dalliance.

&&. -- "you're too old to be so shy;" he says to me, so i stay the night.

[percepticn-blog]

Based on this.

the break up wasn’t exactly easy for the boy. unlike he usually was with his exes, he always went back to her, and he couldn’t help himself. it wasn’t abnormal for the pair to still end up together. dallas had quite a few drink throughout the night and felt buzzed, so when he spotted his ex he had no problem walking towards her. he approached her while she was talking to her friends, he wrapped his arms around her from behind, and pressed a kiss to her shoulder. “come home with me.” he murmured into her ear.

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

no lol

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percepticn delete it

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

pls give me “we’re exes who ended on kind of shitty terms but are trying to ‘stay friends’ anyway, and we occasionally sabotage each other’s dates, get drunk and fuck, scream and fight until four in the morning and still refuse to acknowledge maybe we’re not quite as over each other as we like to think we are.”

[squadsourcesdos]

[anttidotes]

we’re roommates and you’re drunk and thought i was your date so when i was trying to get something out of the fridge you started grinding on my ass and i almost smacked you but it feels kind of nice so … ( ends however with yelling, sex, slopping making out, etc. ) x

[epiphxny]

  ❝ aren’t you tired, babe ? tired of being a doormat for him ? he doesn’t love you, he’s probably in there right now hitting on the first girl he sees and you know he is. and you call me naive, you think he can change or something ? that one day he’s just gonna wake up and see how amazing you are, ‘cause he won’t. i will, i already do. alright, so give it up. i mean, last time we cuddled after sex you ended up running out on me. ❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

❝ i’m tired of not being with you, anthony. i’m tired of pretending that waking up next to him is anywhere near as satisfying as waking up next to you. i don’t know what i think, but i don’t need you completely undermining everything i was hoping for. at one point, he was a good guy. he was your best friend, i have to believe that hes still in there. fine, lets go. whisk me away like some knight in shining armour, whatever you want to be. im ready to make up for lost time. ❞

[epiphxny]

   ❝ girlfriend hm, so you wanna make it official ? guess i’ve gotta like, ask you out properly now, don’t i ? charlotte, will you be my girlfriend ? that sounds so dumb, but whatever. you can stop saying sorry now, i’m pretty much over it. is there a way we can cover that thing up though ? like with a scarf, or makeup ? it looks weird on you. only i’m supposed to give you those things.❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

❝ uh, -- well, this is awkward. you see, im sort of in a relationship with somebody else...its a no from me. alright, that sounded almost dumb as the question did. of course i’ll be your girlfriend, though i thought we were just going for that implied thing ? yeah, sure. i’ll figure something out, it’ll be gone as soon as i can. you’re the only person i want giving me these things, among other things. ❞

[epiphxny]

    ❝ you obviously do, why are you being so fucking stubborn with this ? just let me help you. i was being stupid when i said you’re not strong, you’re the strongest person i know. you don’t have to prove anything to anyone, especially not me. i know you better than anyone. don’t tell me what i feel eden, you don’t get to do that. don’t get to tell me my feelings for you are just me being confused because i’m not, you’re the confused one here. i’d give it up for you, but would you give him up for me ? ❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

❝  i don’t know anymore, anthony. i don’t know why im being so fucking stubborn and i know the best option would be to let you take me out of here, away from him; but that’d also be the easy option and i hate that. he shouldn’t get to win, i shouldn’t have to run away from him. i don’t want to be scared of him. of course i’d give him up for you, anthony. i was just convinced that you were under some illusion, i don’t know. you should know by now that i’d give up a lot for you. i don’t just cuddle everybody after sex, y’know.  ❞

[epiphxny]

❝ start showing me you want us then, because this, right now isn’t doing you any favors. i’m not saying don’t go out and have a good time or whatever, i’d never want you to change who you are for me because i love who you are, but finding you in these states isn’t fun for me either, y’know ? it’s okay, stop. i don’t care what you done with someone else, i don’t even wanna hear about it. just     not again, please ? ❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

❝ i will, i promise. i’ll be the best girlfriend you’ve ever had, you’ll see. i don’t want to go out and have a good time anymore, brandon and if i do; it’d be with you. you know that, this was just one mistake. one big mistake. i know, i’m sorry. you don’t even have to worry about it ever again, it’s not even going to be a question. i just want to be all yours. that’s all i’ve ever wanted. ❞

[epiphxny]

    ❝ help me understand then, please. i can’t help you if you won’t let me, i feel so fucking useless standing at the sidelines watching you wither away into nothing. how could i understand, right ? it’s not like i’ve gotta sit here and watch the girl i’ve fell for let herself get destroyed, is it ? i’m not making it into a competition, i don’t have to, i know i’m one hundred times better than he’ll ever be. and why not ? just come with me now, leave him. please.  ❞

