i have a bit of a dilemma about getting breast pumps. when im horny i REALLY want to lactate and have bigger milky tits, but since im no longer on t (for medical reasons) im not horny 24/7, so getting a pump doesnt seem like a reasonable expense most of the time. another thing is that (again, for medical reasons) i get a blood test twice a year, so my dr would see if i have abnormally high prolactin levels. i dont want them to get worried about it and have to get more tests for that, but i also dont wanna discuss that part of my sex life with a md. lactating wouldnt hurt my health btw. im just under a bit of scrutiny than normal and i think it would be noticeable.
but. ive had this kink for all my adult life. i actually got a breast pump six years ago or so, pumped regularly to the point my nipples got permanently bigger (they dont get fully flat anymore). i had to get rid of my pump during a move, so id have to buy another one if i want to try again.
i think i need some encouragement, please?
(dont bring up misgendering or detrans in any shape or form ☝️ im a man in all aspects of my life)













