huh

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me 5 years ago: i think i have a crush on john lol whoops

me now: def in love with john and planning to move in together lol whoops

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logged back in to report to exactly no one that we’re getting married lol

[bcat1]

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this is truly like a dream come true but also it was really hard for me to even share this with anyone because I so very much hate looking at myself and have so many issues with my body and weight and it makes me so sad that that’s even a thing and i can’t decide if I wanna cry more about how excited I was or how awful I feel weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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today i told my boss im planning to move to new york this year and i didnt even cry and ALSO she was supportive of the decision wowie

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im gonna see the national and courtney barnett together in ann arbor this summer and i got tickets in the 2nd row i’ll be so close they can see the tears streaming down my face

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thinking about Johns mom showing me his baby pictures last week and I want to cry

[cursedcatimages]

[alisonzai]

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me every day working from home

[wilfredsad]

Visit Original Link

[jackisreallycool]

ICONIC BANNED IN AMERICA ANTHEMS

[itchycoil]

ME SINGING THIS AT MY SLUMBER PARTY IN 2010

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the other day i was telling john that when we go to nashville in february i/we might get to meet jemina pearl and that i will lose my shit and he actually knew who i was talking about and that’s how i know he’s the love of my life

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tumblr is inevitably gonna die and i will have to find a different digital diary so if anyone other than hailey or diana pays attention to this i am on IG @ h.grzych

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its such a silly thing but i get so envious of other people’s (especially other women) relationships with their grandmothers. mine were distant, geographically or emotionally and more often than not both. one refused to spend time with us as kids and resented us for not feeling close to her as adults. i remember the Christmas she knit everyone mittens except me, she just gave me yarn and said i could do it myself if i wanted them. the other moved across the country and lost her mind to multiple kinds of addiction. i feel guilty for thinking about a woman i never knew, hearing so many raucous stories about her, looking at photos of her, and seeing the grandmother i never had. a woman of humor and creativity and style and love and support. i wonder what wacky words of wisdom she would have shared with me, what that kind of a relationship would have been like, if that’s what most grandmas are like. i dunno. this isn’t anything.

[silenthill]

Oh this made me laugh

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me 5 years ago: i think i have a crush on john lol whoops

me now: def in love with john and planning to move in together lol whoops

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work is slow right now, im working from home for a few months, i have no friends here. i have not been this bored since college. all i do is sleep anymore cuz i have nothing better to do. i feel so boring i don’t even wanna talk to anyone because im so bored and boring

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bathroom at the swiss office has rly good light

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i never take selfies anymore because i have not felt very cute or generally good about myself in a hot minute and i took a bunch of selfies today because I am finally Feelin Myself

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I’m gonna be working from home for the next couple months (office renovation stuff) but also my work load for the next couple months is pretty light and it’s really hard to not just look at this as a very long vacation