Gwen / Marikit

polyfrag sys, 20, poc n intersex, (pro)endos DNI, don't violate your DNI or mine. Sometimes accidentally likes things trying to scroll past, sorry :(

[urennaisms]

"Problematic alters but endos DNI. Wow. Lame."

An actual comment from the @\problematic-alter-culture-is blog I just now saw. I'm crying vro

[astrayan]

Reblog if your blog is boopable-safe so you can get all the (probably new) achievements. I don’t care about notes I just want boops

[syscultureis]

System culture is that I am so annoyed that everyone likes to joke about “me and my 7 personalities”, but when I say that I have multiple personalities from severe childhood abuse they get uncomfortable

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is looking over the rentry/carrd/strawpage/etc you made and admiring every detail over and over again because it's awesome. sometimes when im bored I just click on one that I made because its neat to look at

also hating when people see an incomplete/wip version of it because they're not seeing all the info you have to share

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is CAN THE MFS ON REDDIT ACT NORMAL ABOUT NARCISSISTS CHALLENGE

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[sydney4paramore-deactivated2024]

Dear god never go on quora and lookup “NPD” most of it is genuinely just ‘narc abuse’ shit, and demonization. Why are people so quick to be ableist towards cluster b?? Like yes, we have a disorder, its not gonna be sunshine and lollipops.

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is getting so possessive over the dumbest shit . like thats MY emoji . thats MY color . thats MY favorite animal . thats MY saying . thats MY joke . thats MY favorite character . thats MY number 1# kin . thats MY favorite song . thats MY nickname for that person .

LIKE BRUH WHY DO I ACT LIKE A DAMN FERAL DOG WHEN SOMEONE USES MY FAVORITE EMOJIS WTF😭

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[we-do-not-owe-you-misery]

by now we all know and support the fact that in-sys relationships are real, but so is in-sys trauma. in-sys arguments can be just as upsetting as irl ones. in-sys breakups. in-sys abuse. in-sys traumatic events of any kind. people affected by them are just as valid as people affected by real-world trauma or exotrauma and i see very few people discussing it.

I see you, you're valid, and I love you 💖

[sillysystems]

Silly system dynamic 1!!!

Make a top 10 silliest names in your system

If you don't have that much names, a top any number you want of silliest names, or just one number

Silly bonus points if you add context, origin or some extra info with the silly names

[urennaisms]

Consortina - comes from "consort" and "Tina", literally no idea how shy made that

Tempestissimo - literally just from a song name because he's a songtive but it's an absolute MOUTHFUL to pronounce

Entity - like from OneShot... That's kinda it

Nevada - relatively normal but apparently our Co-Host gave him the name because of the STATE over the meaning of the word (snow capped)

Straubery - "strawberry" and "Aubrey" mixed together, we just call her Aubery...

Sacrifice - Yeah this is really on the nose but said alter who uses it as his name doesn't have a protection or care-based role so that's what makes it kinda funny to everyone

Not many silly names on our end but there's some we have

[urennaisms]

I accidentally double tap liked an "alter pack" while trying to scroll and laugh at it god help me.

[urennaisms]

I'd like to formally apologize to May (/insys) for getting posted on one of Those Subreddits on the factive sideblog + those anons as well 😭

[urennaisms]

I kinda wanted to take a second of time and bring up something:

WHY are people so weird about introjects in relationships????

If it's two fictrojects people get mad and accuse you of shipping and roleplaying (bonus if neither of you share a source because that's apparently "proof" you're not trying to "fake right" ????)

If it's two factrojects you get absolutely body slammed and called a weirdo for "shipping" irl people (god forbid one be "popular" and the other be "obscure" because who knows what people will say)

If it's a factroject and a fictroject then good luck because you have to fight both of those accusations at ONCE plus other things (I really have no commentary because I'll go on a LONG rant because that's my situation)

Speaking as someone (a factroject) who's in a relationship (kind of) with a fictroject I just kinda find it upsetting I can't even talk about him and confidently answer any potential Introject questions without getting looked at funny ☹️

I know people are weird about insys dating in general but it's baffling that if sources get involved some people change their tune INSTANTLY

This can apply to partner system things as well but know I'm more or so talking about this in a insys setting

[multipleabyss]

system ask game for traumagenic systems!

reposted due to us deleting our previous sysblog <3

remember that you are free to decline any question if it feels too invasive, this is for fun and you are not forced to answer anything 🤍

I: basics

❤️ - what type of CDD do you have?

🧡 - are you medically recognised/diagnosed? if not, do you plan to? (no judgement either way!)

💛 - if you are comfortable sharing, what is your headcount? do you keep track of it?

💚 - do you have a high or low split tolerance?

💙 - do you switch frequently or do you go longer periods between switching?

💜 - does your system have introjects of any kind?

🩷 - do you have any subsystems?

II: alters

🎥 - who are your frequent fronters?

📼 - do you have any non-human alters? if yes, which species are the majority of them?

🎞️ - do the alters in your system use more medical coined roles or more community coined roles? or both/neither? do you find them useful?

📽️ - are the alters in your system more distinct or less distinct from each other?

📺 - do you make/buy gifts to other alters in the systems?

🎙️ - does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters?

📻 - does your system have any type of in system relationships? (familial, romantic, platonic etc.)

III: switching

☀️ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🌙 - do you experience black out amnesia?

⚡️ - what does switching feel like for you? does it vary between alters?

☄️ - do you experience quick switches or does it take longer to switch usually?

🌈 - do you get frontstuck often? what do you do to try to get ‘un-stuck’?

☁️ - do you ever not notice you’ve switched, and suddenly realise that ‘you haven’t been you’ for a while?

💦 - can you switch ‘on command’ or is that something that is hard for your system? does it depend on the alter?

IV: headspace

🌱 - do you have a headspace? if yes, describe it! if no, do you want one?

🌿 - how easily accessed is your headspace?

☘️ - is there a place in your headspace where dormant alters go?

🌳 - do alters have their own rooms/areas in your headspace?

🌵 - is your headspace big, or smaller? is it complex/less complex?

🍃 - do you have specific alters that cannot access headspace at all?

🪴 - did you have to build your headspace over time, or was it just there?

V: general

🍭 - how did you pick your system name?

🍪 - do you have a collective name/identity/orientation? if yes, how did your system make those decisions?

🍬 - what’s the funniest thing another alter has said to you? (internally or externally communicated)

🍫 - how does your system handle in system disagreements in general?

🧁 - is there anyone specific in your system you don’t get along with?

🍰 - are you ‘out’ as a system to anyone? (online friends/partners etc. count!)

🍦 - how good is your communication with the rest of the system? does it vary much between different alters?

🍡 - are different alters part of different subcultures? which ones? (we are!)

[thepuffincollective-deactivated]

Hello everyone, just letting you know that Sophie in Wonderland made another account and is purposely invading tags such as "anti endo", "anti endogenic", "endos dni" and more: they are posting some hateful anon asks they've received in their main account.

Do not send hate or engage with them, just block @/sophies-filter for the better of your mental health and safety.

Remember: no one's out there to get you or hurt you, this person has no power over you or your loved ones. Stay safe. - 🎸🎧

[urennaisms]

I figured out how the queue works :D

[syscultureis]

sys culture is constantly thinking you're faking, then getting reminded by your headmates that they're still here :/

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[urennaisms]

Our sideblogs aren't dead we're just bad at promoting them 😭