Hello everyone, my lovely fatties.
I am extremely grateful to each of you who wishes me recovery ❤️ It's time to tell you why I came here and why I blog. I decided to create my blog in 2024, when my life was close to ending due to depression and an eating disorder. I admit, I still DO NOT love myself and my body. I wanted to end everything, even though I started my blog at 16! Yes, now I'm 18 and I've become an adult, but not all the problems have been solved. At school, I was an outcast, and it was difficult for me. I defended fatties from bullying, but fortunately adults save me from raping from my classmates. It was difficult for me. I always tried to write posts and try to be with you, to inspire you. You are still my reason why I still breathe. I don't regret being alone, it all taught me a lesson and it's my own fault that I lost my feedee. I'm completely alone now, but thanks to you all, I'm doing better. I love you all. I will never leave my blog.
I created a blog so that I would have a reason to live on, so that I would have my own people. I love you my fatties!!!
I always lied to myself when I said I liked my appearance. I've had this toxic relationship with my family and food since I was three. I’m into feederism all my life. This is more than a fetish for me, this is my life.
Now I realize that my training and starvation are killing me much faster, I don’t know if I can stop, but… I’m still with you and I will be here until the end❤️🩹