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#* / ask meme tag to be added \#FUCKING KISS THE AWKWARD BOY !#@EVERYONE.

( darce ! )

– ❝ y’don’– ❞ he might be an idiot ( the most oblivious of all oblivious people ) but MAN he knew what an uninterested person looked like. venting about the nearest bakery’s newest product to the other had never been so ANNOYING & fruitless– no point in venting if the other wasn’t even listening or even bothering to reply to what he’d been saying. ❝ y’don’ seem like y’payin’ attention ‘t all. ‘f y’not ‘nterested y’can just fuckin’ SAY so. ❞

EYES LIFT THEN AS GUILT RINGS in the confines of his chest, his hands immediately lowering the phone from his gaze– he knows his pokemon hate it when he’s too involved with his devices, so why would he subject his friends to it ? hands drop the phone between his knees as he wipes his hands on his jean in an awkward fashion. ❛ –i am interested ! i swear, tell me more about this shitty rip off bakery, we can write a strongly worded letter, that’ll show ‘em ! ❜

#*◟... ... ... oh ! → verse 03. ( pokemon )#◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#lovegraced #jasahlshjflash just gos with what we were talking about on discord #but ryan is sorry look at darces lil face. ryan is like OH NO MY PAL !

( ??? )

❛ WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS on the objectification of women’s bodies in most shounen mangas ? ❜ ( @txtmssgd )

❛ UH ! I MEAN I DON’T read a lot of manga but i guess it’s probably gross, just like — every other kind of objectifying women’s bodies, yeah. ❜

#*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#starbooms #ryan is so awkward esp with things like this #thank u sm for the starter !

( JAY WALKER ! )

“ what ?? “ eyes squint at the black / white traffic light, trying to identify the whiter man that was standing still. “ oh. i didn’t see that. “

❛ –– you could have been road kill, if you can’t see the traffic light they have this little turner for blind people beneath the button ❜ a hand slips beneath the traffic light button to hold the turner, ❛ right here, when it spins that’s when you walk. just in case i’m not here to save you next time, y’know. ❜

#hangingdog #*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.

( OOPSIE ! )

Talk about an ACCIDENT. “Gah!” Jeez, was it COLD. “Ah, y-yeah! Yeah. A spare shirt would be nice.” Fingers pull on the fabric of her shirt, keeping it from clinging to her skin. He really had her soaked to the bone. “Ngh, hurry! Hurry!”

❛ UH ! YEAH YEAH, sure thing. ❜ he nods in awkward fashion as he slips his backpack off his back, kneeling down to pull out a fresh white t-shirt. ❛ i’ll make it up to you, whatever you want, you got, i swear ! ❜

#*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#astrumtristis #◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#im yellin' hes her slave now this is how this friendship starts .

rebursting

‘that’s it, that’s it. get it all out. shh.’

ways to say ‘i love you’ || not accepting

❛ don’t- don’t worry about it ryan. i’m fine, really. ❜

it’s hard to sound convincing when she’s sniffling after every word and hastily wiping at her wet cheeks, but there’s something almost impressive in how stubbornly she tries to pretend that nothing is wrong. she even tries to smile, a weak and watery grin that fails to hold for longer than a few seconds, and fails to convince ryan as well. she just can’t stand that ryan is seeing her like this, with smudges of mascara under her eyes and tears staining the skirt she’d picked out especially for her date tonight.

somehow, she feels worse now than she did when she’d been stood up. she’d been upset, certainly, but truth be told she’d really only agreed to go on the date out of politeness ( perhaps that’s why he never showed, perhaps he could tell that there was someone else on her mind last time they’d gotten together ) . no, what has her sobbing is the way ryan looks now, so concerned even though they’ve barely spoken all day, even though he’s been so distant for the last month. it’s the fact that she’s realizing she’d spent so much time getting ready because she wanted ryan to see, even though he’d barely glanced at her when she left, only mumbled a quick ‘ fine ’ when she asked how she looked. it’s the guilt she feels for making him feel obligated to come and comfort her when he’s clearly going through something himself, the frustration that he won’t open up to her at all and let her help him, the relief that he still cares enough to lend her a shoulder to cry on.

she knows he thinks she’s just crying about the date, and that’s fine- she doesn’t want him to know any of the rest, doesn’t want that burden placed on his shoulders. they sit in silence for a while, luka leaning against ryan’s side while he traces circles on her upper back with his palm and even though it seems to take an age the tears eventually stop. she tilts her face up to him then, just as he leans down to speak, and their faces are so close that for a moment she’s seized by the urge to kiss him, to throw discretion to the wind and press her salt-stained lips to his.

instead, she turns away. what a mistake it would be, if she were to follow through on this whim- they’re roommates after all, and she’s quite certain that he doesn’t feel the same anyways.

