INACTIVE

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[p-sychedelicx]

My hands shake as I type out a text that I know I will never send to you.

A cigarette sitting between my lips as if it was home.

I say how much I think about you,

I try and tell you that I think I’m falling for you and how your eyes feel like home,

About how your smile spreads warmth across my body.

I try and talk about how the nights we spent together mean everything to me, and how I miss you when I haven’t spoken to you for a week.

But then I stop.

The backspace becomes my best friend,

Deleting every letter one by one.

How could I tell you that I may love you when I know I am never on your mind?

I know full well that I am just someone to fuck after a long day at work

And that I mean nothing to you.

I guess I will never mean as much to you as you do to me.

I’m always the one that gets attached too quickly,

And loves too much.

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| ᴛʜɪs ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ sᴛᴏʀʏ |

Photo: @failingliteraturestudent

[p-sychedelicx]

Treat me like the princess I am.

[p-sychedelicx]

The song she throws//is not one I know//but it knew me.

[rhi-reads-and-writes]

Hihi

This is my book

It is now available

Isn’t it pretty?

A poetry collection all about mental health - it is real, it should not be stigmatized.

Link: https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/1795881690/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1550697407&sr=8-1&pi=AC_SX236_SY340_FMwebp_QL65&keywords=its+okay+to+feel+this+way&dpPl=1&dpID=41Y+jLVElxL&ref=plSrch

[rhi-reads-and-writes]

Hi doods

I am publishing my poetry book “It’s Okay to Feel this Way” next week

It’s all about my struggles with mental health and how to cope in a healthy way

I’d like to thank @p-sychedelicx For her hecking good illustrations and cover art

So yes - next week doods!

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I did a thing and it would mean the world to me if people could check it out!x

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As the snow fell

And the ice bit at my purple fingers

I made a promise to myself.

I looked up at the sky

Marvelled in the beauty

And told myself

“When the snow melts,

It will take all the past troubles with it.

Live in the moment,

And fuck anyone that brings me down.”

Because just like the snow,

My past will melt away

And won’t hold me down anymore.

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I have new memories of the snow

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Hands on my waist

Lips pressed against mine

Electricity shooting through my veins

And making my bones ache.

Hands in your hair

Lips pressed against your neck

Sending shivers down your spine

And I know you’re not mine.

But I still crave you

[p-sychedelicx]

Oh, honey

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You’ve fucked with my head

Made me want you

With every exhale

Made me want the electricity

That you caused with a gentle touch

On my skin

I know it’s wrong

But my lust for you is inevitable

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Paradise

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Your heroine.

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I need to escape

To run

From the hands that hold me.