Could you maybe do some prompts (? not sure if that’s exactly the right word lol? Maybe scenarios?) for a fat s/i who sometimes feels insecure about their more fit/skinny f/o? Your writing is so good and thank you so much for this blog!! <3
it’s hard not to notice differences between the two of your bodies - it’s just a fact of life that you’re built different, like how it’s a fact that some people have different hair colors or eye colors, or nose and face shapes. no one of those traits is inherently bad, but because of societal pressures, you can’t help it that it sometimes brings you down. you want to just feel love when you look at them, but at times you can’t bring yourself to, when every time you see them you see what you aren’t.
of course your f/o notices this - they know you better than they know themself, they can immediately tell when something is wrong, so they ask about it. maybe you don’t want to tell them at first - whether you aren’t ready to be vulnerable like that with this particular topic, or you don’t want to make them feel like you don’t love them enough, or you don’t want them to think it’s somehow their fault or that they made you feel this way. no matter the reason, your f/o is kind about it - they don’t pressure you to say anything that you don’t feel comfortable with, but they remind you that they’re always here for you and they want to be part of your life, as someone you can rely on and you can come to for safety.
and, of course, you cave.
so you tell them all about how you’re feeling. you tell them how you wish you could be more like them, how you wish you could just change. they listen to you quietly, never speaking over you, just letting you vent. when you’re finished, they make sure you’re done speaking, and without a word they pull you close into their arms. they remind you how much they love you, before they say anything else - how they chose you for you, because they love you and find you beautiful, perfect even. they tell you how there’s nothing about you they would ever change, because they would never want to change a person who is already everything they could ever ask for. of course they’ll support you no matter what, if you choose to take something up (like a particular sport, for example), but they want you to not go into anything because you feel like you’re not good enough or because you feel like you’re incomplete - they want the decisions you make to be based on because you want to, because it’s something you feel passion for, because it would make you happy. other people’s opinions on what brings you happiness just don’t matter! and your f/o reminds you that even their opinions don’t matter - in the end, it’s up to you, feeling comfortable and safe and happy. and most of all - healthy. and in the end, everything else is moot. love means acceptance, love means wanting your safety. love doesn’t mean seeking to alter you.
and then they pick you up and carry you to the couch for a multiple hour cuddle session ft. any tv or youtube you want to watch.
i hope this works, nonny!! thank you so much for the encouragement, that’s so sweet of you! have a lovely rest of your day!
