[tranquil29]

who do i talk to about you, mother?

who can understand you like I do?

when I was with you, we had a garden- didn't we, mother?

you potted the plants, I counted the leaves and i didn't touch the flowers, because they were yours to pluck.

'we don't want you getting pricked by a thorn, hmm?'

but I wished to be like you mother. I wanted a flower in my hair every once in a while. To smell like the garden, to smile like it after the rains. To look just...like my mother.

so then I grew it. my own rose. i watered it, I counted the leaves and i waited. when it bloomed mother, I felt such joy. I tucked it behind my ear and looking at myself in the mirror, all i wanted was for you to see it. to see me. to give me a smile.

but what happened, mother?

why was it that you took it? why was it that you told me a rose had no business on the head of a little girl? you said roses come to those from whom they can take. and to me, this rose had come to sneak it's way to you. you said that's what it wanted.

i ran back to the pot. i plucked it clean. i tore the branches. the thornes hurt me, my hands bled but I did not stop. I turned around and there you were, mother. you finally smiled.

'all your roses will ever want, is to come to me.'

[tranquil29]

Is anyone else feeling this or is it just me:

Short from content for example reels, shorts and tik tok has become so common and prominent in my life that the long form content has been hitting me different. Let me explain:

I was watching The Crown, rewatching really. And the same exact episode which i watched 4 years back is fucking leaving me writing on the floor, tears in my eyes, choking and gasping for air because I just saw a long ass burn of 40 mins and realised that the King is a human being who has no choices of his own and he finds out he's FUCKING DYING much later than other people who decided it was not in his best interest to know. And then the little girl gifts him a paper crown and he cries while carolling....I-I..I have become so weak, it's disgistung.

[damienhaaas]

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[science-junkie]

… and here is a gift for all of us.

[goddess47]

So I can find this again! Great list!

[clairificusrex]

Don’t lose this post

[tranquil29]

sometimes....when I am dressed up and ready to go out and I am waiting for the baby to arrive while taking mirror selfies, I catch a glimpse of the woman I used to be totally in awe with when I was little. the slicked back hair, the bracelets, the purse full of money that I made, the sandals, the cute denim jacket and finally the smile that would light up my younger self's eyes. and I am grateful. I am happy that I lived to show myself that I could do it and I showed myself that I if I this can happen, I can keep dreaming on and on and on and on....

[messyoungie]

SELF CARE DAY FOR LOW ENERGY DAYS

it’s important to have different routines ready to match your mood and energy level. which is why I believe preparing for self care days for when you’re just not feeling your best is essential and a great way to look out for yourself. here’s my guide to self care days for low energy.

✧ 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓

despite your low energy, it’s important you still get your daily movement. however, exercise doesn’t always have to be intense.

try doing one of these

— 2 minutes of touching/trying to touch your toes

— 5-7 minutes of full body stretching

— 10 minutes of yoga

or maybe just stretch your neck, roll your shoulders, and take a few deep breaths. whatever you’re ready to do :)

links to short low energy workouts:

5 minute morning yoga

11 minute stress relief yoga

10 minute lazy girl workout

8 minute good morning pilates

✧𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃

do something for your mind. journal, get your thoughts out, meditate, read five pages of an inspiring book. do something that you will love and that your mind will thank you for. whether it’s sitting in silence for a few minutes or playing a game that’ll challenge your brain.

journaling prompts <3

++ what’s been draining your energy recently?

++ what’s been giving you positive energy recently?

++ what’s your focus been on lately?

++ what are three things you’re happy are in your life?

++ how is my environment impacting my energy?

if your energy is low I really recommend writing about it. what’s making you tired? reflect on it and go easy on yourself.

✧𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐎 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

the last thing you want to do is give your mind the responsibility of remembering your tasks. i don’t care how little you have on your schedule, write a to do list. on a low energy day, it’s important we’re easy on ourselves. getting everything out of our head and onto a piece of paper will not only make tasks seem more manageable but will also make our minds feel a bit lighter.

write everything. I mean it. even the small and seemingly insignificant tasks. even the parts of your routine that you do everyday anyways, write it all down.

