That Fairy Boi, Kieryn

The physical log of a transitioning fairy boi

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Instagram post by Kieryn Darkwater • Dec 25, 2017 at 9:08pm UTC

32 Likes, 3 Comments - Kieryn Darkwater (@mxdarkwater) on Instagram: “Holiday selfie #transmasc #tboi #enbytransition #HRTadventures”

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Almost 10 months on T

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3.5 months on T

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So abs. And also sex is worlds better.

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Packing and cute

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An Unexpected Journey

Right, well I guess it’s less unexpected and more a long time coming. 

Anyway, Starting T is a thing. I remembered that I had a fitblr today and decided to use it as a tracking method. 

For instance, this was me on Day 12 of HRT (yesterday). 

Stay tuned for more fun adventures on T. 

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Whatever time it is right now is totally the time to start exercising. It’s a good thing I’m on the bottom floor….

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First fitness selfie in Seattle. Waist: 33.5 Hips: 38.5 (lest any ideas about pinup happen) belly space between hips and waist: 41 Bust: 40 Thigh: 26

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I’ve made it a week without cheese. I think I’m going to measure myself again too, and see if not eating dairy helps with the weight-from-medication problems I’ve been having in addition to being pescetarian. 

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I weigh somewhere around 150 now but I feel like a mostly healthy person and that's good and okay

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I'm 150 today. Admittedly I stood on the scale right after eating but still. I don't know what to doooooo. nothing works, all I hear is horrible things from my past and I don't know why I gained weight cutting out meat instead of maintaining the weight I was. I watched my calorie intake and ate as normal and I was still under what should have had me losing weight, I haven't been walking *as* much but I haven't been inactive, and I've been eating a lot of vegetables......

Sometimes it just feels like nothing I attempt works, so why should I even try? sigh.

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The scale said 145, which is as much as my mom says my dad weighs. When i look at myself in the mirror, I realize how much bullshit that is. My dad is a 5'3 portly dude, bone structure aside, I would look a lot different and a lot more similar to him if I weighed whatever he does, since I'm 4'11.5 And I don't see the resemblance yet... My not being the same size as my dad aside, the scale still says 145, but I feel smaller. I've been doing weights consistently all week, drinking a lot of water, and walking and stretching... Its sort of disheartening to make all the right changes and still be gaining, but I feel like maybe it'll still even out? I don't know. I feel okay with myself, scale aside, and that's what matters anyway.

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Took a break and fell out of my routine because I hurt my back a few weeks ago. Getting back into it now - especially since winter is upon me and going outside is a lot of work. 

So I booted up my dying Xbox 360 and recalibrate the kinect and started up the fitness thing again. 

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Pulled back muscles because fucked up sinuses, guess I'm staying in bed today. 

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Kierylog

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Today I did 15 minutes of yoga, and 8 minutes of playing with weights and doing sit-ups, pushups, crunches, and reverse crunches. 

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Kiery takes vitamins

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Started a healthblr with mara. Also I took vitamins today.