Yerrr

This is where all my feelings go when I can’t voice them to anyone else

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Please give me a sign if this nigga want me or not. A sign from him and no one else. Please, he got me goin crazy. I just wanna be with him ong🥺

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When am I gonna be enough for niggas? Like seriously when. Because even the nigga who claims and who i claim loves me the most was never able to put the time and effort into showing that love for me. Everyone else wants somebody that isn’t me, so what is it about me that is so fucking bad? What is it? Why am I so fucking unloveable? Why do niggas only want to treat me like trash? Why am I just a past time to niggas? Why am i so fuckinh worthless? Then people wonder why I have no confidence. I fucking hate this shit. So fucking worthless. 09/29/2020

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Valentine’s Day is really Wednesday and it’s bouta be A S S

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When you distance yourself from me when you think Im upset I feel more alone than I did when you didn’t know I was upset

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But im also not happy in any aspect of my life so I really dont know what to do

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But I feel like if I dont do anything and quit then im just a loser who let my situations get the best of me

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I dont think I can do this

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Maybe it’s because I don’t really love myself to where im always having problems worrying if my boyfriend loves me

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I real life feel like I really can’t talk to my man about my feelings and it really hurts because I don’t really have anyone to talk to

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What does it mean when you’re boyfriend can’t even tell you why he loves you

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It’s just not fair

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Im really tired of fighting for someone who really don’t be fighting for me

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Im sorry im not good enough

Not pretty enough like the girls you use to date or see on a regular

Not thin enough

Smart enough

Not funny like the girls you’re friends with

Im sorry I can’t dress like you or the other people on internet

Im sorry im so emotional and everything makes me want to cry

Im sorry for always coming to you when I was hurt or had a problem because I know you really didn’t care

Im sorry for asking you to do things you didn’t want to

Im sorry for calling you when you’d rather be alone or you were on the party with your friends

Im sorry im not who you really want

Im sorry I’m the one you have to settle for

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I really be feeling like im not good enough for anyone or anything

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Im about to use this page to write all of my feelings

Hopefully no one finds this page