✧𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒

even though we’re a little bit down, that doesn’t mean we can cheat on the promises and boundaries we made with ourselves.

a low energy day doesn’t mean you can jump right back into your old habits. you’ll only feel worse if you do. it can be comforting to spend the whole day in bed, liking relatable TikToks and having a 7 hour screen time. but that’s not real rest. do something that’ll nourish you while also making you feel relaxed and comfortable. whether that’s watching an episode of your comfort show, rereading a chapter of your favorite book, or listening to your all time favorite songs while you just relax.

low energy is not a reason to practice unhealthy bad habits.

✧𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐘

how do we enjoy a low energy self care day besides the usual rest and relaxation? by doing some activities!!

things you can do on a low energy self care day:

++paint

++do your own nails

++movie marathon of your fave genre

++install and try out different cute & cozy games on your device

++bubble bath

++make a Pinterest board or Moodboard that will inspire you to be the best version of yourself

thank you for reading, take care!! ♡

— messyoungie

[tranquil29]

Anyone else read their news on Tumblr?

[nando161mando]

oops! it seems i tripped and dropped several million free books, papers, and other resources

https://annas-archive.org

https://sci-hub.se

https://z-lib.is

https://libgen.is

https://libgen.rs

https://www.pdfdrive.com

https://library.memoryoftheworld.org

https://monoskop.org/Monoskop

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https://libretexts.org

http://classics.mit.edu

https://librivox.org

https://standardebooks.org

https://www.gutenberg.org

https://core.ac.uk

[sjowgren-deactivated20240728]

some of my favorite tiny love stories

[sjowgren-deactivated20240728]

update:

(from nyt’s modern love column)

[tranquil29]

Girls'clothes having no pockets hota different during the rains. Like I'm out here walking down the road with my phone, keys, wallet and an impulse purchase shopping bag and then I need to shield myself with an umbrella over my head i mean...c'mon what use is AI when no one has solved this problem.

[tranquil29]

I think the real reason why sad people stay passive is that….the pain they feel is directly or indirectly produced from the anger which was the natural first step. they have already yelled, have beaten their fists on the ground and torn their hair out and looked everywhere for answers and now it has all just left a dull ache.

to think that anger is the hardest to control and most relatable, itself is proof that we process it in different ways. the pain however manifests in the most bizarre ways. it will bubble up and make you see how the emotion of others directly translate into your situation. after pain you become more susceptive to company. i think that is how you progress. you have to keep it and you have to carry it because without it, you will lose what you think you need.

[tranquil29]

Just found out people have to "defend" their theses to their teachers. What do u even say like???? "it's not lackin pls my findings with 27363 citations and credible sources IS VALID 😭😭😭😭😭"

I would just pass away.

[tranquil29]

I'm sorry but....ppl be like you're an adult and I'm just on my 3rd obsession this month writing fanfics and finding similarities in their appearance with everyone else in my life (including me).

Is this an adult trait? Is it acceptable to move from one obsession to the next when you're paying taxes and idk...parallel parking without having a panic attack? Bc I don't think I have the capacity to function like an adult when one (1) Ben barnes edit is taking over my life completely.

[tranquil29]

Desi parents really aim to humble their child to another level. Like I am so thankful that I have the ability to hear because if I couldn't, I would not straighten up while doing any normal task alone in my room when I heard their footsteps.

Imagine if I didn't put away my phone everytime they walked in....they would literally ground me forever. Hahahaha

I'm 23 btw.

[tranquil29]

Idek how to impress my parents anymore. When I was young, it was getting good grades and now it's like.....my dad just walked in after reading an article somewhere and told me people in Japan have thrown away their microwaves and yelled at me for using it.........so now I have to FIND A SUBSTITUTE FOR AN EVERYDAY KITCHEN APPLIANCE TO MAKE U HAPPY? ya k seems doable 👍

[tranquil29]

Zuckerberg is at it again with something called the Metaverse. I almost thought he has tapped into the Ben 10 Universe but apparently it's something else.

On Wikipedia it's described as:

"The metaverse (a portmanteau of "meta-" and "universe" or "Universe" and "Meta") is a hypothesized iteration of the internet, supporting persistent online 3-D virtual environments through conventional personal computing, as well as virtual and augmented reality headsets."

He really took "this is his world, we're just living in it" seriously.