I don’t know if I’m a girl or a boy or neither, maybe somewhere in between. But I like walking around the mall dressed feminine, I also liked studying in the library and when people pass they think “wow, he’s really smart”. I like my hair long and then short, I like girls and I like boys. Some days I put makeup on and smile, other days I shove my glasses on, not bothering with concealer. When people ask for my pronouns I always say “she/her” but I always cling on the he, the they, the fact I am just me and me alone. I don’t know what I am and I don’t know if I want to find out, I’m so comfortable in my confusion, it’s just who I am. Maybe one day I’ll take the time to figure it out, but for now my little day dreams will have to do.
