𝖚𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖕𝖊𝖗

𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌, goddess, of the 𝖗𝖚𝖎𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖘 wrath

[usurpcr]

# 𝖚𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖕𝖈𝖗     ⇀      I AM FREE.    WHATEVER I DO,     WHATEVER I CHOOSE    . . .    𝐈 𝐃𝐎 𝐈𝐓 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐘 𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋.     ⸻     this  is  a   highly   selective   and   mutually exclusive    adaptation   of    EREN  JAEGER  from  ATTACK  ON  TITAN.   written  by   KATE  ( she / her )     blog  is  strictly  18+  only.     minors  and  personals  do  not  interact.    est.  august 2022.

𝖊𝖝𝖕𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖘 𝖔𝖋      ⇀     free will,     loss of innocence,     trauma,      self fulfilling destiny,      the fragility and fallibility of ones m̷̧͕̞̮̮͈̙̘͎̫̩̑̉͒i̴͍̒̽̈́͌̾͛̈́́̈́̏̀̌̈́̒̃́͘̚͘͠͠n̷̢̘͕̘̘͖̣̪̺̫̗̮̙͖̟̣̘̲̯̱̥̺̙̬̞̂̾͛̊́̈́̚͜͜d̸̛̤̣̹͇̰̜̥̖̣͍̣̯̱̖̑̽̒̌͆̉͛̍̄͋̓͑̄̄͊̑̆͊͒́̂̚,     a descent into madness,      isolation,     serving  a greater purpose,     never returning home,     sacrifice,     war,     death,     freedom  no  matter  the  cost,     flawed heros journey,     deception,     manipulation,    betrayal,     keep  moving  forward,     '𝐓𝐈𝐋   𝐈'𝐕𝐄   𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐃    𝐌𝐘   𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐒.

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[usurpcr]

why archive when i can simply delete everything

[usurpcr]

[usurpcr]

come back katie :(

oops this was sent in june im a little late to the party but im trying!!!!!

[usurpcr]

ohh

[theoptia]

Marguerite Duras, from The Lover

Text ID: Very early in my life it was too late.

[usurpcr]

❝  you seem utterly unaware of your effect on the people around you.  ❞  | early eren also gets this too but from floch. they should kill each other

❝ huh? what’s that supposed to mean!? ❞ his voice raises as he steps closer. the two had been increasingly clashing heads in the aftermath of shiganshina the tension between them often coming to a head. the smallest remark, or a well timed scoff and an eyeroll enough to set the boys off. now, eren's eyes narrow, glaring up at the other. ❝ out with it. say what you mean, floch! ❞

[ohisms]

𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑳𝒀 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑫𝑬 .    (   angst - oriented  sentence  starters .   dark  &  potentially triggering  themes  are  present .   )  

