hey can everyone do me a favor and put in the tags why they chose their name? even if you don't go by a chosen name irl, you can put why you chose your online name.
The ultimate part in my user references Danganronpa’s Ultimate Talent system (Danganronpa has been a special interest of mine for years), the yapper part is because I talk a lot IRL and the word yappertron sounds like some robot that yaps a lot, which describes my autistic ass quite well.
The username lore goes deeper though:
So, back when I was a Dream SMP kid, I was obsessed with Quackity. This fact is important, trust me. Specifically, I was obsessed with Quackbur that aged like milk, I know, and therefore I got a WattPad account. I’ve evolved since then, don’t worry, I upgraded to AO3.
My username was Toilet_LidHQ (I believe?)
Toilet Lid was because I often hid in bathrooms when I was at school and my friends (affectionately) nicknamed me Toilet Lid, the underscore was because WattPad didn’t let you have spaces between your name and the HQ was because Quackity’s twitch name was QuackityHQ and I was obsessed with the guy.
My Animal Jam account is called Stormleaf17 because Stormleaf was an old Warrior Cats OC I had and the 17 was because I first played Animal Jam in 2017.
You might have (or might not have) noticed that I have removed my SA Awareness Month post.
I just want to say that removing the post isn’t a sign or a hint that I don’t support it because I do support SA awareness month. I think it’s very important as a person who went through it myself.
But recently, due to life events that the internet does not need to know about, I have been triggered a lot more frequently than I used to be and that post I made, stupidly, triggered myself because I referenced what happened. Essentially, I regressed.
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So, I played Animal Jam: Play Wild growing up (the masterpieces activity on there was my introduction to art) and for nostalgia reasons, I’ve been replaying it and I’ve not touched my old outfit at all and I decided that I’d draw it!
I kept it a coloured sketch because I was scared to ruin it XD
I don’t have much experience with Animal Jam art apart from when I sketched out random people’s Animal Jam characters. Those people have no idea I was drawing them and unless they’re on Tumblr and they see this post, they’ll never see my sketches of them.
These are the sketches, they’re messy and rubbed out a little because they were intended to be full illustrations but I never got round to it.
Explanation & Speedpaint Below:
The speedpaint!
So, my animal is a Black-Footed Ferret and so I had to search for references. I wanted it to be recognisable as an Animal Jam character so I tried to stick to the art style, or at least merge it with mine. There weren’t very many references, unfortunately but I found one I liked off of Google.
In the speedpaint, you can probably see me struggle with the coils on the headband but apart from that and the stars, it actually went pretty smoothly (nothing like my Okazaki drawing 💀).
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Favorite animal: cant pick between a fox or a cat..
Favorite fictional character: Catherine Ward from angels of death
Favorite song: Static .. (Flavor Foley)
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This is the second (and last) sketchbook of 2025. I started it around October and I’m nowhere near finished. There’s tape along the pages because they keep breaking. I’m not surprised because it’s a TK Maxx sketchbook but it is kinda annoying.
Here is the front cover! It’s an A5 sketchbook!
Here is the first drawing I did in my sketchbook (that I’m allowed to show). I really like Parako’s art and I wanted to study it. Geez, it’s so hard. Since she did Sayori from Doki Doki Literature Club I did my Danganronpa OC Yoko Tsunoda, Ultimate Thief dressed up as Sayori. She’s kinda uncanny but I tried my best.
This is Illi McMillin with a gun! I found the pose somewhere (probably either on here or Pinterest) and I instantly got inspired. Also my athletics coach (no, I don’t like sports but my parents want me to at least do it casually 😔🔫) did time trials with us and used a gun and I thought that was pretty cool.
Here is a sketch of my Danganronpa OC Sophia Chua, Ultimate Student and her lesbian best friends Etsuko Onassis, Ultimate Athlete (I misspelt her name when labelling it since it was pretty late at night when I assembled the page) and Akemi Hamasaki, Ultimate Electrician.
These two are sketches I did at my college. I drew two self-portraits of myself (yes, I did wear the femboy Kuromi ears that day) when I was feeling overwhelmed because I really hate my college and I drew the only good room in my college, the really small music room. I drew it from the piano stool I sit at every day. With my backpack, my best friend’s bass guitar (sorry my fellow musicians, I can’t draw instruments), the electric drum kit, the amps (yes, they’re wonky because I was doodling quickly). I tried to make a glitching effect on my overwhelmed self-portraits since that’s what dissociating kinda feels like in my mind.
