every once in a while I think about you, and ask myself who I’d be without you. If I’m being honest I found your account in the prime of my teenage years and that era of my life is built greatly upon your influence. i could cry at the thought of 2015-2016. I can’t put into words ,even outside of the whole fandom idea, what your social media platforms mean to me. Thank you for the effort you put into your accounts, despite the fact that they are behind you, they truly built me as a person.
Wow, I really hadn’t considered that the blog might have had such an influence on some people, even now years later. Thank you for that.
I think about this blog every once in a while too, and maybe once or twice a year I come back here to see if anyone has asked anything new. I don’t usually answer anything though.
Running this blog molded me into someone else too, which is probably why I’m drawn back here occasionally. I’m not sure who I’d be without it either. The blog more so than the fandom was my obsession, almost my entire life, for well over a year. It’s more or less like a public diary from when I was 18/19, which is even cringier than it sounds sometimes. I would probably be less anxious without those experiences, but maybe I would have gotten over my arrogance sooner. Knowing it’s nostalgic for people other than myself is why I keep it up at all.
