The Church Wants You (All of you) - Part 8
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Rick draped the cape around the customer's shoulders and adjusted the chair.
The young man sitting in front of him looked barely twenty-two. Clean-cut already, but trying very hard to look even more respectable.
"So what are we doing today?" Rick asked.
The customer glanced around the shop.
"One guy from our congregation said you're good barber, and that you are part of the community."
Then the customer lowered his voice.
"You know, I'm not really convinced by all the church stuff."
Rick paused for a second.
The young man shook his head.
"I mean... maybe. Maybe not."
"But they helped me find work."
"People trust you more when you look the part."
Rick looked at him through the mirror.
"I got offered an apprenticeship."
The customer rolled his eyes.
The young man lowered his voice further.
"Honestly? I'm just trying to get my life together."
Rick stopped for a second.
That sounded painfully familiar.
"I don't need to believe every story."
He remembered the council.
The customers standing outside this morning.
The fact that the shop suddenly wasn't empty.
Maybe it was just one year.
One year of playing along.
Then life could go back to normal.
At least that's what he kept telling himself.
Meanwhile Peter sat alone at the apartment.
The white short-sleeved shirt felt stiff.
The apartment was quiet except for the turning of pages.
One of the books Daniel had given him lay open in front of him.
Peter had expected nonsense.
Instead he found himself actually reading.
One passage caught his eye.
> "Men are, that they might have joy."
He stared at the sentence.
Another passage a few pages later talked about people carrying burdens and finding strength through faith and patience.
The words weren't exactly revolutionary.
But they weren't what he expected either. No burning bush or angles on the clouds.
"Seriously, what the hell."
When he opened the door Daniel stood there.
Collar completely closed.
Every button exactly where it belonged.
The same neat appearance Peter had seen all day.
A few minutes later they sat at the table.
The book remained open between them.
Daniel noticed it immediately.
"I'll take that as progress."
For a while they talked about the passages.
Then Daniel became quieter.
"You know," he said, "I feel better than I ever did before."
"I spent years chasing things that made me happy for a few hours."
His hands rested on the table.
"But peace is different."
Daniel stared out the window.
"I never thought I'd have peace."
"Lots of things. This town needed the change. Even more after the country collapsed."
Then he looked directly at Peter.
Peter groaned immediately.
Peter shook his head, scratching his neck.
Daniel's eyes drifted toward Peter's collar.
Daniel raised an eyebrow.
Peter immediately noticed.
"Is that appropriate? Is that the best one can do to please God?"
For several seconds he honestly didn't know what to say.
Peter sighed dramatically.
"You sound like a school principal."
"I used to do the exact same thing."
"Whenever Emily wasn't around."
Daniel mimicked the motion.
"Open the collar. Oh how I missed my tank tops."
Peter couldn't help smiling.
"Then she'd tell me to fix it."
"And eventually I realized it was less exhausting to leave it alone than constantly argue with myself. And Emily."
that actually made sense. If he's gonna be around those guys, he will never win.
He slowly buttoned the collar.
The familiar pressure returned.
Yet something unexpected occurred.
No more "should I loosen it?"
No more "what if somebody says something?"
His mind suddenly jumped somewhere unexpected.
The hoodies he loved so much.
"I think I know why I liked hoodies."
Peter touched his collar again.
"I always thought my neck looked thin. Kids in high school used to make fun of me..."
The realization felt embarrassingly obvious.
"White shirt is the sign of purity. And the tie can easily work with your self consciousness. Give it a try. I can definitely tell your neck doesn't look that thin anymore!"
"So apparently half my wardrobe decisions were insecurity."
"Most people have something. But this sound to me like you found the solution."
A little later Daniel folded his hands.
But this time he didn't refuse.
At first nothing happened.
I don't even know if I'm talking to anyone.
I've never really prayed.
But why do I feel calmer afterward?
He remembered one of the passages he had read.
About enduring difficult things.
Peter suddenly realized something.
Maybe the calm feeling wasn't magic.
Maybe it was simply the first time in years he had sat quietly with his own thoughts.
When the prayer ended he opened his eyes.
His shoulders felt lighter.
For a while neither spoke.
Then Peter asked something unexpected.
Daniel immediately corrected him.
"I never had a boyfriend."
Peter looked unconvinced.
"I had relationships I shouldn't have had."
Then Daniel smiled sadly.
"The attractions didn't disappear overnight."
"But I've found other things that matter more to me."
"The possibility of building a family."
Daniel wasn't speaking like someone pretending.
Whether Peter agreed or not—
Daniel genuinely believed it.
"Let me ask you something."
"That's always dangerous."
"Do you want Rick to be happy?"
Peter answered instantly.
"More than you want to be right?"
That question landed harder than expected.
"I'm not telling you what your future should look like."
"Fine. Maybe I am a little."
That earned another eye roll.
But Daniel's voice remained gentle.
"What I'm saying is that people change. I can see you changing."
Peter stared at the table.
As he reached the door he looked back.
Daniel suddenly stood up.
He led Peter to the wardrobe, reached inside, and pulled out one of the hoodies.
Holding it up, he asked quietly,
"Is this cheap piece of fabric really more important than you and Rick having a home and moving forward with your lives?"
Peter opened his mouth but couldn't answer immediately.
Daniel handed the hoodie back.
"I'm not asking if you like it. I'm asking if it's worth everything you'd lose for it."
Then he simply walked back toward the living room, leaving Peter staring at the hoodie in his hands.
The door closed behind him.
The apartment became quiet again.
Peter looked at the book.
He went into bathroom and looked at himself.
For a moment he considered taking the tie off.
Instead he left it where it was. And made it even tighter.
Not because Daniel said so.
Not because he suddenly agreed with everything.
But because for the first time all day...
he wasn't thinking about it anymore.