HELL HOUND.
It isn’t a sixth sense that armies Katirci into the covers of darkness – that’s an impossibility too certain that cannot even be humoured as an idea; the shadows are his as much as they are intangible to the rest of Ilbern. He wouldn’t be forced into anything that isn’t entirely on his terms, but there’s a tingling on his arms like a ghost is teasing him, hairs stand on edge, the faintest of goosebumps prickle to surface on marred skin; an unwavering clawing that refuses to lessen with every wisp of a glitch whenever he transfers into a neighbouring obscurity. It’s constant, too realised and Locke’s fuelled by the hunt, swallows the peculiar sensation that he’s close, he must be. A monster chasing a monster under orders. A thrill he craves. The one circumstance where being known but unseen works in his favour. There’s a thought that sits prominent at the front of his mind, the kind that often leads to mistakes; the idea that he wants the monster once found to stare him in the eye – if it, had such things, and figure if the form was like him and wore a personable mask.
A wonderment that creates a myth about creatures; a tale of fear hard driven in by the emperor about how monsters loose are the beginning of the end; the absolute condemnation and decimation of Ilbern. A misconception of capabilities that are created from the natural terror of the unknown. What nobody can possibility understand. Therefore, it must be destroyed; a foolish act to antagonise the same creatures they cower from. But there’s something else unseen in the dark, the only visible tell of its presence the way a tall length of a shadow is cast on the concrete; caught in his peripheries. Locke shouldn’t know, it’s implausible of a gift to simply just know what it is but he should be more adept than most to how easy it is to become a ghost; a watcher with beady eyes and a hunger sparking to the surface of them.
Slowly, Locke’s head turns, sideways, as though tipping his ear in the suspicious direction, can’t quite see the figure he knows is there, yet finds the smile appearing on his face with a glow off-white teeth. It’s him. The thing that’s in the same dark he is; two beings crossing paths, entirely separate worlds colliding to reap lives in tandem, watch flesh peel off bones, hacked away by something sharp – gnawed on to pry tendons apart and leave a spray a message on a way. It’s as though all thoughts of the chase cease, something better in his sights, another kind of recognition able to be earned. He’d yank his teeth before he’d ever bite his tongue, he’d slice his gums, get struck by lightning twice at once before Lokman would ever miss the opportunity to do the same to him. It’s more just intrigue, a duality of souls – if monsters, again, had such things, clashing hard against one another. Katirci feels that, quiet where shallow breaths keep him unseen, but he wants to be now, the man who’s got such venom in his tongue and a way about him that he wants recognition for the shared ability in knifeplay.
He always does; always wants the man to notice him. And there he stands, interrupts Locke mid hunt for another kind – doesn’t cross his mind until later that the other could be the creature on the loose. The prey of the Emperor and how complicated it suddenly becomes if he’s to recover the other. Doesn’t yet know his name, just that he draws Lokman in. Captured him without even touching.
But he wants to do that too. Even if it’s just to split flesh.
Locke doesn’t answer immediately, can see the way the man’s mouth form words, that the pauses aren’t the end; the taunts that Katirci wants to match are almost enticing enough that if he got closer, he might appreciate them more. Delusions.
“If it were, you’d never find me,” a truth to anyone except the one in front of him, because Locke would want to be found; to be seen by the other, just because it’s him. It’s unexplainable, the attraction that he wants validation from a person he only sees in the more twisted of circumstance, stays ignorant to the crimes they both witness. A silent understanding. The drawl in the message; haven’t you heard? As if the sirens were quiet and the obliviousness to a creature running ravenous isn’t Ilberns fear in play.
The smile, mirrored; deadly and finally, as though Lokman’s set his sights on something else, he draws his entire attention back. A tease unmatched; a ploy that’s as genuine as the wicked glint in Katirci’s eyes; an answer wanted for where they stand:
“But, prowler, you did find one,” calm. “What’s your plans for such a monster?”
Because cutting them to pieces as you say; we know that’s far too easy.
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AND ONCE AGAIN THEY END UP HERE, two opposing forces and yet a matching pair, each hungering for the other’s blood, the other’s, more ghastly still, attention. Here they take the roles of cat and hound, both poised, faded canvases created with only charcoal, smudging and bleeding into one picture, one being. They are two outlines, the perfect example of what a monster truly is, one demon reflecting the other, one using the shadows and the other using the light, something most commonly seen as a beacon for hope instead contorted and deformed into the most hideous of things.
He sees him descend from the darkness as always and he can’t help but wonder; how does it feel? What sensation is associated with not existing, even if only for a moment, between one darkness and the next. Ujin is a solid being, the most detachment given from his person being when he crawls into the bones of someone else, when he digs deep into a ribcage and for a moment finds himself completely detached, a being outside a body. Is it strange, then, for him to romanticize the feeling of weightlessness? The idea of existing outside this one plane, not just illusions but actual transformation, something tangible?
He doesn’t ask these things, doesn’t let such fantasies come out into the chill of the air, his tongue clicking between teeth, eyes slits, dragging slowly up the other man’s person. The cold bites at skin, runs up and down any bare stretch it can find, november grasping for something to swallow. There’s flushes of red barely discernable under the epidermis, a reminder than he, too, is human. For a moment he drops his gaze, eyes catching on his own fingernails that run entirely ragged, cracked into halves and oozing from climbing walls and blunt force. He listens, head tilted slightly, as he grabs one nail between his teeth and rips it off entirely, pain radiating through his hand and up his arm, but his expression remains impassive, he spits it out and his eyes fall back on his counterpart, mutilated fingers dropping back to his sides, his bottom lip briefly pulling into his mouth, tasting stray blood.
“ Hm, I think you’re wrong about that. “ He says easily, almost all air and no bite before he sinks his teeth in, his voice heavy and twisted, as if laughing, as if deranged, but still his face remains still, solid and thinking, the deadly smile not meeting his eyes, “ I’ll always be able to find you. ”
It’s because, he thinks, he wants me to find him. It’s because I want to find him. What is it? This lethal attraction, remaining fingernails dug into palms to leave distorted crescents, breaking skin and tasting ash. It manifests like anger, like disease, something his body wants to expel, a fever to burn it away. They’re playing a game with one another, circling and circling, testing waters known to have sharks, dripping blood and smelling fear. It’s a mystery, it’s intoxicating -- an adrenaline gone feral and hungry, the stench that of gasoline, the other man the danger of a lit match; don’t come too close to me or I’ll destroy us both.
“ I have a lot of ideas. “ He begins, his feet leading him, stalking around the very edges of his counterpart, slow and curious, “ I haven’t settled on just one quite yet. “ There’s a level of honesty buried under layers and layers of biting tone, of searching gaze and mismatched fragments, something building under duress, under the sheer weight of their encounter. Each time it feels the same, something about the air around them, between them -- something about a darkness that mirrors his own, clinging to another. He wants to sink his teeth into him, to rip through his skin, batter him into ribbons, taste his survival; how is it for you? Is it as glorious as it is for me? Then, soon after, I’ll devour you whole.
His eyes trace the figure gone ghostlike in the darkness, the black outlines of his being, then finally they lock onto his face, the place where his eyes should be gone hollow sockets with the shadow of his brow and he says, “ Why? " There’s something sharp, something almost mocking, serrated and venomous, could cut through skin, melted amber and gold dancing in the onyx pigment of his iris’, “ You wanna watch? “














