Fagr･ok･Ófriðr

What am I to say? Well, I guess the best thing to do is just get it over with. I'm leaving. Indefinitely. I don't know if I will come back and honestly I don't think I will. Roleplaying has lost its lustre and quite frankly I hate it. I hate everything roleplaying has become... among other things and so, this account, along with my others, will be closed. Inactive. Unused. I know no one cares or will miss my presence and I don't blame you. Not even a little. So goodbye everyone.

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱ "I didn't expect that trip to take so long." This was the very last time she was ever going to trust Meili with making any of her travel arrangements. For a god of travel, he lacks in making it efficient.

[vaennass]

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{{ Time for me to hit the hay and early for once. I have this big presentation to give tomorrow and I'm kinda nervous since I pretty much just made up everything I said when I practiced it on the spot, so it shall be interesting. Anyways I promise to get to any remaining replies tomorrow and that there will be more family shenanigans with Freyja and Hnoss. }}

[theguarddogs-deactivated2014062]

             "I am happy you agreed; consider Valentine’s Day as our first date, hm?"                       He’s all sorts of forward today. This was his way of asking her out, wasn’t it? Oh yeah. How charming.

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱ "First date." What was this? Her heart was pounding in her chest. Since when did that ever happen? She couldn't recall. "Yes. First date."

       She just agreed to officially go out with him, didn't she? Well done Freyja. Well done.

[mestrskina]

"As in if you decide to embarrass me in front of the ladies or the dudes, of course." He pointed out. "And yes mom, I do swing both ways." No he does not give two fucks. "Super cool moms don’t try to destroy the world, okay. That’s so 2k13. Nah man. If you’re going to fuck shit up, you have to use the latest devices to do so. Shall I hook you up with the latest ‘war’ devices? Hugs are appreciated though."

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱ What happened to the precious little girl that Freyja once knew? That's right, she was now a full grown man and the goddess was still in complete denial. "I don't even understand half of the things you are saying my dear." Give her a break, she hadn't gone out into the real world with the humans much. "Can your mother at least make lunch for you and your friends every once in awhile? And show them your baby pictures?"

[vaennass]

[mehgehd]

[mestrskina]

"Move on, mother. Or I won’t forgive you." Simple as that. "Good. I don’t want you to leave me behind on anything, or Gersemi. Though, Gersemi was always the more forgiving one. She was always sensitive." In other words, Gersemi would probably just cling onto her mother and not let go. "Also no cramping my style."

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱ "What are you talking about with this 'cramping my style'?" She was of course one of the best moms in the world and wouldn't dream of doing anything to embarrass her son. "I am a super cool mom from the heavens. Bringing love and war to the world, and plenty of hugs to her dearest son."

[mestrskina]

The blond looked up the moment he was enveloped in her arms. Slowly wrapping his arms around her in return, he rested his head against her shoulder. “Then… don’t leave me again. Or Gersemi. Don’t… go chasing shadows. Dad isn’t coming back. If you stay with us… then… I’m sure Gersemi will forgive you too.”

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱ "You know how hard it is for me to accept that...." Hnoss' father, her husband, was one of the very few men who truly captured her heart. "--But I promise I will do my best to not dwell on it anymore than I have, alright? I promise that I'll make up for lost time. I promise I'll never let go again.... And I can only hope that your sister will forgive me."

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[vaennass]

[mestrskina]

The blond moved to wipe his tears away a bit more, hiccuping faintly. “I do want to hear an apology from you. I also want you to hold me like you did when I was a kid. I want to know that you’re not going to leave me again, and that you’re going to actually stay this time. That I can find Gersemi, and we can be the family we were once after father left.” He turned to look at her, that once smug look now completely gone, and just left with a confused, broken child. “I just want my family back. That’s all I’ve ever wanted.”

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱ Freyja wasted no time, and quickly moved to wrap her arms tightly around her son, trapping him in a hug. "Hnoss... I'm so very sorry. Minn dýrr auðr." She mumbled as she tried not to let herself cry while her arms tightened even more around him, as if to say she wouldn't let him go. "I want to be your mother again. I want to sing to you. I want to recite poetry to you like I did to you and your sister. I want all of that back. I-I just want to be happy again."

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[vaennass]

[mestrskina]

"You left Gersemi and me alone! Yeah sure, we’re grown-ups. We’re not kids anymore, but it still hurt! You could’ve just told us goodbye at least instead of just vanishing!" The tears wouldn’t stop no matter how much he willed them too. "You could have even taken us with you for crying out loud!" His voice raised to a point where he was near-on screaming. "You waltz in and just expect me to forgive you after what you did?! Forgive everything?!"

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱ "How could I say goodbye?" She was never good with goodbyes, nor had she ever had the pleasure of being given one herself. Everyone always left her, so it would only make sense that she would just leave everyone else, even her own children, without saying a word. "It seemed right at the time.... I didn't know what else to do. I was broken and torn to pieces and there was no way out, so yes, I left. Without saying goodbye, but it was because there was nothing I could do, to stop the pain. To stop it all from hurting so much."

"I don't want your forgiveness, just as I'm sure you don't want to hear any apologies from me. I just wanted something... a single shred of light... but I see that there is no spark here, no light left to be found to guide my way."

                                                                                                                      "I'm sorry--"

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[vaennass]

[mestrskina]

The words stung far more then they should have in the first place, but he wasn’t going to let them get to him. “Yeah, well, pretty sure you regret having Gersemi too, right? You regret ever being a mother?” His lips quirked into a faint smile, though the lips themselves trembled. “I am nothing like either of you, to be honest. I never will be.”

"I never needed anyone but Gersemi, anyway. I don’t need you, just as you don’t need me. So yeah, I guess I will just walk away." With that said, he briefly glanced back at his mother, the tears already falling, but without another word, he looked ahead and walked away.

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱ She didn't mean for those words to come out, but he forced her to say them. He needed a wake up call. He needed to be reminded of his place, as her child. "I don't regret any of it...." Motherhood was one of the best things that had happened in the goddess' life. "You say that now, but look in the mirror Hnoss...." You're crying like I did.

                                  A long pause before she felt a stray tear run down her cheek.

                                                                           "You two are all I have left in this world...."

[theguarddogs-deactivated2014062]

                 "Indeed. I would be quite honored to have my love interest to be my valentine, after all. I think of no one better than you to spend the fourteenth with."                          Did he really acknowledge that? Well, hot damn.                  

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱ "Really?" Well he definitely succeeded in flattering her. That's for sure. "Well I would be honoured to be your valentine, Judas." Her first Valentine's Day ever, and she was going to spend it with him. She couldn't think of any better way to spend it really.

[vaennass]

[mestrskina]

"Phh." The god shrugged. "I never said I was better then you. You said it yourself, and for the record, it’s not blood that makes family. It’s loyalty. I have no loyalty to you or anyone else but Gersemi. Therefore you are just a stranger." With that said, he proceeded to stretch and keep on walking."

[vaennass]

-[❄]—⊱"I regret ever having you."

                         "You are nothing but a disgrace to me, so leave and walk away Hnoss, but don't come back. Ever."

                                                  "--Since you're halfway to being your father already."