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20s | Livia | sideblog | writer 游ぐ独り 深い闇を あなたに逢えるまで I run alone across the dark sky And, if I met you again... for I am longing akogare

[tsukinoakogare]

I'm Livia, I'm in my mid 20s and I'm a writer.

This is a sideblog, so please don't expect a follow. I want this to be more of a personal space for my thoughts and things that don't fit my main blog - if you know my main blog, no, you don't.

I plan to maybe post some original writing here as well.

You're welcome to stick around, send asks and chat with me.

I write darker themes - angst/depression/abuse/infidelity/mental illness/death, as well as smut, so please take this into consideration before you follow and interact. Don't follow or interact with me if you're a minor.

Everything will be tagged accordingly and there's a post coming up with more details. That said, my content won't be perfectly curated as I have no energy to manage it.

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❝ i can’t ❞ sentence starter prompts

“i can’t do it.”

“i can’t trust you.”

“i can’t help you.”

“i can’t tell you.”

“i can’t feel it.”

“i can’t remember.”

“i can’t be them.”

“i can’t say it.”

“i can’t hurt you.”

“i can’t go on.”

“i can’t find them.”

“i can’t see.”

“i can’t be here.”

“i can’t pretend.”

“i can’t do that for you.”

“i can’t lie to them.”

“i can’t do this to them.”

“i can’t be with you.”

“i can’t control it.”

“i can’t help it.”

“i can’t fight you.”

“i can’t focus.”

“i can’t get up.”

“i can’t leave.”

“i can’t do it again.”

“i can’t hear you.”

“i can’t lose you.”

“i can’t let you do that.”

“i can’t look at you.”

“i can’t take it.”

“i can’t forget.”

“i can’t move.”

“i can’t think.”

“i can’t let you go.”

“i can’t watch you leave.”

“i can’t wait.”

“i can’t stay.”

“i can’t go.”

“i can’t promise you.”

“i can’t get out.”

“i can’t carry you.”

“i can’t hold on much longer.”

“i can’t believe you.”

“i can’t listen.”

“i can’t let it go.”

“i can’t say why.”

“i can’t figure you out.”

“i can’t do any more for you.”

“i can’t hate you.”

“i can’t.”

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Colour symbol prompts

Feel free to use and reblog!

Include at least one meaning behind each number.

general/fluff:

#1 - white: purity, innocence, perfection, cleanliness

#2 - yellow: optimism, happiness, intellect, positivity

#3 - grey: maturity, control, practical, reliability

#4 - orange: youth, enthusiasm, emotion, optimism

#5 - red: action, strength, energy, passion

#6 - pink: compassion, playfulness, love, intuition

#7 - purple: royalty, spirituality, imagination

#8 - blue: trust, loyalty, security, responsible

#9 - turquoise: clarity, calmness, compassion, communicate

#10 - green: health, growth, safety, harmony

#11 - brown: honesty, stability, reliability, comfort

#12 - black: power, elegance, protection

#13 - silver: moon(light), water, object of all desires

#14 - gold: heavenly light, wealth, dominion

#15 - pearl: knowledge, wealth, treasure

angst:

#16 - white: distance, cold, emptiness

#17 - yellow: decay, rotting, cowardice, approach of death

#18 - grey: compromise, pessimism, indecisive

#19 - orange: domination, superficial, impatience

#20 - red: blood, danger, daring, revenge

#21 - pink: immature, timid, unconfident

#22 - purple: bruise, pain, mystery

#23 - blue: depression, passivity

#24 - turquoise: narcissism, stress, secrecy

#25 - green: envy, immaturity, inexperience, judgmental

#26 - brown: humility, poverty, timid

#27 - black: passivity, death, dominance, ignorance

#28 - silver: harm that comes with desire, deceive, insincerity

#29 - gold: arrogance, egotistic, pretension

#30 - pearl: unlucky, malice

[tsukinoakogare]

in an attempt to escape writer's block, i'll be using this prompt list to spark some ideas and i will write and post - be it good or bad.

[closedforgoodbyelol]

[medusa-was-innocent]

Resenting the male gaze but also being obsessed with how you’re perceived by others

Margaret Atwood /// Susan Sontag /// Real Men - Mitski /// Shame is an Ocean I Swim Across - Mary Lambert /// Birds of Prey (2020) /// post by jitterati /// Liquid Smooth - Mitski /// Jennifer’s Body (2009) /// Bravado - Lorde /// Diagnosis - Cynthia Cruz

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[getfvcked]

[m-a-k-k-u]

[lesblep]

take my quiz if you want to feel sad about yourself

there are ten results, all colours, and no pop culture questions whatsoever.

[tetsuwhore]

𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 | 𝐨𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰𝐚 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐮

Description: in a ditch effort to avoid your fate as a lonely cat lady, you allow your best friend, Oikawa, to help you gain sexual experience.

Warning: explicit smut. size kink if you squint. loss of virginity. kinda angsty

Notes: 2.9k words. inspired by my ‘inexperienced bestfriend’ headcanons

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

It had been a mindless comment really. 

The three of you were just reaching the convenience store when Iwaizumi received a call. After answering it and finishing his conversation, he promptly explained that it was his mother, who needed him to run errands for her. Which left you and Oikawa, who continued whining about his irritation at his ‘fanclub’.

Rolling your eyes, you scoff, “So, you have a literal entourage of people devoted to you? Big fucking deal. My single ass hasn’t even kissed anyone yet, y’know. At this rate, I’m gonna end up a lonely cat lady by the time we’re in college.” You laugh lightly, only meaning it half seriously. Therefore, you could be forgiven for choking on air when you hear his serious response. 

“Why don’t I help you change that then?”

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[feral-ballad]

Iku Takenaka, tr. by Edith Marcombe Shiffert & Yūki Sawa, from Anthology of Modern Japanese Poetry; “Despair”

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[megairea]

“I dreamed I held A sword against my flesh. What does it mean? It means I shall see you soon.”

— Lady Kasa, from “I dreamed”; One Hundred Poems from the Japanese (tr. by Kenneth Rexroth)

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