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too much dreams in a body

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That’s the thing, life comes at me that’s why it can’t come from me

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Back to tired eyes, protruding spines, sad vibes, and long shot dreams…

I thought we were over it.

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Live life like #Banksy

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Recently there’s been so many teardrops falling… No, not tears streaming and heaving, just silent teardrops of anxiety and grief. Sometimes, the body just wants to sleep for a very long time until people forget and people become narcissistic again, but it would be bad for the people on favorites. More damage would be done to them than to those people you could care less about. So the salty waters may just keep on falling in droplets. Don’t fully open the gates, keep them leaking.

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There are so many things that you know. But when life brings on disappointment and embarrassment, there’s suddenly nothing you know but self-depreciation and continuous “I get them and I really regret what I did—I could’ve done better.” They’re always right and you’re a million more times wrong. Then the cloud that took you years to blow out suddenly fogs your vision ‘til there’s nowhere to go but backtrack. I hope these tears stop and you find the courage to blow them out with an industrial fan this time.

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Hey, I know you’ve always done you—unapologetic, confident, weird—but after all these years, you’ve grown tired. Tired of being left out, tired of eating lunch by the computer, tired of being alone… I get it, I understand. And I would’ve said something comforting had I known the right thing to say… but for now, let’s try to keep going…

You’re still worth people’s time.

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We both spoke in our love languages, unaware that we do.

#CarepDiem #unlucky #december #afternoon #stars #almost #quote

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Like a metaphor rendered incomprehensible by its ubiquity. -John Green

#johngreen #papertowns #quote #beautiful #metaphor

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Superman

I just finished watching Lovestruck in the City. My heart had a good exercise. My creative soul has been fed. Then as I am doing my midterms, I played a good for the heart bands playlist. Superman by Five for Fighting is currently playing, and this is just the cherry on top of the soul-searching, wind-in-my-hair, wanting-to-cry-but-I’m-not-sad moment. This song reminds me of the earlier episodes of the drama plus the 2000s abstract memories of a kid who doesn’t know anything but because she feels for the melody, she knows more than anyone today. She knows everything without knowing everything.