❛  no …   no ,   why  would  you  do  that ?  ❜ ❛  fight  back .   fight  back !  ❜ ❛  when  were  you  going  to  tell  me ?  ❜ ❛  don’t  fucking  touch  me .  ❜ ❛  you  promised .   you  fucking  promised .  ❜ ❛  i  never  wanted  to  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  run .   run  &  don’t  stop .  ❜ ❛  you’re  a  fucking  stereotype .  ❜ ❛  please  don’t  go …   please  don’t  go .  ❜ ❛  i’m  putting  you  out  of  your  misery .  ❜ ❛  what  makes  you  think  i’d  listen  to  a  word  you  say ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  what  you  think  love  is ??  ❜ ❛  i  never  should’ve  trusted  you .  ❜ ❛  i  love  you .   is  that  what  you  wanted  to  hear ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  so  fucking  pathetic .  ❜ ❛  nobody  can  help  me .  not  even  you .  ❜ ❛  don’t  act  like  you  know  me .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  my  own  shit  to  deal  with .  ❜ ❛  i’m  saying  my  goodbyes .  ❜ ❛  please  don’t  go .  ❜ ❛  i’d  rather  drop  dead .  ❜ ❛  i  loved  you ,  you  know ?  ❜ ❛  talk  to  me .  ❜ ❛  what ,   was  i  just  a  charity  case ??  ❜ ❛  i  feel  so  fucking  stupid .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  be  alone .  ❜ ❛  that’s  low ,   even  for  you .  ❜ ❛  say  that  again ,   i  fucking  dare  you .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t …  i  can’t  feel  my  -  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  fucking  tired ,   i  just …   i  can’t .  ❜ ❛  we’ve  missed  so  much .  ❜ ❛  what ,   you’re  gonna  shoot  me ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  nothing .  ❜ ❛  stop  looking  at  me  like  that .   like  i’m  broken .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  lost  a  lot  of  blood .  ❜ ❛  don’t  shut  me  out .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  real .   it’s  not  real .  ❜ ❛  you’re  just  saying  what  i  want  to  hear .  ❜ ❛  i  swear ,   i’ll  kill you .  ❜ ❛  stop …   just  stop  fucking  lying .   stop .  ❜ ❛  just  tell  me  what  you  did .  ❜ ❛  i  already  know  what  you  did ,   i  just  want  to  hear  it  from  you .  ❜ ❛  i  needed  you  to  be  different .  ❜ ❛  how  long  has  it  been  since  you’ve  eaten ?  ❜ ❛  put  the  [ gun / knife ]  down .  ❜ ❛  what  do  you  want  from  me ?  ❜ ❛  we’ve  lost  so  much  time .  ❜ ❛  i  really  fucking  hate  you ,   sometimes .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  …   i  can’t ,   i  can’t  do  this  today .  ❜ ❛  you  know ,   i  never  wanted  to  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  i  shouldn’t  have  to  beg  you  to  love  me .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  owe  you  shit .  ❜ ❛  don’t  say  it ,   don’t  fucking  say  it .  ❜ ❛  it  sounds  like  you’ve  been  crying …  ❜

[firstfullmoon]

“If I have the destruction of something that I once loved to carry with me at all times, isn’t it like I still have a companion?”

— Hanif Abdurraqib, from “Rumours And The Currency Of Heartbreak,” in They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us

[usurpcr]

so how about those attacks on those titans huh

[mbyak]

[usurpcr]

hi happy new year

[feral-ballad]

Carol Ann Duffy, from The World’s Wife; “Delilah”

[Text ID: “but I cannot be gentle, or loving, or tender. / I have to be strong. / What is the cure?”]

[foreverascout]

@usurpcr​ || Continued

“What do you mean? All I’ve heard for the past ten minutes is how no one wants to kiss you under the mistletoe” he grumbled, pushing his hair back, “Now I can get some peace”. There is no chance he was going to let Eren know he thought his lips were soft. 

[usurpcr]

—  ❝  yeah,  so what!!  ❞   exclaims  loudly,   arms  folding   across  his  chest.   glances  away  embarrassed,   jeans  words  turning  over  in  his  mind  before  his  head  snaps  back  to  face  him.   ❝  hey.  wait  a minute.  does  that  mean  you  wanted  to  kiss  me!? ❞   stupid,  stupid  horse  face.  ❝  ugh.  whatever.  i  guess  that counts. even  if  it  was  you.   ❞   grumbles  moodily,   green  eyes  looking  up  to  meet  his  gaze  with  a  little  pout.  eren  didn’t  think  it  was  important  to  point  out  that  now  jean  was  the  one  standing  underneath  the  mistletoe.  

[usurpcr]

"ALRIGHT!" Jean scoffed, grabbed Eren by the cheeks, planting a kiss to his lips under the mistletoe. He pulled away and gave a tiny slap to his cheek, "Stop whining about no one kissing you".

— ❝  huh? ❞ it's   so  swift  that   eren  doesn't  even  have  time  to  process  what   is  happening.    blinks  up  at  jean  dumbly  while  his  brain  recovers  from  short circuiting.  ❝ h- hey! ❞ exclaims,  flustered,  cheeks  reddening,  ❝ the  hell  was  that  for!? idiot. ❞ is   he  referring   to  the  kiss  or  the  slap?    who  knows.

[usurpcr]

its so funny to me that his wiki page lists "intelligence" as his first human ability. intelligence. where. 

[usurpcr]

okay okay i didnt realize that erens quote "im going to die without accomplishing a damn thing" is from reiners flashback and reiner responds with "just do what you have to. keep moving forward"