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[unnecessarilyworried]

I just feel the need to put this out there.

I have been, recently, diagnosed with Boderline personality disorder. A lot of things started to make sense, but at the same time, I felt lost. I started to analyze what was I and what was the disorder. I started to question myself about everything. I felt more at despair than I was before the diagnosis.

All I feel is that I’m tired of going over a roller coaster.

And being invalidated in general.

Im scared that once I disclose this information with someone, they will treat me as a threat.

But in reality it’s just something that I myself don’t understand.

[unnecessarilyworried]

I’ll record my spite journey to take the CAE, because my coordinators told me my English sucks. :)

I’ve taken the use of English part of the exam yesterday and I got 36 questions correct out of 56. Without never studying it for it before.

I plan to take it by the end of the year. I’m aiming for 200 points, because I’m a spiteful bitch who can’t no longer take careless comenta of superiors, but I’m okay if I just get the C1.

[unnecessarilyworried]

Just took the listening bit of the exam to see how it goes and I got 23/30.

[unnecessarilyworried]

I’ll record my spite journey to take the CAE, because my coordinators told me my English sucks. :)

I’ve taken the use of English part of the exam yesterday and I got 36 questions correct out of 56. Without never studying it for it before.

I plan to take it by the end of the year. I’m aiming for 200 points, because I’m a spiteful bitch who can’t no longer take careless comenta of superiors, but I’m okay if I just get the C1.

[deathbled]

one day i will learn how to write and then it's over for you all .