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memoirs of a broken heart ~

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Your perfume still impregnated in my hair and is quite difficult to concentrate on anything but you today~

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Every year that passes hurts a little less, but it never quite leaves~

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Somos instantes capturados una eternidad, un barullo resonante en la mente de alguien.

Somos la versión perfecta en un recuerdo lejano.

Somos todo pero aún no vuelves a mi lado...

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Domingo sombrío

Domingo sombrío

Mi corazón está herido

Dime, porque no me rindo?

Estos ojos están exhaustos de llorar

Y tu amistad ya no me basta más

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Te prometí el cielo y recorrí millas para alcanzarlo, desde el primer paso, lenta pero desesperadamente te fuí amando...

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...And so she knew that the only way to hurt me back was to not love me anymore

So she tried enduring the next cold years, let me drift away

The times I cried for hours after she agreed to listen to me, she knew it was over for us but never in her heart

We knew that but why didn't we fight?

Why did we let it slip?

Why did you stop looking at me?

Why did you stop finding me?

Why did you stop thinking about me?

She has a place in your heart but we both know who owns it

You gave it to me whole and never took it back

After everything I still can't let go of it all

I will never give up, even after I stop trying to get you back.

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"Even if this becomes a distant memory

the hurt would remain raw like today..."

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It doesn't feel like Friday

Like the day I met you

Like the night we spent together

Not letting go of the memory of you

Not moving on from your touch

I told you to stop

So we don't fall in love...

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In this rainy night...I miss you ~

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"Life has been better without her but you still hold on to the idea that you need her..."

3am

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...And the arms that held you in my absence

Did it feel like we were back then?

Did you replace the feeling all together or just the body you decided to fill my space with?

Did you miss me at all or just when you didn't have any more promises to keep?

Did it occur to you that I ache every night at 3am?

Did you feel? Did you ever feel what I felt?

Did your heart ever beat at the same rhythm as mine did? Did you? Did you?!

Or do you now?, will you ever feel?

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The saddest days are the ones without pain

Have I grown used to it or do I just crave destruction?

At this point any type of emotion is better than none at all~

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"She only knows how to fill her soul. Kinda selfish of her, I know...I can't help but to adore her"

3am

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Y si quieres mis besos, acostumbrate a decir; te quiero...

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Intentando que mi corazón alberge

aquellos extraños sentimientos

con los que tú mi delicada musa

¡me hiciste delirar!

Tratando de seguir contigo

soy fiel a tu castigo

que por designio tu perpetuaste,

deseando explicar con palabras

Aquella sensación qué causas

cuando te acercas a besarme...

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Has entrado en mí sin yo quererlo, sin pensarlo y sin saberlo y ahora te llevo conmigo

Me llenas y me vacías

si estás me ahogo

y si te vas, me falta algo

siento un vacío que solo lo llenan los celos

Yo se que me quieres

¿pero cuánto?

tu quieres a todo el mundo

Mi amor, te odio.

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"do you still love me?" She said

I stared into her eyes and the words couldn't be found

So the silence spoke away~