Spillvester

should i even be here?

[traumawithsparkles]

sorry i was gone my mum kind of locked my computer in a cabinet but it's okay

[fishymari]

im so cooked ✌️🥹

so like mama found some dollar tree men's deodorant i bought for myself like last week and got all pissy abt it and said thag showed i didnt trust her bc i bought it without telling her (i couldve just com out and told her im trans but like my ass was NOT gonna be telling her at fucking 12am on tornado watch), so she said she might take away my phone 😢😢😢 yeah im cooked yo if she finds my oc yaoi im DONE FOR like deep fried, roasted, boiled, sauted, salt and peppered, seasoned, legit cooked by the devil themselves 🫡🫡🫡

[traumawithsparkles]

NOOO LUCK BE WITH YOU BRO :((

[i-am-a-fish]

I've been sending beams and rays at random passerbys for years now

[avatarofthewriting]

w-what kind of beams

[i-am-a-fish]

yknow like lasers

[traumawithsparkles]

laser beans

[traumawithsparkles]

hey guys did you miss me

just kidding I'm not back yet

I DO have drawing ideas

I will draw a thing again

Promise :3

[yharon314]

i missed you!!

[traumawithsparkles]

AWWWW OKAY I FEEL MOTIVATED TO POST AGAIN

finals week lwk killed me

[traumawithsparkles]

hey guys did you miss me

just kidding I'm not back yet

I DO have drawing ideas

I will draw a thing again

Promise :3

[shinysartdump]

I love himb,,,

[traumawithsparkles]

this is delightful :D

[pukicho]

No it's fine. Tumblr, Upload anyway.

[pukicho]

I think I'm sooo funny, don't I

[traumawithsparkles]

idk everyone thinks they're so funny and then nobody laughs it's kind of just a fact

[i-am-a-fish]

I've been a bit too normal lately both on and off the court. the court being tumblr

[traumawithsparkles]

no such thing as too normal as long as you're being yourself

[traumawithsparkles]

there was tape on my sock ?

[i-am-a-fish]

new game where you just win. and the best part, you're already playing it. you won :D

[traumawithsparkles]

honestly this is very motivational I kind of needed it

[fishymari]

silly thing ive noticed

so ive been writing doen my dreams lately bc theyre kinda wierd, like fever dream type shi 🪱🟩🐟🔴⭐️🟣🔸️🏥🏥🏥⭐️🟩🟣🪱🔴🐟🟣🔸️

And something I noticed is that while my subconscious will make fun of me like calling me glutinous or selfish or call me out abt struggling with basic tasks like taking care of myself 😓😓😓

It won't let me call myself a girl 🥹🥹🥹 like for 3 nights in a row my dreams have CONTINOUSLY had me call myself a guy and try to be a little gentleman with the little characters also in my dreams

Like ts is ok with making fun of my insecurities and fears but draws the line at internalized transphobia?? Honestly I respect it 🔥🔥🔥

Like if its gonna make fun of be at least im a boyfaliure and not anything else 😁😁😁

[traumawithsparkles]

love ur subconscious drawing the line

also u r amazing !!! don't let ur brain bully u too much

[traumawithsparkles]

these epic sunglasses don't hide my pain

[traumawithsparkles]

fixed the little tiny mistakes that nobody else cares about

[traumawithsparkles]

btw my side blog is @missing-the-zigzagoon !!! If you didn't know!

[traumawithsparkles]

my precious mutuals I know you likely came to this blog because of the vocaloid content but

I would highkey love if you could support @missing-the-zigzagoon because

It's a painful, painful shiny hunt and I'm going to lose my mind

[trickykitten755]

Have. you guys seen frieren

its literally so peak

here are my veiws on characters

frieren - me waking up and for 3 hours after also me when mimic

fern - me when hungy

himmel- lwk i didnt like him as much as most people he seemed annoying but i can

shtark or howerver you spell his name - it is not discussed enough how stylish this guy is i want his fit fr

watch it if u havent its so peak and its also pretty

[traumawithsparkles]

i called stark stork for what few episodes i watched

[traumawithsparkles]

these epic sunglasses don't hide my pain

[traumawithsparkles]

OH MY GOD I GET THE MIZU5 HYPE. OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD.

[traumawithsparkles]

pjsk hyperfocus setting in

im gonna throw up

[fishymari]

MIZU5 IS SPREADING LETS GOOOO 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

THE OMINOUS BELLS UPON THEE 🔔🔔🔔

[traumawithsparkles]

prolly not gonna finish this but it's the thought that counts right

[traumawithsparkles]

HELP

MY NEIGHBOR GAVE ME THEIR POKEMON CARD COLLECTION AND I FOUND OUT. THERES A BUNCH OF FIRST EDITIONS

FRANTICALLY LOOKING THROUGH THE BOX TO SET THEM ALL ASIDE

IM GONNA CRY

[traumawithsparkles]

DO NOT TOUCH

please