Mika,Mika. She is all I think about. Her cute brown hair, tied into an incompletepony tail, was floating on the windy breeze right next to me. All I can do ishold her small fragile hands as we walk down the narrow sidewalk. She smiled tome so angelically that I can’t help but feel the tightness around my chest. Every time I see her, I feel guiltier for what I am going to do next. I don’t know how it’ll turn out or if I’m going to regret it or not, but I want her to know. And hopefully accept it.
“Taro? Are you okay?” the squirrel asked as I held her hand tighter. I looked at her, with a pained face where she replied with a confused expression.
“I am not. I was never okay…” She hesitated when she opened her mouth but I cut her off, “I’ve been living so long, enduring this. But in the end, I really can’t stay,”
“What do you mean?” She pulls my arm towards her. Her eyes filled with worry and that only pained me even more. I held her arms and cried quietly into her shoulder.
“I’m going to leave this family,” I felt her muscles relax, and I can sense her breathing stopped for a split second. I don’t want to look. I don’t want to see what face she’s having. I don’t want to see her tears come out of those caramel eyes of hers.
“…. Why….?” She trembled, her lips were quivering near my ear as I closed my eyes tightly.
“You and I… are only related by title. But we are not blood twins. I am a panda and you are a squirrel,” I could feel her grip on my shirt lessen, “When I knew it, I thought I was going to feel betrayed, instead, I felt happy.” Tears overflowed by golden eyes, dampening her orange sweater with salt water. “I realized that I was fallen already and now, I fallen too deep,” I clenched onto body tighter, feeling my arms tremble in fear, “I fallen too deep… that I can’t get out…. Living with you… as a brother,” I don’t want you to hate me… “I can’t do it anymore, I can’t endure it anymore,” I don’t want us to fall apart, “I want to be more than your twin brother, I want to be more than just a sibling,” I want to be your lover.
“….. Taro…” I can’t look at her face. Not anymore. I have to go. I need to leave. “Taro” I don’t want to see her face. I’m sorry… “Taro—,” Bang. Just like that, her fragile body fell onto the ground, blood was poured onto the narrow sidewalk. I turned around, a man in black, holding the gun was standing behind me.
I wake up suddenly, in the middle of the night. Breathing heavily, I raced out of my bed and looked above me. I climbed the small ladder and look into the bed above mines. Mika, is sleeping soundly in her blankets. “Taro…. Shiru-nii…. Barri-nii…” she muttered under her breathe. I sighed deeply as I got back to bed. It was only a dream…. It was only a dream… Hellstriker… what is it that you’re showing me again…? I closed my eyes once again, seeing a faint orange cat sitting in the middle of the road of light. It opens his mouth to say:
“Taro… This is a branch of one of many of your futures”
BOOP I just felt like in a writing mood because i can't draw atm--- need to brush them up for next year english course at school so might as well start writing stories again... q ~ q //whimpers// This is just a little background knowledge about Taro that's it.
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