ok so i see this is in my notifications again so time to update this!
in the first clip of s4, vilde is being super over-the-top and waaaay oversharing about her and magnus’s “sex life,” but at certain points she seems like she’s sort of fumbling for something to say, like when chris is like “…i don’t think that’s where the g-spot is?” and she looks really flustered in response and she i’s like “uh…well…it’s totally normal to have more than one!!” and her voice is shaky and she totally doesn’t sound like she knows what she’s talking about at all; honestly the whole convo sounds like she googled different sex positions or w/e to have something to talk about
when chris is like “let’s all go out” in the group chat and she responds “gonna fuck” just… the way she’s constantly bringing it up and shoving it in the girls faces really seems like she’s overperforming heteronormativity to me bc she doesn’t want anyone to suspect anything else is up (at this point i don’t even think she wants to acknowledge it herself)
this is probably reaching but last season we saw in the background 1) her looking for eva at a party and looking lowkey crushed/upset to find her making out with p chris (i mean what do we know they usually do at parties you know?) in the very first ep and 2) her jumping into a relationship with magnus and letting him kiss her after he’s like “i wanna fuck you” directly after chris mentions her not getting any dick and then in the beggining of s4 we see her constantly shoving magnus in their faces to be like “see!! i get plenty of dick!! why would you think otherwise!!!” and it just seems super defensive to me
this season she’s been highkey obnoxious with doing things like adding magnus to the group chat and constantly talking about sex with him and yet… in one clip we literally had her talking about how having a boyfriend is boring and it takes away from her spending time with the girls because she feels obligated to spend time with magnus (she says something like “i have to be with him while you’re doing other things”) and she talks about wanting to go away on vacation with just the girls
she posted that instagram pic of the beach with “wish i was here” and then magnus posts that cringe-worthy pic with “wish i was there with u” in response and she JUST starts to follow him back after months of being together (yikes) and it just seems like she wants to get away, maybe from being with him bc she’s not invested in their relationship like he is and she feels like she should be or she’s tired of putting up a front and being someone she’s not/trying to meet certain (hetero) expectations
i know some people got mad about people interpreting it this way but that instagram post with the quote “there is a truth deep down inside of you” just really hit me bc like…as a lesbian myself, it just sounds like something i would post while i was still deep in the closet, like an acknowledgement that you know there’s this big thing about you but you’re not ready to acknowledge or tell people yet, but you post something that can be passed off as something else and that if you don’t know the intention behind it you wouldn’t know, but it’s like…baby steps (like sometimes when you’re that deep in the closet you’re always dropping these miniscule hints bc you lowkey are just tired and want someone to notice bc you’re still terrified of saying it/acknowledging it yourself but maybe if someone else does first it’d be easier, even though your hints are so vague no one would notice if they didn’t really know why you were doing it) (and yes i absolutely believe that quote is also genuinely about her learning self-love and realizing that she deserves to be happy too but that and her being gay aren’t mutually exclusive she can still be a lesbian and love herself but like…whatever i guess)
she does the (super weird and invasive) adding magnus to the girls’ group chat thing after the party where noora’s like “don’t you have a bf??” and it’s almost like “oh shit yeah forgot about that gotta shove it down everyone’s throats again to remind them i’m Totally Straight and still Totally into Him and our relationship is going So Well bc we don’t keep secrets”
lowkey i think she’s only obssessed with getting noora a new boyfriend because she feels lonely and as she says it’s “boring” being the only one with a bf so if she can get one for someone else spending time with magnus will be a little more bearable
i think we’re totally being led to believe at this point that magnus is more into her than she is into him (it just feels so…forced and over the top and i think that’s deliberate) and there’s a lot of foreshadowing that something’s going to happen there, because they wouldn’t keep bringing it up as a background plotline if it wasn’t relevant, and it could just be that she feels like she needs to have a boyfriend to feel validated or meet certain expectations and she likes that someone is interested in her but she’s still straight like that makes sense too but…it could also mean that maybe it’s because she’s a lesbian and it’s totally ok to want that to happen :)
hopefully i’ll be able to keep updating this as we go!!!
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