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if one member of the pack is suffering, all members of the pack are suffering. it became my job to be the one to bring healing from my own pain, and it became my job to be leader in my own need of wisdom. i am choi seunghyun, and i am the alpha.

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Awkward. Starter Sentences

"You’re welcome."

“It’s like kissing my brother/sister!”

“Why haven’t we ever hooked up?”

"You’ve got crazy-eyes..”

“I think I’m really in to her.”

“I’m surrounded by children.”

“It’s just really hard when someone you care about moves on before you do.”

"..I'm also gay."

“Have you read my blog? My life is a mess.”

“Truth is, I can’t hate someone I don’t care about.”

“You’re never gonna be alone, okay? You’ve got me.”

“In case you were wondering, I’m calling from hell.”

"Friends... With benefits."

“You don’t know what it’s like to be surrounded by all of the girls who can eat everything and do everything and they’re perfect!”

“You have nice abs... I get it!”

"I thought I was okay with seeing other people, but I'm not."

“As your best friend, it’s my job to embarrass you.”

“Figure out what you want, because I’m tired of being your secret.”

“I fucked your girlfriend!”

“Thank you for being my hero.”

“If you drink enough wine it tastes like love.”

“I don’t need your blessing, we’re not together anymore.”

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      "Hm?"

    Her fingers were curled around the cardboard cup of green tea. Her head was tipped back slightly as she was watching the colors change as sunset was near. It was a quiet late afternoon and it was relaxing. But, hearing the other’s question, Luna looked over at him before shrugging her shoulders. It was somewhat a difficult question. She was lively at almost all times of the day. 

    “I like both, but I suppose if I ever had to choose I would say day.”

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          When she responds, he glances up as though he hadn't been expecting her to ; grayish eyes slightly widened as he briefly reflects on her words. long fingers run briefly through his hair, prompting it to stay away from his eyes, and he hums once, quietly, as he thinks about what he may say in reply. 

                    ❝ most people are more energetic during the                               day. i suppose it has something to do with the                               sun, or simply the positive energy that seems to                               be in light by itself. ❞ 

               his smile is subtle but existent as he goes on. 

                     ❝ i prefer the night, by far. it seems i'm simply more                                alive then. i've alays had a fascination with the moon,                                though, so perhaps that has to do with it. ❞

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     ”why does everyone always tell me I look lost?”

it’s the first word that spills from the teenager’s downward turned lips, something most definitely between a scowl and a pout darkening his features as he glances up at the taller male. he’s older than ki-dae, so he probably has some idea as to where he is, and where he should be, but that’s not the point. 

     ”i don’t want people saying i look lost. it… i don’t know. makes me feel like i am lost.” don’t let his words fool anyone. he is lost. he’s just stubborn, as most teenagers are. “… it’s not my fault the coffee shop moved locations.”

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                    ❝ My apologies. i hadn't known                               this was something frequently said                               to you. it's simply that -- ❞ 

               he tilts his head as he examines the younger person for a moment, wondering if what he is planning to say would offend him. he rethinks his words for the briefest of moments, then considers what the other has said. typical of younger people, to strive for independence to the point where dependence is near sin. 

                    ❝ -- you've passed this place three                                times. that's why i was curious. but,                               the coffee shop is straight down this                               path, but there's a left you have to take                               that you may miss. the trees around                               the area hide it quite well. ❞ 

               this place is near to his job, so having passed it so many times, he knows well where it is.

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❝ ah, i’m really sorry. ❞

      quickly retaliating with a soft apology as she looks down. her voice tends to be quite resonant, she can’t help that. according to his tone and body language, he wasn’t in one of the greatest moods, the goddess felt the need to sympathize. wary of her volume this time around, she continues,

❝ it’s alright — i understand. do you want me to move? because i can, if i’ve done that much of a disservice. ❞

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          Now, he feels as though he's been mean -- quickly regretting his words, he clears his throat somewhat awkwardly. seunghyun thinks he should probably give her a smile to ease any tension she may be feeling, but it seems as though he's forgotten how to smile in the oncoming moment. he supposes his words will have to suffice. 

                    ❝ forgive me, i hadn't meant to become                               snappy -- you don't have to move, if                               you're comfortable here. you've done                               no disservice, i can assure you that. ❞ 

               this time, he remembers, and the corners of his lips turn up subtly, as his eyes soften. 

                    ❝ everyone has ' those days ', don't they ? ❞

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                   ❝ ... you look lost. ❞ 

         he observes, figuring the other would know that he speaks to them, as they seem to be the only two around. seunghyun walks this area every day between his workplace and his place of residence. perhaps he could offer assistance, should they need it. 

                   ❝ perhaps you need help getting                     somewhere ? if so, i think i might                     be able to provide. ❞

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                   ❝ which do you prefer ; day or night ? ❞ 

         he asks, surveying the sky and guessing it has to be near late afternoon. the reason he asks is because he can't answer his own question. by nature, he is a creature of night, but he often feels more alive during the day, calmer at night. he supposes another person's input may help him reach a decision. 

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                   ❝ -- do i look familiar ? ❞

         an almost bizarre question to ask someone, but it's all within context, as seunghyun could not stop himself from noticing how her gaze had been trained on him. it does not make him uncomfortable, nor any from of upset, as he simply leans on his hand and blinks his eyes at her. 

                   ❝ we've met eyes a few                     times now -- it's beginning                     to make me curious. ❞

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                   ❝ must you make so much noise ? ❞ 

         comes his voice, along with about half of a sigh. he's always been prone to headaches, and though the one vexing him now is quite shallow, every vibration that reaches his ear makes deepens it. he only wants it to stop, but he wishes not to be rude. he immediately wishes he could withdraw his words, though they weren't uttered in an upsetting way, he still feels as though it was very forward of him.

                   ❝ i'm sorry to have bothered you with                     my complaining -- i suppose it's simply                     stress. ❞

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   starter call.

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                         forever  is  a   long   time,                          but   I    wouldn’t     mind                          spending it by your side.

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"I suppose it would be at least a little bit." The laptop serves as a barrier between the two, one she can’t quite see over if she’s not seated with proper posture. She gives her shoulders a shrug, leaning forward and propping her elbows on the table as she sits up straighter, peering over the computer at him. His response strikes up more thought within her, finding herself only half agreeing with him. "I think it depends on the person. On whether or not you’re afraid of death; Which I am not."

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         someone like seunghyun could not afford to fear death, and once she says that she does not fear it either, he suddenly becomes rather pensive -- more so than he had been to begin with. it's rare he meets a person who isn't afraid of death, and he wants to ask her why, but part of him feels as though he's been strange enough, asking her all of these questions for the sake of improving his skills as a conversationalist. 

                   ❝ i would agree with that. a lot                    of people are afraid of death --                    but i wouldn't say i am one of                    them, either. death is simply a                    fact of life -- and it can happen                    any time. i suppose i'm always                    ready to die, though i don't                    necessarily want to. i've a lot                    to leave behind. ❞