuinely cant process any of it im trying so hard and all i can do is stare and nod every few seconds

[cervines]

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im so crossed rn holy shit