I'm (in) Trouble!

Chronic pain is a bitch, so I can only work on what I'm passionate about or paid for. Commission me?

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Having Mordred around is fun, but sometimes, I wonder how he'd react to my condition. I think it'd cause problems. I'd probably traumatize him a little...or maybe trigger some Arthur-related trauma? Can't say for sure. There is one thing I know though: He's not the kind to take things laying down. He'd do something about it. Whatever he can. Whatever he has to. It makes me a little worried.

Anyway, I wanted to explore the idea! I hope you guys don't mind a little angst from my silly little series of doodles.

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Some old doodles from Christmas! If I remember correctly, I did the first drawing on December 22, got knocked out for a week by some horrible pain, and THEN filled in the rest of the page. Anyway! More self-indulgent drawings of me and Mordred! + my plushie babies! + my sister!

Also fun personal news! I got my meds back! No more withdrawal! Thus I am no longer on the cusp of throwing up and passing out! I'm so happy to be doing better.

And! And!! I got back to writing again recently!!! It's been a long time... So I'm making progress on the Chapter 0 for my SKwK fanfics! Yay!!!

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Oof, I meant to post this a couple days ago, but I haven't been doing so well lately... Word of advice to anyone else with prescription meds: Always make sure to check the fine print at the bottom of the label. It tells you how many refills you have until your doctor has to reissue the prescription. And if you're running low and can't get an appointment with the doctor that issues your prescription for several months (by the way, other doctors can't prescribe that medicine in the meantime), then you could be out for a while. I've been, and can now confidently say, withdrawal suuuuuuuucks. I'm not even on a heavy med! It's an anti-depressant!

Anyway, sorry, enough complaining about the american medical system! Drawing! TA DA!!

I wanted to draw something detailed! And more finished! And highly self indulgent! (Mordred can be classy when he wants to be...) Also I recorded myself drawing! So there's a new speedpaint on my channel! (Feat. these cute little chibis I drew!)

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 (Drawn December 3rd and 7th, 2025)

Just to give a little context! I received a white teddy bear from my lolo (filipino grandpa) when I was like... 6? And for whatever reason, I decided that he would be my (adopted) son. I used to bring him everywhere, I'd tuck him in at night, and when I had to go to school, I demanded that my mom babysit him.

So when I was unpacking and found him again, I thought⸺I'm pretty much grown now, so what if he was too?

Thus, I now introduce my full-grown polar bear son to you. His name is Bear. (Yes, a very creative name, I know.)

The cat (Kitty) is a plushie/heating pad that I started keeping nearby for a while when I was feeling sick. And because of my mom's little comment, Kitty is now my second plushie child.

And as if I weren't delusional enough- DID YA'LL THINK I WAS KIDDING ABOUT BRINGING MORDRED HOME??? NAAAAAH, I'M HEARING VOICES! THIS GUY WON'T STFU!!!

In all seriousness though, don't worry, I'm only hearing voices in a writer's brain kind of way⸺not an auditory hallucinations way.

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(Drawn July 1st and 28th of 2025)

Just a couple of design headcanons for my favorite mages!

Just in case anyone's wondering why my lines are all wobbly and my handwriting is worse than usual: It's actually because I did all this with my left hand!

I was still working on all of the art I needed to put together for the videos when I drew these, but I also really wanted to get these ideas down! So I came to the conclusion that I could save my right hand for things that needed to be pretty and use my left for anything I just needed to get down.

Nowadays I pretty much do all my concept art with my left hand to see the basic shape language, whatever body sketches I'm too impatient to wait for, most of my coloring, and any little notes. All things considered, I think I'm doing pretty well with my evil plan to become ambidextrous!

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Also here's all the studies I did in preparation for the videos! :D

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F@%#! How did I forget about Tumblr?!?!

Hi! Are you another person that played Secret Kiss With Knight and has been losing their mind over the fact that there's no fandom for this game! I made two videos about the game and plan to make more!