Heart | // Cho Seungyoun [M]
→ Summary: You are walking down the wrong path, at the wrong time, in the wrong direction, but with the right person.
-> Pairing: Seungyoun x reader, Wooseok x reader
-> Warnings: explicit sexual themes, includes topics like infidelity/adultery.
Please do not read if smut makes you uncomfortable! Please proceed at your on risk!
18+ content beyond the cut!
[txt] Y/n. Please…I’m sorry. Just come back.
You stared at the short text for a long time. In the darkness of the room, it stood out, beaming with a blinding light. You should ignore it. You knew you should. It was, after all, just another text you had received so many times before as well. The frequency of the words made them hollow, tedious, even to read them again and again.
But then again, the words belonged to Wooseok; the boyfriend you left back at home, with the sour taste of the argument you both had fresh in his mouth. The argument had not been about anything crucial, just the casual bickering between you two about stupid things. But when you smashed his favorite mug on the floor, the argument escalated.
Wooseok no longer was his usual calm self when he began shouting.
And you were no longer your usual exultant self when you followed suit.
It was what had dragged you out here, in this warm, dimly lit room, into the arms of another man.
Another man. You scoffed at the thought. Cho Seungyoun was hardly another man. Though your feelings towards him were often conflicted and clouded by the awareness of the fact that what went on between you two was wrong, they were still substantial, full of potential to keep growing. He might as well have been the man, if only you had met him sooner. But you didn’t. You met him at the wrong time. At a time when everything with Wooseok started toppling down, shattering you and your barely breathing conscience.
Just because you couldn’t give up on Wooseok, you had to treat Seungyoun as a sin. What you two had had to become an abomination, just because of your persistence. But Seungyoun didn’t care. Unlike Wooseok, he only wanted you, only needed you and nothing else. He was a glimpse at how differently you could be spending your life. Full of laughter and ecstasy and love, with no sound of screams or shattering objects.
You snapped back to reality, eyes darting towards the doorway leading to the bathroom. Seungyoun stood at its threshold, drying his hands with a towel. He leaned against the doorframe, wearing nothing but his black boxers, leaving his lean, toned body on display for your eyes.
You tossed your phone onto the side table before nodding.
Seungyoun walked over to where you sat on the bed in nothing but your lingerie, a big fat reminder of all that had happened between you two just an hour ago. His eyes lingered on you for a moment. The lust in them was evident, but so was concern.
“You really don’t know how to lie, do you?”
Lying. It was an art you had mastered by now. For what could be a bigger lie than what you had with Wooseok. You both pretended to be perfect in front of others, tried not to bring any infamy to the image you both had built of each other. All at the sake of your sanity. But Seungyoun had always been one to catch a lie as soon as it was spoken. Especially if it came from you.
Smiling wryly, you caressed his hand, tugging at it for a short second. Seungyoun lowered himself onto the bed, with knees dipping into the soft mattress and hands clutching your thighs. He dragged you down by pulling at your thighs, until you lied directly underneath him. Your hands wrapped around his shoulders, eyes closing for a brief moment.
“It was him again, wasn’t it?”
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