❛ sorry, ❜ she says after a moment,❛ um, i’m really okay now… ❜ she doesn’t move though- she wants to stay cuddled into his side for a little longer. ❛ thanks, ryan. i feel a lot better, thanks to you. ❜

@txtmssgd

#( * █ ◟ryan.k took a screenshot ! → saving. )#this made me so emotional tho fishie #and you shout at me for giving pain #how dareth.#( *◟♡ oh my god.. they were roomates → ryan &. luka )

// ☆ whispers from lowell tho

affectionate symbol meme | not accepting. / @lovegraced

☆ - OUR MUSES STARGAZING TOGETHER.

ASIDE FROM THEIR LOVE OF MUSIC, they were strikingly different. ryan hadn’t picked up on it so much before now, but the differences between himself and lowell were vast. the park ranger had a distinct love of animals, a passion for their protection, a love for the furry creatures that outweighed his love for people. ryan on the other hand, never knew much about animals, never took any heed of them in the fear of the harm they could cause, the lack of ability to read them— lowell was care-free seeming, as if the world was his oyster, a happy looking guy who didn’t allow the troubles of others to bring him down. a striking contrast to the paranoid musician sitting on the grass beside him, who looked at the world as something conspiring against him, to other people as the things that could destroy him. aside from music, it was as if these two lived in completely different worlds.

AND YET, HERE THEY SIT, SIDE BY SIDE on the open grass of the park, ryan’s umber eyes drifting from his muddied shoes to look at lowell, who looked content, craning his neck back to gaze into the darkness of the night sky and ponder at the stars above them. the small smile on his face something ryan couldn’t really comprehend without some explanation. there was just something about lowell that ryan wouldn’t understand, not through their mutterings in the night air about their favourite songs, and not through the numerous laughing fits that broke out between them when either of them said something stupid. he would never understand the fact that lowell never seemed overly afraid in the way ryan spent every day.

HIS EYES DRIFT FROM HIS FRIEND THEN, an awkward voice in the back of his mind nagging at him that he had stared at lowell for too long, and so, dark eyes shift to follow lowell’s glance to the sky, the multitude of stars looking down at them, watching them from above, wordless, careless, and ominous. ryan let out a breath, cold air mixing with his breath to form a steam as he did so, it was a sigh of admiration, a sigh of fear at just how big the world above them was, just how untouchable and just how unknown. and despite it’s beauty, ryan forces his eyes down again to the grass. unnerved by it’s vastness in a way lowell wasn’t.

❛ –do you ever feel like the stars are watching you ? ❜

#lovegraced #answers !#*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#this is so deep shorp holy fuc k

⌭ !!!!!!

affectionate symbol meme | not accepting. / @arevmdawo

⌭ - YOUR MUSE KISSES MINE ON THE FOREHEAD

ALL HE HAD DONE was buy her some food-- and even then, not of his own accord, she just wouldn’t stop asking for some. he didn’t need a thank you, he wasn’t the kind to reap the rewards of good deeds, much rather he preferred to allow such things to subside, to do good things for the sake of them rather than for some gratitude. this whole phone situation had taught him that actions are just actions-- what you get from them doesn’t really mean anything. so the feeling of areums soft lips pressing against his forehead warrants no real reaction, the anonymous messenger hadn’t really given ryan the best nights sleep, nor the best morning, and so his mood, even by the kindness of her smooch went unchanged. the only response he offered was to lift somber brown eyes from his phone to his friend and utter a

❛ god, you’re so embarrassing ... ❜

#arevmdawo #*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#answers !#◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#the rudest boy !

⌲

affectionate symbol meme | not accepting. / @awadatsu

⌲ - Your muse hugs mine from behind

HE DIDN’T LIKE THAT ! not one bit. the feeling of the smaller boys arms slipping beneath ryan’s own made shivers run up his spine. the warm grip of nagisa so suddenly grasping at his sides before the blonde’s fingers link around ryan’s front so unnatural to the musician. it’s not that he wasn’t fond of nagisa– that would be a lie to say, in actuality ryan had a soft spot for the swimmer, but nevertheless, close physical contact with ANYONE was too much for him to handle, which completely explains the reason behind his deep eyes widening and arms lifting upward to avoid anymore physical touch with his friend.

