sarah @twiggysprinkle - Tumblr Blog

haiiiii welcome to my blog :p

༄ my name is sarah

༄ 8teen

༄ she/her

༄ aquarius sun, leo moon, leo rising

༄ childhood cartoon enthusiast

༄ i had unrestricted internet access as a child

༄ future baker

༄ likes: strawberry shortcake, baking, animals, whimsy, unicorns, music, bojack horseman

༄ music: lana del rey, mitski, adrienne lenker, fiona apple, deftones, nirvana, le tigre, mazzy star, bikini kill, jeff buckley, radiohead, big thief, sublime, fleetwood mac, weezer, melanie martinez, billy joel, kimya dawson, the smashing pumpkins, the smiths, jesse welles

im actually losing my mind like genuinely. ive been in recovery for abt a year now and ive had my ups and downs, ive been doing so good, but lately ive just had so many restrictive thoughts. i havent acted on it very much, mostly just purging now and then, honestly not much better but what ya gonna do. im just scared its gonna get bad again like it was before because im finally weight restored. i just wanna lose weight. i miss my sick body sm. everything i see is skinny this and low cal that I CANT TAKE IT. i fear a relapse is ahead.

#manic pixie dream girl #girl blogger #girl thoughts #tw ed #tw ed implied #tw ed trigger #tw ed descussion #ed rant #disordered eating mention #life of a teenage girl #pls help

unicmagicalkunt

back shot this. back shot that. how abt i wanna be taken out back and shot

vanilla-moon19

corning, ny

girl find fucking ur whimsy

chb444ngel-deactivated20260517

diaryofarottingirl

i saw graffiti on a bridge saying “the water is rising” so i wrote a little poem about it.

i have liked to compare my eating disorder to drowning.

the drowning comes in stages.

first i step into the shallow end,

only daring to dip my toes in.

then the water washes over my legs,

the tide begins to rise.

i want to turn and go back to shore,

but the ground is quicksand

underneath the rising water.

the water is rising,

and rising,

until i am in over my head.

my lungs burn,

my legs begin to give out,

no squirming and screaming

will save me now.

how am i to save myself,

if i am drowning inside

of my own mind?

i can beg and plead to be fixed,

but the water is rising.

some stuff ive baked recently!!

one of my goals for this year is to get better at baking and decorating cakes. i think ive been doing fairly well, but i have LOTS to improve on. last year i focused mainly on cookies and i cane make some BOMB AF cookies, let me tell you that. im thinking next year i could focus on pastries or bread, im not sure yet. im also going to be in culinary school later this year, so that will def help me with my decision.