♮ The first time
Terran didn’t want to and Rave would have to be okay with that. He’d have to understand that Terran didn’t want to destroy and even though he loved him sex was not an option. As his chin is lifted he forced a smile, trying to make it so Terran thought the decision he made was okay with him. It would just take longer for the pit in his stomach to disappear. He kissed him back slowly, thinking that this was all. That was until he was slowly pushed down on the bed and the elemental moved on top of him. His back rested against the bedding as they kissed, his hands reaching up and childishly cupping his face. Holding onto him he tried to kiss him in a way that said he trusted him, and that they could go at whatever pace Terran wanted to set. Even if this was his idea he wanted Terran to know that he was the one in control of the pace.
Rave's willingness to do this sparked curiosity within Terran, but he wasn't going to question it. He trusted Rave enough to allow the other to ask whatever he pleased of Terran, and Terran happily obliged each time. Even now, when it Rave had asked something of him that he didn't think he would be capable of doing, at least not without consequences for others.
Terran's hands didn't know what to do, he didn't know what to do and that scared him, but he would try this -- at least once -- for Rave. He decides to keep his hands on the bed, holding himself up while he continued to move his lips softly with Rave's own. Rave was kissing him almost hungrily, and that frightened Terran as well, but he doesn't let it bother him for long. Never had Terran been dominant in this kind of relationship, in any kind of relationship, and he knew that was what Rave wanted him to do. So it stood to say that this would be a learning experience, for the both of them.
Finally, Terran stopped thinking so much, and just felt. His lips moved just a bit faster, and harder, and his tongue slid across Rave's mouth for a moment. He let one of his hands thread fingers through Rave's hair, letting out a small, soft sound as he felt himself finally growing a little aroused. This was the last chance he had to stop this, but now, he didn't want to, so he continues to kiss Rave deeply and hopes he won't make a fool of himself while doing this.