TW: Scars across arms. They look like self-harm but I couldn’t tell you if they were.
These are the final sketches in my sketchbook. I drew Hanano Okazaki from Tetro Danganronpa. I drew two pregame sketches of her in a Domestic Meat Pig tee and I drew in-game Okazaki. I drew these in my college bathrooms; my favourite hiding spot.
Since it’s almost the end of my first year on Tumblr, I decided to do a sketchbook tour post. Some sketches I won’t be able to post due to them being used in my GCSE Fine Art Portfolio BUT I will show you awesome people as much as I can because I have no shame!
For context, the reason why there’s Sketchbook #1 and #1/2 is because I did them both at the same time, if I lost one I’d use the other. Sketchbook #1 is like A5 and Sketchbook #1/2 is A4. Also, the reason they’re labelled 4 is because they’re the 4th (technically 4th and 5th) sketchbooks I’ve done.
This is the front cover of 2025’s Sketchbook #1/2. I’m showing you this one first as I started it slightly before 2025’s Sketchbook #1. It’s got blank pages that I’m not gonna finish in 2025 and like one page from 2024 which I won’t show because it’s not 2025.
These are both drawings I did for a Danganronpa x Pokémon crossover. Mukuro Ikusaba is part of an evil team that poaches Pokémon called Team Opulence. Each boss of Team Opulence was based off of some fairytale, Mukuro was based off of Snow White. Then I drew a Grafaifai which is what I headcanon Kokichi (who would be Shuichi (the protagonist)‘s rival’s parter Pokémon would be.
I had just finished watching the beginning of Dandadan and was (and still is) in LOVE with Momo’s design. I was also trying out new pens I had gotten for Christmas 2024. (Yes, some of them were the classic Tesco’s felt tips and I did the lineart with a Tesco’s handwriting pen).
I drew Kaede Akamatsu while my friends were watching The Chase. I still like the way I drew her hair.
I think it’s important to post unfinished things too so here’s an unfinished storyboard of two of my Danganronpa OCs, Sophia Chua (the Ultimate Student) and the protagonist Katsumi Maekawa (the Ultimate Pop-star). It was going to be to Early Sunsets Over Monroeville by My Chemical Romance since it’s my favourite song on I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love. Fun fact: my piano teacher saw it and was really impressed; absolutely brightened my day!
The final page is of my Danganronpa OC Katsumi. I made her a Gyaru because I love the style.
This is the front cover to 2025’s Sketchbook #1! If you’ve scrolled through my (amazing) blog, you’ll have seen quite a lot of the sketches in here already!
The Saimatsu Shippers DNI thing is a joke among IRL friends, it’s not serious I swear! Anyway, this is a sketch of the front cover to My Chemical Romance’s album Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge. It’s smudged quite a bit since I first drew it but that’s okay, it adds character!
This is the cat and the postbox from My Chemical Romance’s The Only Hope For Me Is You single’s cover art. I’m sure you can tell what page this is next to, the smudging is brutal 💀💀
This is honestly my most experimental sketchbook so far. This is a collage I’ve done of different lined paper, Pokémon Magazine paper, Pokémon Magazine letters, a Pokémon Magazine Mimikyu and a Kuromi sticker that looks like it’s from a 3DS. It’s supposed to represent my childhood. Like with the 3DS sticker, the REBEL thing in different letters (like the letter in my childhood favourite movie, Fantastic Mr. Fox) and the Pokémon Sun & Moon references because that was my first Pokémon game.
For context that I didn’t provide in the original post, I struggled a LOT with agoraphobia (the fear of leaving my house) all throughout my early to mid teenage years and I made a collage of food and items I had gotten when I left my house and went round a fairly busy town and some supermarkets. I also drew a victorious Kaede Akamatsu (in my Pokémon AU) and added a Fletchling sticker as it fit pretty well with the town I went to. I don’t struggle as much anymore with agoraphobia which is pretty cool. If I told younger-Finn that he would probably have an aneurysm or something.
This is a drawing of one of the Frankenstein Girls from the album cover of Mindless Self Indulgence’s Frankenstein Girls Will Seem Strangely Sexy album cover. The lighting is pretty bad in this one, sorry!
I had a brief, three month Cookie Run Kingdom phase when Eternal Sugar Cookie released so I drew a human design of Latte Cookie’s Parfaedian Graduate Costume since it was my favourite Latte Cookie design.
