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tredici | 26 | italian. | l'amore è merce rara.

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uh, ehi guys. how are u.

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I’m on a little hiatus :3 i’ll be back soon!

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amber.

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november.

i love @aveirasims new eyes. used as lens, i’m thinking of using them as default bc. lol. stunning.

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top 3 simblrs?

my shupa-faves atm are:

@simwick, @mushibots and @early-grape

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September - no, nor the month. it’s her name.

i wanted to try the new denim jacket by @valhallansim and *absolutely* @lucassims‘s new hair mesh. in love with them.

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I know I can't give any helpful advice to you, but I just want you to know that I believe in you and I know that one day you will be happy again. Do whatever you feel will make you happy and don't let anyone get between you and your happiness because it's you that matters. I know we haven't really talked/interacted before, but if you ever need a friend, I'm here for you. I really hope you feel better soon!

I don’t feel like it’s important how many times we had the chance to chit-chat, sending a message while i was really really low is very meaningful to me. I will follow the advice, I’ll take care of the kindness that has been showed to me and try to have a lil of strength from if to do better for myself. Thank you Kaylie ♥  

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I know that this may not be of much help but I kind of understand, it took me seeing a therapist to learn that You have a right to feel bad about the situation you´re living and you shouldn't be comparing your pain to somebody else's since everybody is so so different, so please do whatever you need to be happy or at least to feel better, don't hear the people who can't or just don't want to understand your situation, and i know that's no easy task but i really wish you the best!

I really appreciate this message. I never felt like seeing a therapist because years ago i’ve learned by myself how to get rid of the pain, how to accept things around me and have them like “this is mine, there is nothing less in “mine” compared to everyone else’s problem”. I’ve always been able to choose for myself, to cheer up for me, to choose for me, for the best i could do. I know my pain is different, I know that doesn’t matter what but my problem is still a problem and it’s ok if to me looks irrisolvible, even if its something small, because i don’t live anyone else’s life, i live in mine and mine actually feels like a trap. it’s just that / i don’t know what to do. maybe i am just scared to do something because i don’t see any direction and i’ve never been so scared in my life about not seeing a direction. two years ago i moved, i changed completely my life blinking my eyes but today i see myself and i hate what i see. i’m a petrified scary-cat who whines and whines and knows the solutions but just doesn’t get far enough to do what should be done to be better. i sound so stupid to myself too, but as for now i feel like everyone around me is leaving. i don’t know if i should leave too, i just wish i could.

still, thank you, really, a message when you feel low means the world. 

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i know that lately i’m posting loads of text posts but i’m really close to have a mental breakdown. i’m tired because of my work and i’m also tired because my salary is horrible. *looks like* I also need to be tired because my boyfriend is being such an egoist-pain-in-the-ass always in need of imputing me something about how i am and how i live my life and spend my free time. morevore i feel like i’ve been betrayed by one of the greatest friend i had and used to trust and she doesn’t want to talk to me because she’s so disgusted about me thinking that her, as human as she can be, can be delusional too, sometimes.

and i know i’m 26 and i’m wining and complaing like i’m 15 but i can’t help being stressed and on the edge of crying every goodman night. i feel like do nothing, i feel like i don’t love myself anymore, i feel like i could explode like this, suddendly, and that there is actually nothing i can do about it. it’s horrible. i feel horrible.

and the saddest part is the fact that i don’t even feel slightly better after writing this.

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lol i was looking for some new lots on a website and i’ve got to read some comments: when the people of this community will stop being so mean? not only you are too lazy to create yourself, you also dare criticize some others that do stuffs for *fun* and share it with you when they recieve nothing back. it’s so mean and unhappy i don’t know how does people get on living.

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You are MAJESTIC. Your blog is MAJESTIC. Your aesthetic is MAJESTIC. Copy this to 10 other bloggers who you think are MAJESTIC! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ ❤❤❤

thank you so much sweetheart ;_; ♥

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pausing the building mode to play with momma’s (@valhallansim) stuffs.

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[ update ]

maybe I’m getting a point about the whole House-Building matter. This said: I just discovered I suck as architect and I’ll have flat roof like lifetime.

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i just wish i could like all ur posts in one click! sorry but my hands hurt. ow

this one is so cute ;-;

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Neverland is home to lost boys like me And lost boys like me are free

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They had spent some days together. Nadja hadn’t change at all. As she used to be in the past, so she was as an adult: flung out of space and moody, always prone to get angry in a snap and calm the very next moment. Her mood swings, tho, weren’t really much of a problem for Sungkyu. She wanted to become a writer as much as he wanted to study to become a singer and she was slowly getting her way to accomplish her dream. To celebrate her new job, they went to the “secret place” they discovered as child – a little, well-hidden beach.

“Are you planning on seeing Woohyun soon?” Nadja was curious of asking since he was came back and never head a real chance to do that. Sungkyu groaned to her with a little smile, looking at the clouds above him as they were lying on the warm sand. He would have skipped the reply, but Nadja’s eyes on him were insistent. He sighed loudly “Not really. I still didn’t tell him that I’m back”

Nadja was silent for a moment, her bright and calm gaze relaxed, pointing at the sky.

“I did.” she said “I gave him a call and told him you are here.”

Sungkyu looked at her, suddenly uneasy at the thought of Woohyun knowing he was avoiding him. But Nadja just smirked and patted his elbow slightly.

“He’s eager to see you soon.”

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When you get this, respond with five things that make you happy. Then, send this to the last ten people in your notifications! ^________^

- cats- music- photography- singing - cuddling

(ahw.)