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Ice Coast

[ruinedchildhood]

[tryingtoremembermyname]

billy hargrove moodboard

[skinnibiatch]

My ed and i when im binging for the fourth time on the same day

[who-peed-in-your-cheerios]

Honestly one of the worst parts of an eating disorder is knowing otherwise, knowing better. Knowing it’s completely illogical, having that full sense of self awareness and still feeling completely controlled by it. That complete disconnect between facts, feelings and behaviours and being completely unable to consolidate it together.

[hellsbellss]

can someone hide all food sources from me pls i beg u

[alm0ndmilkcows]

Them:

“How do you have an eating disorder? I see you eat all the time!”

Me:

[gl1tchc0reb8be-deactivated20220]

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[demontearss-blog]

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel tired all the time and I just want to sleep. How am I supposed to get anything done when all I can think about is climbing into bed.”

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[appalachian-in-2103-deactivated]

yes, I'm really good in bed

[obeseandunhappy]

Just had a horrible binge and I feel so disgusted with myself. My brain kept saying "Stop! You shouldn't do this! You're not even hungry!" But my body was in autopilot and refused to stop. I felt like there were two parts of myself in my head and one was refusing to even acknowledge that the other part was talking.

Now I'm nauseous and ashamed and I'm hiding in my room so no one finds out what I've done. I'm helpless. I'm hopeless.

[psychodaisies]

ope.

[who-peed-in-your-cheerios]

Reminders:

It’s ok to finish your food

It’s ok to eat more than someone else

It’s ok to finish eating before someone else

It’s ok to choose the unhealthier option

It’s ok to have dessert or a drink even if someone else isn’t

It’s ok to want the food even if someone else doesn’t

It’s ok to be hungry

Your hunger, what and how much you eat is irrespective to anyone elses intake.

Do you. You’re good. And food is good.

[mysharona1987]

[sa-dnesss]

[thewanderingmillennial]

It does.

[abnormall]

i spend so much time wishing i was someone else. i dont think i’ll ever be okay with myself.