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worthless-misery

I hate myself.

I hate my face.

I hate my eyes.

I hate my ears.

I hate my nose.

I hate my mouth.

I hate my lips.

I hate my hair.

I hate my neck.

I hate my shoulders.

I hate my chest.

I hate my back.

I hate my belly.

I hate my hips.

I hate my arms.

I hate my hands.

I hate my fingers.

I hate my skin.

I hate my crotch.

I hate my thighs.

I hate my knees.

I hate my legs.

I hate my feet.

I hate my ankles.

I hate my toes.

I hate my smile.

I hate my laugh.

I hate my scars.

I hate my stretch marks.

I hate my bones.

I hate my body hair.

I hate my voice.

I hate my mind.

I hate my thoughts.

I hate my dysphoria.

I hate my depression.

I hate my anxiety.

I hate my eating disorders.

I hate my trauma.

I hate my nightmares.

I hate my past.

I hate my memories.

I hate my childhood.

I hate my adolescence.

I hate my adulthood.

I hate my existence.

I hate my life.

I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...

utwo

National Park Harz Germany

downfalldestiny

Call it Magic ☕✨ !.

bebemoon

from @romania on ig . “What is it about a winter storm that stirs something ancient in the soul? The Vaser Valley, cloaked in its alabaster raiment, offers a tableau of unearthly splendor. Here, amidst the Maramureș wilds, the venerable Mocănița train, a relic of steam and iron, threads its way through the vortex of snow. Each whistle is a hymn to forgotten epochs, each puff of smoke a specter lost in the whorls of a celestial blizzard. It doesn’t merely move through the storm—it communes with it, drawing the heavens to earth in a cosmic embrace.[…]”

Boring night 😵‍💫

yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou

worthless-misery

Dear diary...

I try to be enough.

I really do.

But I also know I will never be.

There's no point in me trying. Cause in the end I'm a failure, and that's all I will ever be.

xbloody-thighs-hollow-eyesx

but you never saw that, did you?

geancarlo20-blog

Life is full of challenges but we brake them and we rise like the phonix bird

soulglitches

She's Gone. Into Darkness.

Black, deep black. She opens her eyes. Black, deep black.

Is this real? Is it? Is darkness real?

She looks around her. Black, deep black. Just. Plain. Black.

Is this a nightmare? Is it? Is she even alive? No, just simply existing.

What's the worst feeling? Darkness. Loneliness. Blackness.

Save her. Just pull her back, Don't let her fade away. Don't. Please, Save her.

Pleading. Praying. Is anyone even there? Can anyone hear her? Help her. Slowly... Fading... Going... She's swallowed by the darkness. She's gone. Gone... just like that.

She gave up.