Here is an I’m Not Okay-verse AU of Lyn-Z from Mindless Self Indulgence because Lyn-Z is genuinely one of my role models. I love her and her art so much. And also I had (or have?) a MASSIVE crush on her. In the AU, she’s Illi McMillin’s girlfriend who’s a student originally from a rival school. A girlboss character who stands up for Illi when she can.
These are two doodle pages that I did while at a dog-show (I’m not that into dog-shows but I was bored at a farming festival) and while I was at college. The chess pieces are what I drew while watching one of my best friends play chess against my absolutely GOATED History Teacher. They were my first days at college and I was SUPER anxious there and drawing was my way of keeping myself entertained in that hellhole. Also I was hyperfixated on K9 Kuro and Ironmouse (I like their content but I think their music is absolute dogshit 💔)
Here is another doodle page of my Danganronpa OC Katsumi Maekawa’s old design (and a Raccoon Dog because I love them). The hand is kinda weird because I had to do it from memory since I’m not allowed my phone at my college.
Here was my final page (that I’m allowed to show) of 2025’s Sketchbook #1. They’re all doodles I did while waiting for the soulsucking loading of Animal Crossing New Horizon’s Treasure Islands.
EDIT: I forgot the last page because I was tired 💀
Here’s another page I did just before the Frankenstein Girls one. I’ve put it last because of the trigger warning.
TW: Self harm scars and paint splatters that look like blood.
This is my design of the Demolition Woman (but not in a formal dress) from My Chemical Romance’s Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge storyline. I did the drawings themselves to look busy because at the time I had a social worker who kept infantilising me and I hated her and if I looked busy I wouldn’t have to talk to her. I used Tesco’s felt-tip pens, Tesco’s handwriting pen and I used some crusty paint-pens I had gotten in lockdown.
I did a digital illustration of Hanano Okazaki from Tetro Danganronpa Pink!!
Unfortunately, I do know about the allegations against Denden’s VA and Von Babbit herself BUT I’m still hyperfixated on Tetro Danganronpa.
I’ve not actually posted any digital art but I do it from time-to-time especially when I want to draw a full illustration on the go (I use IBISPAINTX on my phone).
Here’s the finished drawing and here’s the speedpaint!
I kept cropping the canvas every time I messed up.
And here’s the original sketch I did in the bathroom at my college since I didn’t want to be supervised 24/7 by the staff just because I’m neurodivergent.
To answer your question, Illi McMillin is Gerard Way’s character in the My Chemical Romance music video for I’m Not Okay (I Promise). The reason why they’ve been called Illi is because in the 4K music video, the worksheet has the name ‘Illi McMillin’ which is how the fandom named Gerard Way’s character.
You’ll see some people use she/her, she/they or they/them for Illi, they’re all valid although I use they/them because Illi’s pronouns aren’t confirmed.
As you guys know, I LOVE Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge and its story! With all the fanart I’ve made, my profile picture, my poor teachers ears at school every time I yap to them about this beautiful album… it’s evident how AUTISTIC I am about this album!
And obviously, I pre-ordered the Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge (Deluxe Edition) CD as soon as it was announced!
After just over two months, the CD has arrived and my wrists ACHE from stimming in excitement!!!!
This is the CD itself and oh my GOD does it go HARD! While the cover doesn’t go as hard as the original or Life On The Murder Scene, I’m not missing out on any images of the Demolition Lovers thanks to the BEAUTIFUL lyric booklet!
Like AHHHHHH! Look at the Demolition Woman on the autopsy table!! Like the art goes so HARD! And I love how on the front of the booklet it says "THE STORY OF A MAN, A WOMAN AND THE CORPSES OF A THOUSAND EVIL MEN" like duuudeee! That sounds like a blurb of a book or a movie trailer!
This is like the purest form of autistic joy!
CW: a comment said by my best friend that involves swearing:
My best friend said that it looks like the Demolition Woman is taking a shit. I cannot unsee that 💀💀
It’s my second time drawing 2D. Next week I’m gonna draw the rest of the members. I’m focusing on Phase 1 as they have my favourite Gorillaz designs.
These are the other things I’ve gotta draw too. Essentially, the finished piece will be four of my favourite things with a landscape just kinda placed there like they don’t belong. I’m hoping the vibe will be ‘this autistic kid did it on LSD, didn’t he?’
Unfortunately, this will most likely be the only part of my coursework you’ll see because I snuck my phone out while my art teacher went to go get her printing and my group went outside so I was alone. A rare opportunity!
But if I finish the final piece then I’ll be able to take it home and show you guys!
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