GLANCING OVER HIS SHOULDER, he catches his smaller friend’s bright smile, ( god, why am i so awkward ! ) he thinks, dropping his tense shoulders and taking a sigh as he lowered his arms, gently taking nagisa by the wrists in attempt to unlock his arms from ryan’s own waist. he’d never get used to this guy if the affection continued.

❛ what’s with you and hugs ? come on, let me go ! ❜

#awadatsu #hes screaming on the inside !#*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#answers !

☂ - Your muse shares an umbrella with mine on a rainy day

affectionate symbol meme | not accepting. / @astrumtristis

DROPLETS OF WATER littered his phone screen, as if it were a miniature window pane in his hands, the rain drops slipping down the glass and over the speaker– what a day to decide to _walk _to work. the downpour had soaked through his white shirt and he was 90% sure that the apron in his backpack was probably soaked through and through too, but he wasn’t going to complain, actually he hadn’t said a word about the rain since he had stepped foot into it, perhaps he ryan just though ignoring it would make it go away. or perhaps he was more worried about the anonymous texter blowing up his phone with more demands— but even so, a welcome dry spell over his head goes unnoticed for the first few seconds.

IT’S ONLY AS HE BRINGS a hand to push his damp hair away from his face does he realise that the dripping on his phone had ceased and dark eyes glance upward to see the shade of a dark umbrella above him. ( this isn’t mine ? ) he thinks, before bringing gaze to the saving grace that had placed the umbrella over his head— the girl he had spilled his drink on a few days ago. what a coincidence. but instead of some witty hello that perhaps he may once have been able to construct when he still had some confidence he only manages to shift an awkward —-

❛ …. thank you. ❜ from his lips.

#astrumtristis #*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#adkabfak awkward boy #◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#answers !#thank you for sending !

♬ - Our muses slow dance together fUCK ME UP MO

affectionate symbol meme | not accepting. / @jingleburst

SHE WAS AS BEAUTIFUL AS EVER sitting there in her little pink dress, her fingers nimbly playing with the napkin, the soft smile on her face the same as always-- with the familiar ability to make every little worry ryan ever had run away like rain down the street. his hand lifts to fiddle with his tie, forcing his eyes to look anywhere but at his roommate in fear of his cheeks flushing red for the billionth time that night. maybe it wasn’t the best idea he ever had to bring the girl he was infatuated with to his uncles wedding-- maybe it wasn’t the best idea to be her roommate at all. but nevertheless, it was too late to change things now.

HIS GLANCE FLOATS TO THE DANCE FLOOR, upbeat music pulses through the room, everyone had finished their deserts ages ago and although he was not inclined to point it out to luka, a lot of his family members had given him a look that practically screamed ‘dance with her, stupid.’ turning umber eyes back to her, he opens his mouth to talk, yet his breath catches in his throat, chest heavy at the thought of rejection. the expectancy in her eyes only causing his nerves to spike as a smile wipes over his lips in smitten awkwardness.

❛ do you want to dance ... with me ? ❜

RED. HIS CHEEKS WERE BURNING, ryan’s fingers are curling around the edge of his chair, crossing out of sight as he awaited her answer, to dance to a song he loved with a girl that he loved liked seemed almost too good to be true. and with her nod of approval, he doesn’t hesitate in standing first and offering her to take his hand, her petite fingers intertwining with his own as he guided her to the floor, usually somber eyes suddenly bright as he turned to let her twirl beneath his arm to the fast paced tune. but the dancing tune quickly fades to something slower, piano and violins musing through the venue.

LOOKING DOWN TO HIS FEET, ryan manages as bashful smile-- he never meant to be so romantic and yet, everything seemed to fall right into place tonight, for the first time in a long time. and the bright laugh she offers in response and the pink tint to luka’s cheeks reassure him that everything is just fine. and so softly, he guides her hand to his shoulder as he slips his arm around her, holding her close to him-- the warmth of his cheeks suddenly on fire compared to before. but even so, with his cheek gently resting against her hair and her head against his chest, he couldn’t feel more at peace. he had never met someone like luka-- who made him feel so safe.

