Quasi-Conscious

Positive & Purposeful Living | San Diego

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getting back on here to say I still overthink everything, my broken ankle is healed, and my online class ends tonight. lifes good.

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requested the morning off to go to physical therapy and then they cancelled therapy lol. weeeee.

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But actually its harder for me to make friends. I always struggled with understanding just what exactly I want in a friend. My friendships default to whomever is forced to be around me for a pronlonged period of time. the last time I made a new friend was the first time I made a new friend lmao. shoutout to the dabadnewz.

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i recently downloaded bumble to make friends in Denver. I've received several responses but the ppl Im most interested in talking to aren't really replying with as much effort. why does this feel so familiar lol

[queengreendown]

too often solutions are marketed as being someplace different from where you're standing - not buying that either

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the truth about everything

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I used to be like "fuck brands" and now Im like "WTF Patagonia Provisions™ discontinued their Mango + Almond Bars indefinitely?! There's no trace on the internet about when Patagonia Provisions™ made this call?! There's Patagonia Provisions™ site articles or press releases regarding their signature Mango + Almond Bars?!"

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[classycookiexo]

[thatadult]

If you not talking LOVE I don’t wanna talk

[lionfloss]

Светлана Балынь

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my bf was extra rude this morning so I kept quiet while his mom bitched at him for misplacing the laundry key that was just sitting on a hook in my room.

get wrecked.

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this morning I woke up really unsure if Im being bamboozeled into surgery or not.

so I googled different searches trying to learn how a medical professional bases their decision whether or not to recommend surgery to a patient for ankle fractures. It comes down to whether you have a stable or unstable fracture. Stable fractures can heal without surgery.

I learned the key difference between stable and unstable ankle fractures is ankle join instability and damaged ligaments. ok cool, I have no damaged ligaments.

I also learned the 2 tests to perform to measure your ankle's stability. watched 2 youtube video demonstrations.

I failed them both trying them on myself.

ok I accept this fate.

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update: my sprained ankle is actually broken, surgery is on Friday, my mom wants to fly in for a week.

[fettl3]

Anyway I love living peacefully & not having problems w the peopl in my life :)

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or maybe thats just as unhealthy. life is about balance, fluidity, duality. there is no secret to erasing bad choices or thoughts. embrace being fluid. you own nothing. you control nothing.

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maybe the key to stop comparing your life to the imagined life of others boils down to rerouting that brain energy towards self reflection only

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my only form of self evaluation is comparing myself to any & all others

yet the REAL self evaluation comes from comparing myself to my present/past/future

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Officially can't focus at work for the rest of the week now that my highest priority stuff is done lol. Just here to answer ppls questions until I clock out Friday. Then its vacation time!