Utkarsh Rana

He/Him // "We suffer more often in imagination than in reality" - Seneca the Younger

[dailykafka]

— July 28, 1914 / Franz Kafka diaries

[idkhowifeel]

It’s so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude

[utkarshrana]

It's been days now, it feels like a lot of time now. It feels that I'm not worth it. It is when the imposter syndrome kicks in. I haven't been able to study. I really really want to. But I can't. I can't focus. I can't just sit down and study. It is eating me up from inside. It is frustrating me so much.

But I think I have to be patient. I think I have to give myself time. I think I should try every day. Over and over again. The workshop starts tomorrow. I hope it's a helpful one. I hope it makes me focus better. I hope that I'm better tomorrow. I will not beat myself up but will back myself up.💚

I can do it. I'll do it. Not today though, maybe tomorrow?

[taohun]

seeing the photos from Webb up against photos from Hubble just makes me… I don’t even know like, wow! Look at that!

[just--space]

M43: Streams of Orion : Where do the dark streams of dust in the Orion Nebula originate? This part of the Orion Molecular Cloud Complex, M43, is the often imaged but rarely mentioned neighbor of the more famous M42. M42, seen in part to the upper right, includes many bright stars from the Trapezium star cluster. M43 is itself a star forming region that displays intricately-laced streams of dark dust – although it is really composed mostly of glowing hydrogen gas. The entire Orion field is located about 1600 light years away. Opaque to visible light, the picturesque dark dust is created in the outer atmosphere of massive cool stars and expelled by strong outer winds of protons and electrons. via NASA

[spoondrifts]

COMPARISON PHOTOS: hubble vs james webb

SMACS 0723

southern ring nebula

carina nebula (NGC 3324)

stephan's quintet

[utkarshrana]

On my will to live.

[6i]

nobody needs you more than you need yourself. stop self sacrificing. stop self abandoning.

[utkarshrana]

On the will to live.

[utkarshrana]

"There are some things you cannot explain to anyone, even when they have been explained to you, over and over, almost since the day you were born.

Lemony Snicket

[utkarshrana]

Marcus Aurelius in 'Meditations'

[utkarshrana]

Friedrich Nietzsche // A picture of Not to Be Reproduced, 1937 by Rene Magritte

[utkarshrana]

Be kind to people or just let them be.

[utkarshrana]

You're a part of the ocean.

Mitch Albom in 'Tuesdays with Morrie'

[utkarshrana]

How my life passes by.

Between the time spent with you, And time spent waiting for you, My life passes by.

[utkarshrana]

Fly Me to the Moon.

Fly me to the moon,

Before it is doom.

Take me to the park,

Before it's too dark.

Take me back home,

Away from my phone.

Cause we have to stay,

No matter which way.

Me when thinking about you ~A

[utkarshrana]

H*ting and Loving Myself.

I have such a terrible acne breakout on my face that I do not want to look at myself in the mirror but at the same time, I'm taking care of myself, drinking a lot of water and avoiding junk. Because I know it will be better soon and I'll be the most beautiful boy in the world again.