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Submission Friday:

RedLandscape@100Milliseconds

By MuNaFo

http://munafo-mtw.tumblr.com/post/158217413974/redlandscape100milliseconds-by-munafo

adahamza

Gundam Front Tokyo, 2014

2-shane-s

ministereodacontracultura

latadelixo

unknown-pear

OH

0u0the-fandom-lover0u0-deactiva

OH

hirxeth

Her (2013) dir. Spike Jonze

Don't mind me, I'm just gonna go on a tangent about my thoughts. I haven't been feeling alright lately but it's not really that big of a problem. It's not like I've never been down before. I know I'll get over it eventually. It's just that I never feel comfortable talking to people whom I feel close with about things that genuinely mean a lot to me. I don't even remember a time where I legitimately opened up to someone. Everything I personally share with people is pretty superficial in the sense that it's just stuff to make me seem relatively normal and likable. The fact that I'm so closed off and emotionally vacant to people in my life (even when it might help to just vent a little) is getting a bit concerning to me. I mean, have my reasons to not share my feelings: I don't want to waste people's time, it's not significant enough to warrant me complaining about it, I don't trust anyone to truly keep a secret, and so on. The fact that people could potentially read this made me rewrite this from what I actually wanted to talk about to how closed off I've become, because I don't want what's really bothering me to be out there. It'd be nice to have somebody to have a heart to heart with, but it's not really necessary at this point. I don't think it would even help to be honest. This isn't a plea for help, attention, or anything like that. I just wanted to let something out. Sorry and I guess thank you if you actually read this.