Unwanted Son

Alexander ~ he/him ~ BPD ~ PTSD ~ Blood lover

[destroymylife]

[understands]

[understands]

[destroymylife]

[unwanted-son]

From: me

To: me

[eliminated]

[understands]

[understands]

[understands]

[eliminated]

[bpdconcept]

concept: I can communicate without being afraid they will leave me

[hyruleknight271-deactivated2020]

No one:

Absolutely no one:

My brain: lol go kill yourself you ugly annoying unloved peice of trash no one cares about you

[unwanted-son]

Let me die, I would be fine

[womanism]

due to personal reasons i will isolate myself and induce a deep empty void inside myself.

[unwanted-son]

There was some people doing an art presentation at class and one of them scream really bad, I jumped and start having really bad flashbacks of my abuser hitting the walls and telling me how worthless I am. I justa want it to stop. I just wanna get out of here

[my-road-to-existence-deactivate]

I need to cut this fucking pain out of me.

[lyrics-and-music]

Greens Avenue // The Amity Affliction

[hospital-forlost-souls]

The Amity Affliction// My Father’s Son