[gloombby]

theres comfort at the bottom of a swimming pool

[gloombby]

i dont know how to put the pieces back i tried so hard to keep it together but nothing fits and everything keeps breaking

[gloombby]

i miss seeing blood that was my choice

[gloombby]

it doesn’t really matter tho does it? there aren’t do overs there aren’t rewinds there isn’t a redemption that makes things worth it

[gloombby]

the void grows like branches thru a body attempting an escape to stretch thru the flesh and grow i want to turn it into something worth it but the best i can do is finally let things rest im so tired

[gloombby]

suicide homicide same thing same choice same fucking ending it doesn’t matter none of this matters

[gloombby]

don’t you get that you are hurting me?

[gloombby]

I DID IT FOR YOU I LIVED LIKE THIS FOR YOU WHY WONT YOU GET THAT YOU PUT ME IN THIS HELL YOU DID THIS YOUR BEST WASNT GOOD ENOUGH YOU HURT ME YOU HURT ME WHY DONT YOU GET IT YOU MADE THINGS WORSE

[gloombby]

desperate rage comes undone into self defense turned self destruction i cant say i would honestly choose self preservation

[gloombby]

i would do anything for it, dont you get that? haven’t u understood that yet?

[gloombby]

atp i dont even have to be dead just put the body in a grave

[gloombby]

suicidal body horror tear it apart i want to give it back i want to get rid of it i dont know how to talk with it i want it to stop i hate waking up here

[gloombby]

LET ME OUT

[gloombby]

having a body pissing me off so bad rn

[midnightportals]

Are you crashing out to your full potential?

[fairycosmos]

i wish trauma and mental illness worked the way people who constantly moralise it think it does

[technofinch]

I have GOT to stop spending $30