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   ❝ i don’t need any help. the whole point of me making it through this alone is to prove just how strong i really am, and i won’t have you trying to rescue me when i don’t need to be saved. oh, come on, anthony. you didn’t fall for me, you fell for the fun we had. it’s not a commitment you’re ready to make and you’re naive enough to think that you are. i don’t expect you to take on all this baggage, just so you can have a bit of fun with me. you’ve got the bachelor lifestyle goin’ for you, anthony. don’t be so willing to give it up. ❞

[epiphxny]

    ❝ do you want this ? me and you, i mean. i feel like i show you that i do all the time, you know ? i haven’t even looked at another girl since like, the first night you crawled into my bed drunk. and then you’ve been getting up to whatever you’ve been doing, i don’t like it. i don’t want you with anyone else. i just don’t wanna get walked all over because of my feelings for you. ❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

   ❝ of course i want this. all i’ve ever wanted is someone to make me feel safe, wanted, and i have that with you, brandon. i know i messed up, i didn’t even realize what i was doing but i know i stopped it the moment i did. i’m never going to feel this way for anybody else, that much is clear. i dont want to be with anyone else. im so, so sorry. i don’t know what else to say to fix this. ❞

[epiphxny]

    ❝ well now it’s not gonna be official, is it ? it’s ruined. and i don’t expect you to say anything anymore, char. really, i don’t. you don’t owe me anything. but maybe we were better off as friends, or whatever it was before we complicated things. obviously i’m not enough for you if you have to go out and get wasted with other guys. ❞

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  ❝ what ? no, stop. i know i messed up, brandon. i didn’t mean to, i just -- i got scared. its weird, alright ? this is really fucking scary and i just thought if i could go back to normal self for just one night, i’d be ready in the morning. i drank too much, i let it get out of hand. im so, so sorry brandon.  ❞

[epiphxny]

   ❝ obviously not if you won’t let me help you, why are you still with him ? i can give you so much more. i’d never lay a finger on you, wouldn’t let anyone hurt you. eden, look at your arms ! it’s sick ! i hate seeing you like this. fuck. i’m sorry, eden, i’m so, so sorry this is happening to you. the only reason i’m not in there right now kicking the shit out of him is because i don’t want you to hate me more than you already do. i don’t wanna leave you alone. ❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

❝ no matter how many times i explain myself, you’re never going to understand. how could you understand ? its completely insane to still be in love with someone who causes you so much pain, right ? i don’t even think its love, just fear. i don’t want to go against either of them. stop turning this into a competition, don’t use this as some kind of propaganda scheme for your own side. it’s never going to be just me and you and you know it, it’ll never happen. just give up and move on. ❞

[epiphxny]

    ❝ you’ve got a weird way of showing it. yeah, well, i’m completely sober and i can tell you i love you, doesn’t mean i’m gonna mess around with other girls. official or not, it’s wrong. it was implied what we were. ❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

  ❝ completely sober ? oh, wow! shit, good for you, brandon. i bet thats so fucking good, yeah ? i wish i could admit my feelings sober, but i can’t; and you know that. you should know it from the fact we never made this official. i don’t know what you want me to say, its done and im not going to defend myself.  ❞

[epiphxny]

❝ don’t tell me to shut up ! it’s anything but a fucking joke eden, but since you won’t take it seriously, why should i ? i’d give you an out if you wanted one, i’d take you away right now and you wouldn’t have to see him again. i wouldn’t let him hurt you. you know what ? i thought you were strong, the worst thing about this whole situation is how you’re letting him walk all over you and control you like this. it’s sad. you can’t even see that what he’s doing is wrong ! ❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

❝ what, you don’t think im taking this seriously ? do you think i like waking up in pain every morning, only to be convinced that it was all my fault and that i deserved every fucking second of it ? please, stop trying to insinuate any help because its not enough, anthony. taking me away wouldn’t do shit. yeah, maybe i’d be in less pain physically, but i’d never be okay mentally and you know that. do you know me at all ? this is me being strong, asshole. fuck, just leave me alone. ❞

[epiphxny]

❝ do you not like me, like, at all ? you can tell me the truth. i thought you did, but, obviously you don’t if you’re gonna treat me like a piece of shit. ❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

❝ like you ? since im completely intoxicated i think im allowed to say that my feelings go a lot deeper than just liking you, brandon. it was just a little fun, nothing serious. its not like we’re official or anything. ❞

[epiphxny]

❝ so he won’t knock you around, no ? i mean, i’m all for rough sex but don’t you think he takes it a bit too far ? no i’m not fucking satisfied with it, you know i’m not. ‘cause you’re lying ! so bringing him to a party when you know i’m gonna be here, grinding all over him while i’m standing right across the room isn’t parading him around ? he’s not a  trophy, he’s a dick. ❞

[trcnquilarchieve-blog]

❝ fuck, shut up. you don’t even get any of that, you don’t understand and its not something you can just sit and make jokes about. the question was a rhetorical one, asshole. i don’t care if you’re satisfied or not, i am; and thats all that matters. honestly, what did you think ? you were going to see all of those bruises and i was going to fall into your arms like some weak bitch ? give over, anthony. theres nothing here anymore. this conversation is pointless. ❞