uhhh

i’m liv n i’m rlly tryna find peace of mind here are things i like n shit i dunno

[uhhhlivia]

[quotemadness]

“You can’t stay in your corner of the Forest waiting for others to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes.”

— A.A. Milne

[uhhhlivia]

lack of sleep causes lines to blur

but i still sit here and think of too many scenarios

ideas, memories, self image etc

i ask too many questions

and by the end of it i don’t like her

lines so blurry now i can’t tell if i ever did to begin with

so i sit here and spin in the solitude of my own fucking mind

wondering how i unlocked all this bullshit as this unsettling sense of fear builds

i don’t want to be here

and since when did i become a fucking locksmith?

[uhhhlivia]

squish

[uhhhlivia]

[spiritual-vibrations]

[softestaura]

Sydney Sweeney for Vogue Hong Kong July 2022

[fredtougas]

It all adds up

[uhhhlivia]

i’m fkn cutting my hair

[uhhhlivia]

imma cut my hair again

[uhhhlivia]

nicotine addiction, not cool man

[uhhhlivia]

out of touch

[uhhhlivia]

[uhhhlivia]

“that’ll be $200”

[uhhhlivia]

i wonder if i’ll ever be able to articulate the way i think and feel into words that people can understand as clear and direct to my genuine perception

do you think it’s possible for another human being to fully understand what you think and feel about anything you choose to express?

language is beautiful, yet a barrier

i can’t tell if i enjoy the lonesome aspect of being in my own mind

[happyheidi]

[uhhhlivia]

can’t wait to be alone