I Don't Condone

Just a guy interested in true crime, particularly violent crime. Mostly informational. If I ever get any information wrong, feel free to correct me. I try to do my research, but I can make mistakes.

[truecrime-and-chill]

What I look forward to is the nothingness after death. I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about murder, wondering what it feels like. But I’ve barely felt anything.

Casey James Lawhorn

[truecrime-and-chill]

Nothing happens after death, but if there is a hell, I’m going to be in the lake of ice at the bottom.

Casey James Lawhorn

[truecrime-and-chill]

I don’t want or need forgiveness from anyone. What I did is unforgivable.

Casey James Lawhorn

[truecrime-and-chill]

The sooner this is all over, then the sooner everyone can move on. If I’m dead by the time you are reading this, you can heal faster than if I’m still around and in court, and in prison.

Casey James Lawhorn

[truecrime-and-chill]

How should I be expected to not kill myself? Surely any normal person would wish death on themselves after doing what I did, seeing what I saw, and hearing what I heard. And all that's waiting on me is life in prison, or maybe the death penalty.

Casey James Lawhorn

[truecrime-and-chill]

I didn’t want my mum to suffer, to die in horror, to die with the knowledge that her son did it.

Casey James Lawhorn

[truecrime-and-chill]

I was shaking from adrenaline, but I felt nothing other than that, except maybe disgust at the corpse in front of me and the noises it was making.

Casey James Lawhorn

[truecrime-and-chill]

Movies really don't do justice to how true terror sounds.

Casey James Lawhorn

[truecrime-and-chill]

I need to emphasize that I take full responsibility for my actions. Nothing anyone has or hasn’t done to me caused this, my decisions and my failures are my own.

Casey James Lawhorn

[thisisabracelet]

Aileen Wuornos says goodbye to the judge after being sentenced to death.

[truecrime-and-chill]

I'd like to ask for your forgiveness for all the harm I caused you, even though I know what I did is unforgivable.

Alexandre Bissonnette

[truecrime-and-chill]

Sometimes, I feel that all of this is a bad dream, a long nightmare.

Alexandre Bissonnette

[truecrime-and-chill]

I very much wish I could go back in time and change things.

Alexandre Bissonnette

[truecrime-and-chill]

In spite of what has been said about me, I am not a terrorist, nor an Islamophobe, rather a person who was carried away by fear, negative thoughts and a horrible form of despair.

Alexandre Bissonnette

[truecrime-and-chill]

Every minute of my existence, I bitterly regret what I did, the lives that I destroyed, the grief and the immense pain that I inflicted on so many people, including the members of my own family. I am ashamed, ashamed of what I did. I do not know why I committed such a senseless act. And to this day, I have a hard time believing it.

Alexandre Bissonnette

[glorified-ignorance0-deactivate]

women

“Yes, moms stay home. That’s what women are supposed to fucking do.”  – Eric Harris in the basement tapes.

“Fucking make me dinner, bitch.” – Dylan Klebold in the basement tapes.

“Pity that a lot of the dead will be a waste in someways, like dead hot chicks who were still bitches, they could have been good fucks. oh well, too fucking bad.” -Eric Harris’s Journal

There’s also a journal entry where Harris fantasises about kidnapping a woman and raping her.

“Women, you will always be under men. its been seen throughout nature, males are almost always doing the dangerous shit while the women stay back. its your animal instincts, deal with it or commit suicide.” -Eric Harris’s Journal

disabled people

“KILL all retards, people w/ brain fuck ups, drug adics, people cant figure out to use a fucking lighter. GEEEAWD! people spend millions of dollars on saving the lives of retards, and why. I don’t buy that shit like "oh hes my son though!” so the fuck what, he aint normal, kill him, put him out his misery. he is only a waste of time and money, then people say “But he is worth the time, he is human too” no he isnt, if he was then he would swalow a bullet cause he would realize what a fucking waste and burden he was" -Eric Harris’s Journal

POC

During the basement tapes, they go on a racist tirade, talking about how that “nigger stopped us that day” and how POC people talk in “ebonics”. 

“They’re not fucking as smart as white people. They’re all spear-chuckers while we’re shooting guns.” – Dylan Klebold in the basement tapes.

And here’s an excerpt from Harris’ journal:

“HATE! I’m full of hate and I Love it. I HATE PEOPLE and they better fucking fear me if they know whats for em. you [I] hate and I guess I want others to know it. yes I’m racist and I don’t mind. Niggs and spics bring it on themselves.”

“And I am one racist mother fucker too, fuck the niggers and spics and chinks, unless they are cool, but sometimes they are so fucking retarded they deserve to be ripped on. some people go through life begging to be shot.”

“Blacks ARE different, like it or not. They are. they started on the bottom so why not keep em there. it took the centuries to convince us that they are equal but they still use their color as an excuse or they just discriminate us because we are white. Fuck, you should ship yer black asses back to Afrifuckingca were you came from. we brought you here and we will take you back. America=White.

LGBT

“Gays….well all gays, ALL gays, should be killed. mit keine fragen. [without questions. -Ger] lesbians are fun to watch if they are hot but still, its not human. its a fucking disease. you dont see bulls or roosters trying to fuck do you? no, I didn’t think so.” -Eric Harris’s Journal

[robert-hawkins-info-blog]

Robert Hawkins' Suicide Note

I’m so sorry for what I’ve put you through I never meant to hurt all of you so much and I don’t blame any one of you for disowning me I just can’t be an burden to you and my friends any longer.

You all deserve better off without me. I’m so sorry for this.

I’ve just snapped, I can’t take this meaningless existence anymore. I’ve been an constant disappointment and that trend would only continued. Just remember the good times we had together.

I love you mommy

I love you dad

I love you Kira

I love you Valencia

I love you Cynthia

I love you Zach

I love you Cayla

I love you Mark (p.s i’m really sorry)