THEIR MUTTERED TALKING was just for them. gentle whispers in each others ears as they swayed slowly to the music, the warmth of her breath against his cheek as she commented on how pretty the wedding flowers were made his heart race, the smell of her perfume made his eyes heavy, and at the sound of her sweet voice murmuring a small “hey..” he never meant to turn his head so subtly to look at her, he never meant to tilt his head in such a way as to lean in so close, nor did he mean to drop his gaze to her lips, but it all fell into place, if he only moved an inch closer, for the music to fizzle out into the background, to press his lips against her own. this couldn’t happen, could it ? they were roommates after all !

AND JUST LIKE THAT, ryan’s heavy eyes open, his duvet hanging off the side of his bed and the cold stare of his bedroom wall his only distinction between dream and reality. his heart sinks in his chest as he rolls over to face the door, the softness of his mattress suddenly not so welcome as it had been last night.

❛ just too good to be true. ❜

#jingleburst #*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#answers !#: )#this isn't fab written but if i didn't do it now i never would tbh bc this idea just got me bro #◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.

aroseofyork

life hack to roleplaying with me: if you’ve got a fucked up idea there’s a 8234768123763712% chance i’ll go for it. seriously. don’t test me.

#◦ ◟behind the screen ! → ooc.#@fishie because she knows this is true.#hurt me even if our muses havent met lmao.#hoky fuck i need to do thise memes and replies sorry ive been gone.

the salty af munday meme

Because, like it or not, we're not all balls of sunshine all the time. We can be pure salt when we want to be.

☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

♦ What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise?

♢ Has anyone ever tried to steal your blog? Your headcanons? Icons? All that jazz

♚ How many people don't like you?

⚜ How many people do you not like?

✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama?

☄ Have you ever been in the middle of drama?

☯ Have you ever tried to bring peace to a situation?

☼ How long do you stay mad?

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

☁ Have you ever forgiven a partner when you shouldn't have?

☂ Have you ever been forgiven when you knew you shouldn't have been?

☢ What fads/trends are you so over?

☣ Have you ever rp'd with someone you knew for a fact was abusive but tried to give them a chance/to make up your own opinion on the roleplayer? Did they change or did you understand what people were talking about?

♨ Have you ever made a public call out post?

❀ What has made you completely lose your chill?

✿ What do you think about public call out posts?

✂ A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting?

✉ A fandom that you feel is open and accepting?

✦ Thoughts on duplicates following you?

✧ Do you agree with reblog karma or is it forced interaction?

❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you?

❦ Has someone been jealous of you?

❧ Have you ever been jealous of anyone?

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

❣ How salty are you feeling right now?

#* / ask meme tag to be added \

@hangingdog // s.c

STICKLER ! it wasn’t even because he was worried for the other’s safety, the fact that this stranger may have been unfortunate enough to run out in front of a car-- no, the only reason ryan put his arm out to stop the other from running across the street was because it was the law. ❛ hey, the light is still red. chillax. ❜

#hangingdog #*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#◦ ◟unknown number ! → staters.#◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#hope this is ok !

@kuebcko // s.c

❛ WHAT ? ❜ they’ve been staring at each other in awkward silence for the past 6 minutes-- neither knows who started the staring contest, but honestly, ryan was starting to get freaked out, always was first to chicken out.

#*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#kuebcko #◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#◦ ◟unknown number ! → staters.#im fucking wheezing im so sorry.#what kind of starter even is this

@angstiism // s.c

it’s his job as a waiter to comfort customers having a HARD TIME, but he was probably the last waiter you would want to come to your aid because ryan is unnecessarily awkward in every respect. ❛ ---are you CRYING ? ❜

#*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#angstiism #◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#◦ ◟unknown number ! → staters.#ryan voice: bc if ur crying i should be able to cry in here smh.

@staroppa // s.c

❛ T-T-TURN OFF MY PHONE ? ❜ that was a stupid rule to have in a theater, what if there was an emergency ? what if ryan got a text from or else ? why were theater rules so inconsiderate. ❛ is that actually a thing-- can’t i just leave it on ? i literally CAN’T turn it off. ❜

#staroppa #*◟shut up &&. dance ! → verse 01. ( main )#◦ ◟puppet on a string ! → ic.#◦ ◟unknown number ! → staters.#hope its ok !#theater bros ?

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