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This is how it feels like, you are screaming in the inside but you keep smiling in the outside. People are so used to your smile but little they know there is this voice in your head that keeps telling you āDarling, letās end this. I canāt pretend anymore. Let me control your inner most and end this suffering together. We deserve something more than this.ā But you fought against it. You donāt let that voice take over your soul. You wonāt let that voice control the game. Everyday you are trying so hard not to lose yourself to that little monster in your head
What does it feels like?
What Adolescence feels like? Actually, this college life is a mess. It only brings me memories that will hunt me forever. Those kind of beautiful memories you wish that didnāt matter, but still did. I have a discrete personality. I only show what people expect me to show them, a tough and strong one. Iām afraid theyāll see me at my vulnerable point, I wonāt let that little mind of them to give a satisfaction, a vision of me being fragile nor me being defenseless. Everybody thought Iām independent enough to survive on my own, but Iām afraid to admit that Iām not. I am the kind of girl who is full of insecurities, Iām the girl full of doubts and Iām the girl who wish she doesnāt exist.
Life give me everything I want, it gives me enough information to appreciate life and to hate it even more. I donāt know if other feel this way, or itās just my pretty little mind playing tricks on me. Some of us might think of taking away our own life, but realized how it matters to someone else, and the thought of how theyāll feel if weāre gone make us think how stupid idea it is, and in that point my friend I congratulate you because you finally reach the final stage of adolescence and now youāre finally a grown up.
I donāt know if weāll encounter this kind of situation again in the future, but I guess I have to admit that life is wonderful though it bring us sorrow and sadness I hope someday each of us will see the good in the bad, those things that make us a better person. In that moment I know, we finally fixed what has been broken years ago.
Angel of Mine (Brown Eyes)
When I first saw you I already knew
There is something inside of you
Something I thought Iāll never find
When I lost hope, you showed me love.
I look at you, lookinā at me
Now I know why they say the best thing are free.
Stay Stay Stay//All You Had To Do Was Stay
Preach.
āIām not the oneā
Ang tagal ko hinintay yung true love. Sa totoo nga napagod na ako. Sobrang nakakapagod pala. Ang hirap kung flirtationship lang ang meron kayo. Wala kang pinanghahawakan, wala kang kasiguraduhan. Pero alam mo kung ano yungisang bagay na pinanghahawakan mo? ito yung wala namang kayo pero nararamdaman mo yung care ng isang taong sa tingin mo nagmamahal sayo.
Nagkasakitan man kayo o nasaktan ka man niya, alam ko na somewhere there in your heart, in my heart meron siyang lugar. Hindi na siya maaalis dun. Lagi na siyang parte ng buhay ko. Closure is a big bull shit! mahirap ibigay yun, masakit ibigay yun. Lagi kong hinihiling na sana bigyan ako ng closure, para matigil na yung mga bagay na pinanghahawakan ko, matigil na yung kahibangan ko na magkaroon ng salitang āTayoā para aming dalawa. Pero hindi yun ganun kasimple, hindi yun madali. Mahirap ma-inlove sa taong hindi mo alam kung ano ang gusto, o di kaya hindi ikaw ang gusto. Life is a bitch right? lagi kang nasasaktan, it will left you devastated and wrecked.
All I want is to love and be loved, pero life is not that easy. Life is so damned complicated, kaya nga Di na ko umaasa, ayoko ng umasa. Alam ko naman kung kailan dapat tumigil, kaso nagtatanga-tangahan ako. Nagbibingi-bingihan. I want a perfect relationship, but it turns out I donāt deserve one.
āOpen Letterā
Nakakainis ka, lagi mo na lang akong sinasaktan. Is it a habit? wag kang mag alala matagal naman na akong manhid. Di na kailangan ng effort mo. I donāt know how can you give me this feeling, this butterflies above me. Para akong nasa cloud nine, parang totoo lahat. Pero masakit lumaklak ng katotohanan, masakit malaman ang mga bagay na dapat malaman. Congratulations, you won, For the Nth time you won.Ā
Ang sakit pala. Napaka sakit maniwala na this time it will work. Na this time we are destined. Pero hindi naman ganun. Hindi ganun ang mga ending natin. Alam mo isa lang gusto kong sabihin sayo, MAG PAKA-LALAKI ka naman ang duwag-duwag mo eh, napaka daya mo. Lagi ka na lang ganito. Sana bigyan mo ko ng closure, wag mo ko bitinin. Nakaka sama lang ng loob na para akong tanga na naniniwala sa mga bagay na kahit kailan hindi naman mangyayari. I have enough shit for this goddamn 3 years. Everytime I reach the point where I believed that it was over ayan ka nanaman, bumabalik ka nanaman.
Alam mo sana lumayo ka na lang, wag ka nang babalik sa buhay ko. Wag mo nang isipin yung mga bagay na sinabi ko sayo. Kung di mo lang naman ako kayang bigyan ng closure, mas mabuting bumalik na lang tayo sa dati. Letās be strangers again. This time no butās, no ifās. Thereās no turning back now. Just end this. End us.
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So this is what they called wanderlust.
I just want to see the stars with you. Why it is so damn hard?
I thought I could finally get over it. Guess what?
I've seen it before. And I'm seeing it again.
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