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This website is the most civilized place on the internet. It didn’t used to be but nowadays you can’t write anything anywhere without receiving the dumbest most meanspirited comments ever.

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Man I really want to play a video game or watch a show and be like fully obsessed. Last year I played ghost of Tsushima and Cyberpunk 2077 and then after Cyberpunk I couldn’t play anything else or watch anything else because nothing came even close. The only thing I’ve enjoyed since then was Disco Elysium which I played in February and since then nothing has gripped me again. I’ve tried to like The Witcher III and maybe the start is just super slow but I’m not getting into it and Geralt is super annoying and so is every other character so far. How they managed to not make a single likable character when the same studio created nothing but likable characters in Cyberpunk is beyond me. I also have yet to finish AC Shadows and ofc RDR II and even Dishonored which I started so long ago that I have to restart probably. Nothing really catches my attention :( I’m seriously considering just restarting cyberpunk…

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I love the city but I wish it could have slightly less people immediately in front of my front door because you see, I leave the house and immediately someone bumps into me and I have to swim through a swarm of people to even start going on a run

[cutecipher]

science has always been political. what gets studied. what doesnt. who gets to do the studying. on and on and on.

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scientists on this post: yuuuup 👍

people who aren't scientists: um actually ☝️

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I can’t play video games anymore because cyberpunk 2077 ruined them all for me

I just miss it every time I try to play something new

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The worst character in Cyberpunk 2077 is Panam by faaaaaar. The bitchy impulsive toxic hothead is such an annoying character to me. I hate characters who do nothing but cause problems but then don’t reflect at all and expect everyone to move mountains to help them. I have no idea why everyone is obsessed with her. When I played the game I thought it was odd that she was the only woman in the game who seemed to have been written explicitly for a male audience (men looooove women like this in media… the main woman in every action film is exactly like this). But now that I’ve started the Witcher III, it’s no longer odd. CDPR simply thinks this is what women are like and all the well written women in CP77 were actually outliers. Granted with the Witcher it’s probably because the novels simply suck ass. But damn, the writing is horrific. Those characters…. The entire story reminds me of a high school drama. I haaaaaaate stories where everyone is toxic and childish and irresponsible and doesn’t communicate and then the plot only happens because of that. I also hate romance centered stories because it’s like…. Literally just grow up, there’s a war and you’re depressed because some woman insulted you? Are you for real? Every dialogue is about how Geralt wants to sleep with Yennefer. Like… is there even an actual plot….

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God I hate the Witcher III so much. This game is like if high schoolers lived in a medieval fantasy world. Stories that only exist because all the characters are toxic immature bitches just aren’t compelling to me at all

I thought because it’s from CDPR like Cyberpunk it must be good but it’s so annoying. Booting it up feels like an actual chore. I’ve never seen a worse game other than AC Black Flag which I hated for the same reasons

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There’s no game that comes close to DE or CP77 but I want to play something :( I keep looking at games in search of that vibe but ofc nothing has it

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Cyberpunk 2077 is probably my favorite game of all time but Disco Elysium has affected me in a different way and is therefore also my favorite game of all time but differently

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After school care pulled me aside about my child dropping an f-bomb “without remorse” and I put on my concerned face and nodded a bunch.

Apparently he was building something with a younger kid “who really looks up to him and is just starting to make friends” and said “Hey, you’re really fucking good at this.” which is, in my estimation, really a parenting victory.

[tinyyellowflowers-blog]

I absolutely failed at doing this:

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My Disco Elysium fanfic is getting positive reactions on Ao3 which makes me very happy <3 it was so much fun to write that and I’m proud of it also. If I don’t achieve anything else this year I’ll at least have achieved writing and finishing (!) an almost 14k word story in English

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Damn running requires like crazy amounts of stretches and strength training ON TOP of the strength training I already do. Luckily I can write down some of these exercises and do them during my lunch break etc because I really cannot spend hours trying to keep my body stable enough to run 10km like bro grow up

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Also I have no idea how I’ve been able to stick with a running plan for two months now. I used to hate running. I am incapable of building routines. But I think paying for runna really helped because it gives me something to do and it gives me a structure… I am not kidding I’m enjoying it so much that I sometimes want to cry after a run because it felt so good

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Also ok I ran my first 10k race yesterday and it went well however I am now injured

I actually technically injured myself the first time I ran 10km two or three weeks ago which is so odd because somehow 9km didn’t do shit but then 10km was where my body was like ‚oh this is where I draw the line I guess‘

But also it’s my own fault because I thought that having the aerobic fitness to run 5km meant I could start a 10km plan….. however I forgot to consider that I hadn’t run in a year and that I had never been a regular runner ever so my tendons and muscles weren’t as fit as my heart even though I lift weights…

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When I got bangs no one warned me that they don’t go two days looking the same ever

[halcyonhue]

I just want you all to know, that if and when this site does experience a real exodus and/or get sunsetted for good, even if we don't keep in touch I'll remember you so fondly. You're the online equivalent of the other kid on the beach where we built sandcastles together; the girl at the campsite where we explored the trees. You're the drunk person who shared kind words in the bathroom at the club, you're the talented artists at the life drawing class or the poetry night in a city where I don't live anymore. It makes me sad that maybe in the future our paths won't cross so easily, but even when we leave this little shared piece of cyberspace, carried away on our briefly intersecting trajectories, just know I still love you

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Every time I read something that’s celebrated by the reviews but unfortunately written by a man they say oh it deals with the big questions of humanity but then these questions are spelled out as actual questions in the text and always like ‚human evil is like a fart…. You either keep it in and it hurts your stomach or you let it out and poison the world around you… is this an inescapable fact of our miserable existence? He looked over to Titty McBoobs who smiled at him knowingly and boobily.‘ no fiction written by a woman ever asks questions this way. You just infer them from the themes and the role they play etc…….